Sarah Haider

It foregrounded it and it just, I couldn't get angry.

It foregrounded it and it just, I couldn't get angry.

It foregrounded it and it just, I couldn't get angry.

For the first month afterwards, I found it impossible to be outraged. So I would log on. I would see the same feed that I've been seeing for a long time. I tried to manage to muster up enough outrage that I could write a little bit about it. And outrage is a strong word, but just to be provoked enough by something.

For the first month afterwards, I found it impossible to be outraged. So I would log on. I would see the same feed that I've been seeing for a long time. I tried to manage to muster up enough outrage that I could write a little bit about it. And outrage is a strong word, but just to be provoked enough by something.

For the first month afterwards, I found it impossible to be outraged. So I would log on. I would see the same feed that I've been seeing for a long time. I tried to manage to muster up enough outrage that I could write a little bit about it. And outrage is a strong word, but just to be provoked enough by something.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

It wouldn't be there. And it felt strange because I have been expecting that response for a long time. And interesting, actually, to not be able to feel it. Part of me was alarmed because it was like, okay, then what am I going to do? It's kind of an indictment of the work that I used to do that it required this. But I think everything to some degree requires...

It wouldn't be there. And it felt strange because I have been expecting that response for a long time. And interesting, actually, to not be able to feel it. Part of me was alarmed because it was like, okay, then what am I going to do? It's kind of an indictment of the work that I used to do that it required this. But I think everything to some degree requires...

It wouldn't be there. And it felt strange because I have been expecting that response for a long time. And interesting, actually, to not be able to feel it. Part of me was alarmed because it was like, okay, then what am I going to do? It's kind of an indictment of the work that I used to do that it required this. But I think everything to some degree requires...

you to be frustrated by something, frustrated by the lack of a solution to an important social problem, the lack of an answer, so you're searching. What ayahuasca did to me that was, I think, the most directly relevant to my work was that I could just step away. Because my eyes weren't being, like, magnetically pulled towards the most outrageous stuff, I would... spend more time on other things.

you to be frustrated by something, frustrated by the lack of a solution to an important social problem, the lack of an answer, so you're searching. What ayahuasca did to me that was, I think, the most directly relevant to my work was that I could just step away. Because my eyes weren't being, like, magnetically pulled towards the most outrageous stuff, I would... spend more time on other things.

you to be frustrated by something, frustrated by the lack of a solution to an important social problem, the lack of an answer, so you're searching. What ayahuasca did to me that was, I think, the most directly relevant to my work was that I could just step away. Because my eyes weren't being, like, magnetically pulled towards the most outrageous stuff, I would... spend more time on other things.

But I would see the outrageous stuff. I would read it. I would digest it. It just wouldn't have that effect on me. It would just come right back out and I would be able to focus on the next thing. It was difficult to go and do the podcast after that.

But I would see the outrageous stuff. I would read it. I would digest it. It just wouldn't have that effect on me. It would just come right back out and I would be able to focus on the next thing. It was difficult to go and do the podcast after that.

But I would see the outrageous stuff. I would read it. I would digest it. It just wouldn't have that effect on me. It would just come right back out and I would be able to focus on the next thing. It was difficult to go and do the podcast after that.

So a couple of months ago, this was not recent. No. We had a conversation. Megan and I had a conversation.

So a couple of months ago, this was not recent. No. We had a conversation. Megan and I had a conversation.