Olivia Ponton

Do I even like them as a person? I'm like, I'll calm down and I'll be like, put my phone away. I'll like sit in the mirror for like 20 minutes and I'll be like, I'll literally write down all the green flags, all the red flags. And I was like, I'll come to a conclusion. I'll be like, I probably don't like them.

Do I even like them as a person? I'm like, I'll calm down and I'll be like, put my phone away. I'll like sit in the mirror for like 20 minutes and I'll be like, I'll literally write down all the green flags, all the red flags. And I was like, I'll come to a conclusion. I'll be like, I probably don't like them.

And so many people forget that, that you need to like go home and be like, are they the type of person that I want to spend the next... Years with just like the validation.

And so many people forget that, that you need to like go home and be like, are they the type of person that I want to spend the next... Years with just like the validation.

And so many people forget that, that you need to like go home and be like, are they the type of person that I want to spend the next... Years with just like the validation.

And I feel like that's something that I struggle like till this day. I'll be like, oh my gosh, like I liked them so much. Kind of. Do they like me back? And then I'll sit there and I'll be like, I'll talk about it with my mom because we talk all of the time and I'll be like, yeah, I'm kind of like how they made me feel, but I'm kind of just craving the validation right now.

And I feel like that's something that I struggle like till this day. I'll be like, oh my gosh, like I liked them so much. Kind of. Do they like me back? And then I'll sit there and I'll be like, I'll talk about it with my mom because we talk all of the time and I'll be like, yeah, I'm kind of like how they made me feel, but I'm kind of just craving the validation right now.

And I feel like that's something that I struggle like till this day. I'll be like, oh my gosh, like I liked them so much. Kind of. Do they like me back? And then I'll sit there and I'll be like, I'll talk about it with my mom because we talk all of the time and I'll be like, yeah, I'm kind of like how they made me feel, but I'm kind of just craving the validation right now.

So I'm like, I need to cut things off and just stop this here.

So I'm like, I need to cut things off and just stop this here.

So I'm like, I need to cut things off and just stop this here.

It affected it amazingly. As before, I was living in a secret kind of and I wasn't able to tell the people in my life what was going on. I'd be like, yeah, works good. So I feel like when I came out, it just helped it tremendously. I was able to be so open about who I liked, what I liked, going on dates, like telling people everything.

It affected it amazingly. As before, I was living in a secret kind of and I wasn't able to tell the people in my life what was going on. I'd be like, yeah, works good. So I feel like when I came out, it just helped it tremendously. I was able to be so open about who I liked, what I liked, going on dates, like telling people everything.

It affected it amazingly. As before, I was living in a secret kind of and I wasn't able to tell the people in my life what was going on. I'd be like, yeah, works good. So I feel like when I came out, it just helped it tremendously. I was able to be so open about who I liked, what I liked, going on dates, like telling people everything.

And I feel like also just with myself, like kind of accepting it made just something in my brain click and it clicked and it made me so much happier on like the day-to-day basis.

And I feel like also just with myself, like kind of accepting it made just something in my brain click and it clicked and it made me so much happier on like the day-to-day basis.

And I feel like also just with myself, like kind of accepting it made just something in my brain click and it clicked and it made me so much happier on like the day-to-day basis.

So this is also struggles. This is something that I struggle with on the day to day is like I'm very hyper femme. And, you know, looking at me, this is one thing that I eventually want to change in the LGBTQ community is like being femme and being gay is a very common thing. And I think it's why a lot of girls are

So this is also struggles. This is something that I struggle with on the day to day is like I'm very hyper femme. And, you know, looking at me, this is one thing that I eventually want to change in the LGBTQ community is like being femme and being gay is a very common thing. And I think it's why a lot of girls are

So this is also struggles. This is something that I struggle with on the day to day is like I'm very hyper femme. And, you know, looking at me, this is one thing that I eventually want to change in the LGBTQ community is like being femme and being gay is a very common thing. And I think it's why a lot of girls are