Allison Holker

when animals feel sick that run in a pack, they don't want their loved ones to get sick with what they have. So they choose to leave and pass away with not taking any harm to their own family. And I remember that really sat really deep with me and Steven that like crypto left our home, not because he didn't want to be with us, but because he was almost trying to protect us.

when animals feel sick that run in a pack, they don't want their loved ones to get sick with what they have. So they choose to leave and pass away with not taking any harm to their own family. And I remember that really sat really deep with me and Steven that like crypto left our home, not because he didn't want to be with us, but because he was almost trying to protect us.

And that moment came back to me when Steven passed away the way he did. and where he chose to leave. He didn't want to be too far away from us because he missed us and loved us so much, but he didn't want to be around us because he loved us so much.

And that moment came back to me when Steven passed away the way he did. and where he chose to leave. He didn't want to be too far away from us because he missed us and loved us so much, but he didn't want to be around us because he loved us so much.

Yeah. You know, I... I've always had dreams since I was young that sometimes come to life and I've had dreams that become very real. Two of my children named themselves in their dreams to me. I had seen Wesley and Wesley told me her name was Wesley well before she was born and Maddox I had seen in my dreams and someone else called him Maddox in my dream.

Yeah. You know, I... I've always had dreams since I was young that sometimes come to life and I've had dreams that become very real. Two of my children named themselves in their dreams to me. I had seen Wesley and Wesley told me her name was Wesley well before she was born and Maddox I had seen in my dreams and someone else called him Maddox in my dream.

But I had seen my children in my dreams well before they were born. I believe in that. I believe that sometimes you can tap into future or past and present moments that are unfamiliar and bizarre. But if you study it and learn it and accept it, it can come to you. After Steven had passed, I hadn't slept in about four or five days, I think it had gone by at this point.

But I had seen my children in my dreams well before they were born. I believe in that. I believe that sometimes you can tap into future or past and present moments that are unfamiliar and bizarre. But if you study it and learn it and accept it, it can come to you. After Steven had passed, I hadn't slept in about four or five days, I think it had gone by at this point.

And my kids really hadn't either. And Ziya was crying hysterically and it was supposed to be nap time, but she just could not settle herself. She could not go to sleep. So I went into her room and I laid with her. And she's very, very little and she's still trying to comprehend what had just happened. And I laid in bed with her. And we both just held each other.

And my kids really hadn't either. And Ziya was crying hysterically and it was supposed to be nap time, but she just could not settle herself. She could not go to sleep. So I went into her room and I laid with her. And she's very, very little and she's still trying to comprehend what had just happened. And I laid in bed with her. And we both just held each other.

And then all of a sudden the room started shaking and my eyes, I closed my eyes, but I wasn't asleep yet. And everything started shaking in the room. And there was almost like the static you see on TV behind my eyes. It was like black and white static. And I saw three faces. And I don't know to this day what those other two faces were, but it was staticking between three different faces.

And then all of a sudden the room started shaking and my eyes, I closed my eyes, but I wasn't asleep yet. And everything started shaking in the room. And there was almost like the static you see on TV behind my eyes. It was like black and white static. And I saw three faces. And I don't know to this day what those other two faces were, but it was staticking between three different faces.

And then at the very end, I held onto one of the faces and it said, I'm so sorry. And I love you so much. I'm sorry. And Steven's face faded away. And then we both took a nap. It was the first time I had slept. And I think maybe one of the first times she had slept since everything had happened. And I woke up and I felt a lot more settled.

And then at the very end, I held onto one of the faces and it said, I'm so sorry. And I love you so much. I'm sorry. And Steven's face faded away. And then we both took a nap. It was the first time I had slept. And I think maybe one of the first times she had slept since everything had happened. And I woke up and I felt a lot more settled.

I wasn't fully healed or anything like that, but I felt settled. that he was watching over us and looking out for us.

I wasn't fully healed or anything like that, but I felt settled. that he was watching over us and looking out for us.

Yes. There's been moments of Stephen visiting both Wesley and I multiple times. He still visits us and still talks with us. And, you know, there's been times though, it's been really beautiful and then there's times it's been a little scary. But I know we feel him and when we need him, we go talk to him.

Yes. There's been moments of Stephen visiting both Wesley and I multiple times. He still visits us and still talks with us. And, you know, there's been times though, it's been really beautiful and then there's times it's been a little scary. But I know we feel him and when we need him, we go talk to him.

And then there's also been unfortunate times we've been like, please give us some space on the flip side of that. And there's been times that we've been like, I would love to talk with you. I'd love to see you. I'd love to speak with you. But we know that he's watching over our family. I know that Steven always loved us and always wanted to protect us.

And then there's also been unfortunate times we've been like, please give us some space on the flip side of that. And there's been times that we've been like, I would love to talk with you. I'd love to see you. I'd love to speak with you. But we know that he's watching over our family. I know that Steven always loved us and always wanted to protect us.