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Chapter 1: What is the podcast 'Something Was Wrong' about?
Something Was Wrong is intended for mature audiences. This season contains discussions of medical negligence, birth trauma, and infant loss, which may be upsetting for some listeners. For a full content warning, sources, and resources, please visit the episode notes.
Opinions shared by the guests of the show are their own and do not necessarily represent the views of myself, Broken Cycle Media, and Wondery. The podcast and any linked materials should not be misconstrued as a substitution for legal or medical advice. At the time of this episode's release, midwives Jennifer Crawford, Gina Thompson, and Caitlin Wages have not responded to our request for comment.
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Chapter 2: How did Kristen's pregnancy complications unfold?
I'd had multiple high BP readings. I had started to swell pretty severely. At this point, I had abnormal lab results at 36 weeks. My hemoglobin was low. My hemocrit was abnormal as well. So all of these things were suggesting that there was something more going on than just a normal pregnancy. When you have preeclampsia, your body is beginning to deteriorate.
Your kidneys are not functioning normally. Your liver is not functioning normally. In worst case scenario, you have seizure-like episodes. Looking back at my records, I don't understand why I wasn't referred. Even at 36 weeks and four days, I was not referred to an OBGYN. Because my son was breech, they did refer me for what is called an ECV, which is a medical procedure that moves the baby.
So I'm scheduled for this, but also at the same time, I'm told to perform like a spinning babies exercise. Spinning babies is like a natural program or philosophy that if you do these exercises, sometimes you can naturally turn your baby over. There's one night where I feel like my son is like jumping up and down in my womb.
So I call the midwives the next day and I say, hey, I think my son turned over. Can I come in and have my baby looked at? I think it was Elizabeth who felt around for my baby. She proclaimed after doing a manual examination, pressing down on my abdomen, things like that, that my son had turned over, that he was no longer breech and he was in the right position.
Chapter 3: What happened during Kristen's labor and delivery?
No ultrasound was done to confirm that my son had flipped over at 36 weeks. And this is important to note because of how my labor and delivery will go. I think everything is well, all is good. At that time, I still felt like I was in good care. I was still feeling confident in my team. My mom was reassured that I was very, very close to Baylor, a hospital that she revered and knew was top notch.
So at 39 weeks and five days, February 1st of 2022, my water breaks at 1 a.m. contractions ensue probably about an hour later. So I call the on-call line for the midwives and the on-call midwife at the time was Mariah, the CNM. And I tell them I'm going into labor. I monitor my contractions. I'm told to rest up as much as I can, eat, drink, and just wait it out.
I'll never forget, I was taking a shower. It was pretty late at night, I'd say around 1 a.m. And I came into the kitchen. We lived in like a loft style apartment in downtown at that time. And Kristen's water had broke. This wasn't completely out of the norm because we're getting closer to the due date. Now we're going to follow the instructions that they gave her.
We're going to call the hotline and report it. And then we're going to run her a bubble bath and we're going to call our doula and we're going to relax. And so we did all those things and that continued on into the morning. She was starting to feel contractions were increasing. Eventually the doula came and joined us. We're still very happy.
This is the beginning of this process that we've talked so much about.
The contractions, they start and they kind of peak and then they dissipate. They come in these like waves where they get the most intense at the top and then they kind of go back out. That's how mine felt anyway. I have a contraction monitor and I am recording my contractions. Probably about four hours in to my labor, I start feeling like my contractions are consistent with active labor.
They're one minute long and three minutes apart consistently on the dot back to back to back. That's when I call them. I say, hey, I think I'm in active labor. The reason why active labor is so important is because origins will not take you in until you are at least three to four centimeters dilated and in active labor. This is the second time I'm speaking to Mariah.
Mariah says, you're a first time mom and you don't sound like you're in active labor. So I was told to take a cup of Benadryl and sleep it off. 8 a.m. rolls around and Jennifer Crawford is the midwife on call now. She calls me and said, let's get this baby out.
