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I was like whatever this is that I'm talking to like I'm gonna show you that I'm worth it and I'm gonna make the great trade and the great trade is I am going to change my life and stop all this shame put down the cocaine put down the alcohol put down the drugs and in return I want you to give me my dreams I want you to give me my fucking dreams and I swear to you not like

I was like whatever this is that I'm talking to like I'm gonna show you that I'm worth it and I'm gonna make the great trade and the great trade is I am going to change my life and stop all this shame put down the cocaine put down the alcohol put down the drugs and in return I want you to give me my dreams I want you to give me my fucking dreams and I swear to you not like

Within a year, like every one of those dreams that I hadn't checked off of my bucket list happened just like that. And I'm just like, yeah, it can sound selfish to be like, I want something in return, but I fucking did and I fucking got it. And and it helps me stay sober knowing that like I owe a favor. I even owe a favor of being like, thank you so much. You did it.

Within a year, like every one of those dreams that I hadn't checked off of my bucket list happened just like that. And I'm just like, yeah, it can sound selfish to be like, I want something in return, but I fucking did and I fucking got it. And and it helps me stay sober knowing that like I owe a favor. I even owe a favor of being like, thank you so much. You did it.

And like whatever I do from here on out.

And like whatever I do from here on out.

i love that and i would i would love to be i would love to be able to do that for anyone you know that is that is truly my goal like in my prayers too i'm just like allow me to be of service like allow me to be of service today to all all the people down here and you know and and and just reminding myself that that that service can come as far it

i love that and i would i would love to be i would love to be able to do that for anyone you know that is that is truly my goal like in my prayers too i'm just like allow me to be of service like allow me to be of service today to all all the people down here and you know and and and just reminding myself that that that service can come as far it

It can be as huge as saying something that changes someone's life. It can be as small as holding the door for someone, you know, and just like lead with that. Keep this light around you and, you know, finding your worth and finding your purpose and all that is really important. But like it all boils down to like, dude, how do you just like how are you just proud of yourself?

It can be as huge as saying something that changes someone's life. It can be as small as holding the door for someone, you know, and just like lead with that. Keep this light around you and, you know, finding your worth and finding your purpose and all that is really important. But like it all boils down to like, dude, how do you just like how are you just proud of yourself?

How are you just proud of yourself? How did you do something nice today that made you feel proud of yourself?

How are you just proud of yourself? How did you do something nice today that made you feel proud of yourself?

So like my, um, my father, we, we had these points in our life where I would go years without talking to him, you know?

So like my, um, my father, we, we had these points in our life where I would go years without talking to him, you know?

through being like man fuck you you're a piece of shit or fuck you you hurt my sister you know her relationship was even harder like with him in a lot of ways you know and uh and like you know you can fucking go outside if you need to because i know you can start crying if i start talking about shit i i have dad trauma too so i'll probably cry with you guys i'll give you a big hug i promise i'm sorry um and so like uh you know

through being like man fuck you you're a piece of shit or fuck you you hurt my sister you know her relationship was even harder like with him in a lot of ways you know and uh and like you know you can fucking go outside if you need to because i know you can start crying if i start talking about shit i i have dad trauma too so i'll probably cry with you guys i'll give you a big hug i promise i'm sorry um and so like uh you know

He was a couch surfer, hustler all the way until the day he died. But basically we had gone years without talking to each other. And his girlfriend one day, cause I had moved. So he, he was living out in Long Beach. I got, by the way, I got sent out in the middle of high school, senior year. My mom couldn't, couldn't handle me anymore. Cause I was just like a troubled kid.

He was a couch surfer, hustler all the way until the day he died. But basically we had gone years without talking to each other. And his girlfriend one day, cause I had moved. So he, he was living out in Long Beach. I got, by the way, I got sent out in the middle of high school, senior year. My mom couldn't, couldn't handle me anymore. Cause I was just like a troubled kid.

She sent me to go in high school, live with my dad in Long Beach, which was like the funniest decision she could ever make because it was just like insanity.

She sent me to go in high school, live with my dad in Long Beach, which was like the funniest decision she could ever make because it was just like insanity.