Clark Fredericks

Yeah. So for three and a half years. You're kept in the county jail until you get sentenced. So, but I started, I had people from all over the country sending me books.

Yeah. So for three and a half years. You're kept in the county jail until you get sentenced. So, but I started, I had people from all over the country sending me books.

Yeah, this was worldwide news. Like, you know, it went, you know. Man murders his Boy Scout leader who he says molested him. You know, I'm on the front page of the L.A. Times, the Baltimore Sun, New York Post.

Yeah, this was worldwide news. Like, you know, it went, you know. Man murders his Boy Scout leader who he says molested him. You know, I'm on the front page of the L.A. Times, the Baltimore Sun, New York Post.

Oh, it was horrible. But I was forced into it. I couldn't hide from it. But it's like for the world, this thing that I guarded it like it was a diamond inside of me. Now it's just like it's out there.

Oh, it was horrible. But I was forced into it. I couldn't hide from it. But it's like for the world, this thing that I guarded it like it was a diamond inside of me. Now it's just like it's out there.

It was tough to feel liberated, you know, when you got this life sentence hanging over you. Right. But I started getting letters upon letters upon letters. And it was from a lot of classmates who said the same thing happened to me, Clark. What? And it was just nothing but love. And I'm so sorry. And...

It was tough to feel liberated, you know, when you got this life sentence hanging over you. Right. But I started getting letters upon letters upon letters. And it was from a lot of classmates who said the same thing happened to me, Clark. What? And it was just nothing but love. And I'm so sorry. And...

Uh, you're a hero and you did what I wanted to do, you know, like from all around the country, I'm getting letters, not just my classmates, you know, like just everybody opening up to me. And I'm like, and it just started like dawn on me, like what a fucking idiot. Like I just flushed my life away. over something I thought would demasculate me, like make me less than a man.

Uh, you're a hero and you did what I wanted to do, you know, like from all around the country, I'm getting letters, not just my classmates, you know, like just everybody opening up to me. And I'm like, and it just started like dawn on me, like what a fucking idiot. Like I just flushed my life away. over something I thought would demasculate me, like make me less than a man.

And here everybody's telling me how strong I am, what a hero I am. I love you. It's just nothing but love and support. And your mind tells you, people look at you as weak you know forgetting you know people look at you as a pillar of strength for addressing your pain and healing from it yeah that's what they look at yes like um I just I interviewed for my thing, a retired NYPD officer.

And here everybody's telling me how strong I am, what a hero I am. I love you. It's just nothing but love and support. And your mind tells you, people look at you as weak you know forgetting you know people look at you as a pillar of strength for addressing your pain and healing from it yeah that's what they look at yes like um I just I interviewed for my thing, a retired NYPD officer.

This guy is jacked like he is like pump daddy. And and he was as a little boy by his next door neighbor repeatedly. And he lived in silence and he became a cop. And he became a functioning alcoholic cop. And he became a womanizing cop. And he blew through marriages and hurt tons of women like I did. And he stumbled across a clip of me talking about my abuse.

This guy is jacked like he is like pump daddy. And and he was as a little boy by his next door neighbor repeatedly. And he lived in silence and he became a cop. And he became a functioning alcoholic cop. And he became a womanizing cop. And he blew through marriages and hurt tons of women like I did. And he stumbled across a clip of me talking about my abuse.

And he's like, if I'm going to have any type of life, he's in his 50s, you know, retired from the force. It's like, if I'm going to have any type of salvageable life, I got to address this thing. And he reached out to me. You know, first it was just with a couple short little messages, then it was longer messages, then...

And he's like, if I'm going to have any type of life, he's in his 50s, you know, retired from the force. It's like, if I'm going to have any type of salvageable life, I got to address this thing. And he reached out to me. You know, first it was just with a couple short little messages, then it was longer messages, then...

And it was, I want to come on your show, but I'm afraid, you know, I don't want to be looked at as gay or a sissy or weak or I'm like, dude, it's going to be the complete opposite. You're going to have to trust me on this. People aren't going to look at you as gay or weak or a sissy or a wimp.

And it was, I want to come on your show, but I'm afraid, you know, I don't want to be looked at as gay or a sissy or weak or I'm like, dude, it's going to be the complete opposite. You're going to have to trust me on this. People aren't going to look at you as gay or weak or a sissy or a wimp.

People are going to when you address this and you speak about it, people are going to think you're amazing. And he did. And, you know, it was just an outpouring of love for him. And this woman in his town, this gorgeous woman in his town, reached out to him and said, same thing happened to me as a kid. Can we have a coffee?

People are going to when you address this and you speak about it, people are going to think you're amazing. And he did. And, you know, it was just an outpouring of love for him. And this woman in his town, this gorgeous woman in his town, reached out to him and said, same thing happened to me as a kid. Can we have a coffee?