She said, I want you to perform a mile circuit, which is a series of different exercises that they want you to do, different positionings to kind of get things moving around.
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Chapter 4: How did the medical emergency during delivery escalate?
We're sorry, but you're going to have to have a C-section because he's transverse and he's not compatible with vaginal delivery. I was pretty optimistic. I was disappointed a little bit, but I was like, I got to labor for this long. Things just didn't work out this way. And there was no tears or anything like that.
I was just like, we're going to have to go get a C-section and we're going to meet our son. I was nervous about the C-section part because anybody's nervous to go under the knife. But I asked her, I said, do I need a cervical exam? And Jennifer looks at me and she goes, no, you don't need a cervical exam. You're getting a C-section. So it doesn't matter. So she doesn't do a cervical check.
They refer me over to OBGYN Dr. Deborah Fuller. She works in her own private practice right across the street from Baylor. So we drive over there. We are dealing with the front desk. I had left all of my effects at home, all of my personal stuff. I left my phone. I left my wallet, my purse.
So we're in the office at Dr. Fuller's practice, the front desk, and my husband are chatting about insurance. They're wanting my ID and everything. Also, at the same time, my mom is getting off work and she was going to take our dog. So my husband, he's like, okay, well, let me run home real quick. And we live in downtown Dallas.
So our home wasn't more than 10 minutes away from Dr. Fuller's office. He runs home real quick, gives my mom the dog. During this time, I'm taken back to an exam room, me and my doula to see Dr. Fuller. I'm told to get undressed from the waist down, which I do. I hop on this table. I'm in stirrups, all this stuff. And Dr. Fuller, she does an ultrasound on me and she notices he's transverse.
She doesn't say anything. And she's like, okay, I'm going to do a cervical check now. And I said, do I need a cervical check? And she kind of looks at me bizarre. And she goes, yes, of course you need a cervical check. I need to know how dilated you are. I need to know where the baby's position, things like that. Like there's just things that I need to know that a cervical check will tell me.
And I said, okay, that's fine. She does a cervical check and this is when all hell breaks loose. Upon her exam, she finds that my son has a prolapse cord and prolapse extremities. Not only his umbilical cord was in my vaginal canal, so was his hand and his foot. This is a life-threatening emergency.
If we don't deliver this baby in the next few minutes, you are risking serious, serious harm and death. She runs out of the room and yells to her nurse to get me into her car. She's on the phone with Baylor, telling them everything that they need to know about me, that we're coming right now. I start to hyperventilate at this point. I remember the nurse getting in my face and going,
You're going to be okay. This is going to be fine. I need you to breathe. We're going to take care of you. She sits me on this office chair and they roll me down to Dr. Fuller's car. I'm put in the backseat of her vehicle and put on my side. And Dr. Fuller speeds out of that parking lot like nobody's business. And as Dr. Fuller is pulling out of the parking lot, my husband's pulling up.
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Chapter 5: What was Kristen's experience post-delivery in ICU?
was not enough to be able to pull him out, so I received a full classical belly button to pelvis incision to retrieve him. He had his cord wrapped around his neck twice, and he was born stunned and white. He had a low APGAR score. They had to use a CPAP to resuscitate him after he was born.
He was taken up to high level NICU to be assessed for brain damage as well as infection because I had a very severe uterine infection. Dr. Fuller is quoted to say that when she opened me up, the room smelled foul. That is how bad my uterine infection was. They are looking at my son for signs of sepsis, brain damage, organ failure, the works.
And it's during this time that my preeclampsia really shows its ugly head. And I go into a hyperintensive crisis. My blood pressure shoots into the 180s over 130s. My team's afraid I'm going to stroke out on the table. I'm given drugs to counteract what is happening to my body, and I'm sewn back up. Then I don't wake up after.
The medical team thought I had a clamped-type seizure or a stroke on the table. What none of us knew was that I had this very rare condition called pseudocoline and esterase deficiency. which is a genetic deficiency that is passed down through family that makes a person unable to break down a specific type of paralytic called sexacoline. Sexacoline is typically used, especially in trauma cases.
