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The Happy Pod: Getting engaged in the ashes of our home
Aber jetzt weiß ich, wie ich meinen Namen spreche. Ich lerne auch, wie ich lesen oder andere Wörter lese. Das hat mein Leben wirklich verändert. Als ich von dem Trainingszentrum zurückkam, hat mich die anderen Frauen gefreut und ich bin für sie eine Inspiration geworden.
Global News Podcast
The Happy Pod: Getting engaged in the ashes of our home
Bevor, we often made fires to have enough light to prepare fish for dinner. The sun is shining all year round, even during the rainy season. So using solar panels is really good for us.
This American Life
854: Ten Things I Don't Want to Hate About You
Your father's in his silk robe and he's got a cocktail.
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854: Ten Things I Don't Want to Hate About You
Three penalties on this drive against Ohio State. And now Johnson waiting back.
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854: Ten Things I Don't Want to Hate About You
A lot going on in the last 12 hours.
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854: Ten Things I Don't Want to Hate About You
And I told him that... He was welcome to come Christmas Eve, but that likely Christmas day, you and I would do something by ourselves. And he got very upset, and we... had a, I mean, I can't remember exactly all the parts of the conversation, but I said the, the reasoning way, how I got to this place was the situation with Kira. And then, you know, I, I was tolerant of his religious journey.
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854: Ten Things I Don't Want to Hate About You
Um, I can be tolerant of political differences, but when he started following the, um, The YouTube shit.
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854: Ten Things I Don't Want to Hate About You
The profit stuff. And and what I feel is fake news and all of the doom and gloom and generators and flats of water and granola bars all over the place. I said, I just it. I can't. I just can't anymore. A 40-year history is just not enough for me. We are already living very, very separate lives.
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854: Ten Things I Don't Want to Hate About You
Yeah, and separate realities. I didn't say that. He said that he's not going to change his religious viewpoints. He's not going to change. And then I just said it. Then I just don't see, I don't see a path where this marriage can continue. I don't see a path for me. And what did he say? He sort of didn't really respond.
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854: Ten Things I Don't Want to Hate About You
I'm embarrassed to say the situation with Kira wasn't the one that knocked it over. But I was ever hopeful that he would come to a reality about that. But what I realized is that... He's beyond redemption at this point. There's this little piece of me that is like, you have this conversation with him on January 1st. His list is debunked.
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854: Ten Things I Don't Want to Hate About You
He will realize if he steps back and looks at the whole picture that that he's not grounded in any reality and that he'll have an awakening and I will have a marriage and a family.
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854: Ten Things I Don't Want to Hate About You
It's getting pretty crazy, and I don't even know half of it. You know, we have two generators in the house. There are now eight flats of water in the garage that he bought at Costco and some kind of fancy water filter system that was a couple hundred dollars. He's stockpiling weird food.
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854: Ten Things I Don't Want to Hate About You
You know, 12 cans of canned chicken. And I'm like, I have never eaten canned chicken. You have never eaten canned chicken. Why is there canned chicken? I feel like returning it all this week while he's not home. And he moved some money without my permission.
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854: Ten Things I Don't Want to Hate About You
No, because it's a joint account. And he withdrew me from a joint account without telling me and made a purchase he knew I would never approve.
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854: Ten Things I Don't Want to Hate About You
I don't know. I wish I knew because then I could crack it. I don't know how to pull him back. I have been very clear that I'm not sure how much more I can take.
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854: Ten Things I Don't Want to Hate About You
Yeah. And I've even said, you know, I'm considering leaving, ending the marriage. You said that to him? Yeah. Which is very hard for me to say because I'm 69. I'm about to retire.
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854: Ten Things I Don't Want to Hate About You
Not necessarily the life I had planned for myself to be alone. But what kind of life do I have now?
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854: Ten Things I Don't Want to Hate About You
I need an endpoint. And so the endpoint is December 31st. When January 1st comes around, things have to change. I'm only going to put up, I can barely put up with it now, and I can't put up with it after that.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
I don't think Anita was.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
I don't think she was.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
Um, I know that stories are like that.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
Can you just put the cream on after we go? Okay. You can't be messing with it as we drive. Okay.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
Always has. I remember we argue a lot when we told people how we met. People laugh. He won't say one thing, I won't say another thing.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
Mm-hmm. We drove around the corner?
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
Oh, yeah, I know.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
Yeah, I think so. I think that's where it is.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
Mm-hmm. I think it sounds right. Yeah, that's how I remember. Not much driving. Yeah.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
Let's go this way.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
He was walking here.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
Yeah, but he was walking to the bus stop.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
Mom, good job. The past memory never goes away.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
Yeah. Very close. Everything is so close. Good job. We found the bus stop.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
Did you know that? She said, I don't remember. I think she said something, yeah.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
It's nice.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
You feel like crying?
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
He loved it, yeah.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
Right? Mm-hmm.
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850: If You Want to Destroy My Sweater, Hold This Thread as I Walk Away
Mom didn't stop there. She told me something else.
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855: That’s a Weird Thing to Lie About
I thought it was odd because you would have told me about it if you were doing something like this. So it came as a huge surprise to me, too.
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855: That’s a Weird Thing to Lie About
So when we spoke the next time, I brought it up and I asked you about it. Then you started laughing. Then I knew it was just a joke that I had to tell Dad.