What I had was an extremely, extremely rare thing. Due to this, I woke up inside of my own body still paralyzed. I could not move. I could not open my eyes. It was like one of those movies where someone's in a coma and they're awake in their body and then they can't tell anybody they're there. I come to as like someone flipped on a light switch and all of a sudden I was conscious.
I realized that I couldn't breathe on my own. One of the reasons I couldn't breathe on my own is because I'd gone into respiratory failure because of the condition that I had. And I was on a ventilator. And so I was freaking out internally thinking I'm going to die. I cannot breathe.
And so I'm trying my best inside of my body to move, to do anything, to let the doctors and people around me know that I was in there and I was alive and I needed help. I could hear the doctors around me. My eyebrows started to kind of wiggle a little bit. And then I heard other people going, she's seizing. She's having a seizure right now.
The doula was in a waiting area. I was obviously preoccupied with Theo and luckily things were progressing well with him. At this point, things start to slow down. It's a few hours later and I'm talking to Kristen's mom on the phone. Everything happened so quick and it happened in the afternoon that no one had really been able to come up and see us.
They're just kind of getting updates from over the phone. And I said something to the effect of, Kristen is still in surgery. And Her mom, who happens to be a nurse, was like, what do you mean she's still in surgery? I was like, yeah, you know, just assume that they'll come get me when she's out, that no one's came to get me yet. She's like, Thomas, that is not normal. That is not right.
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Chapter 6: How did Kristen and her son begin to recover after the crisis?
My mom and Thomas were in the room and he was only talking to them as if I didn't exist and telling them what he thought had happened to me, regardless of evidence that my genetic condition, pseudocoline and esterase deficiency caused me not to wake up from anesthesia. That was extremely frustrating moment.
God bless that lactation consultant because she walked in right as I was laying into this neurologist. Honestly, that was one of the worst days of my life. Ever since I'd gotten out of surgery, I was fighting to see my son. Understandably, because it's been what, almost 48 hours now? And I remember being jealous and I was angry that someone else was taking care of my child.
Someone else was changing his diapers. Someone else was holding him. Someone else was feeding him. Someone else was loving on him. And I hadn't even seen him yet. That was very hard for me. I'm very grateful for the nurses and the staff that took care of my son. But this was my internal struggle. I struggled deeply with the situation that I was in. I was so beside myself. I was so defeated.
And Thomas was there and he said, do you want to go see Theodore, our son? And I said, no, I don't want to go anywhere. I felt like I didn't deserve to see him even at that point. My husband, he knew I was defeated. I just wanted to literally crawl into a hole and die is how I felt. He saw me deteriorating emotionally and he was like, we need to go see our son.
And I shook my head at first and he was like, come on, we'll do it together. He helps me get into a wheelchair. He rolls me down to NICU, which was a couple of hallways away.
We went through a pretty rough spell in neurological ICU. Kristen was on a ventilator. She was really emaciated too. They also put her on like a magnesium drip. But I remember it just making her feel awful. I said, okay, Kristen, let's go meet Theo. She was like, I don't know. I don't know if I can do it. I said, Kristen, if you don't do this, you're going to regret it.
I remember her meeting him and I have photos of when they met and she just looked so beat down. She's normally such a vibrant, bright person. And she has the biggest smile you've ever seen. And that is completely absent in those photos where she met her son for the first time. It's still tough to look at.
My son was in high level NICU, the same area where they keep preemie babies. So as I'm being wheeled down the room, I'm passing little babies that are 27 weeks old who are on ventilators and all kinds of monitors and little boxes and things like that.
It is one of the most horrific and surreal moments of my life, realizing that this is where we were and how much it changed in the past 48 hours even. And we roll up To my son, who is in a bassinet, he has a feeding tube in and is hooked up to monitors, and there is a nurse there. She's young. She's very nice.
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