Clark Fredericks

And I'm just like, he, he'll never be stopped. He's untouchable. So I'm thinking when I'm in that jail, these guys protected one of their own, even though he was a piece of shit and they're going to beat the hell out of me, whether I survived this beating or not, I have no idea. And, uh,

And I'm just like, he, he'll never be stopped. He's untouchable. So I'm thinking when I'm in that jail, these guys protected one of their own, even though he was a piece of shit and they're going to beat the hell out of me, whether I survived this beating or not, I have no idea. And, uh,

And that's what I waited for in that suicide cell, just like for a gang of them to come in or to take me into a closet room, you know, out of the camera's eye. And it never happened. And one by one, guy after guy, you know, like they have to come in and do cell checks every so often. Guy would come in and be like, hey, man. I'm hearing a lot of dirt about this guy, Peg.

And that's what I waited for in that suicide cell, just like for a gang of them to come in or to take me into a closet room, you know, out of the camera's eye. And it never happened. And one by one, guy after guy, you know, like they have to come in and do cell checks every so often. Guy would come in and be like, hey, man. I'm hearing a lot of dirt about this guy, Peg.

You just got to keep your mouth shut. Don't talk to any of us. Like somebody tries to get you into a conversation, just don't say anything to them. And then the next guy would come in like, you need anything? Am I allowed a pillow in here? They're like, yeah, you can have a pillow. Comes back with two pillows for me. Next guy would come in. Hey, man. You got to let this thing play out.

You just got to keep your mouth shut. Don't talk to any of us. Like somebody tries to get you into a conversation, just don't say anything to them. And then the next guy would come in like, you need anything? Am I allowed a pillow in here? They're like, yeah, you can have a pillow. Comes back with two pillows for me. Next guy would come in. Hey, man. You got to let this thing play out.

There's a lot of stuff swirling around the community right now. Just hang in there and just don't talk to anybody in here. You know, so like, and that was every guy that came on and came into the cell would say something similar like that. You know, like, hey man, you know, you're in a suicide cell. I don't want to see anything happen to you.

There's a lot of stuff swirling around the community right now. Just hang in there and just don't talk to anybody in here. You know, so like, and that was every guy that came on and came into the cell would say something similar like that. You know, like, hey man, you know, you're in a suicide cell. I don't want to see anything happen to you.

Just, you know, like just you'll get through this, you know, just trying to pump me up a little. And I sat there for three and a half years in the county jail. I eventually took a plea deal to... I had 30 to life hanging over my head, first degree murder. And I can't tell you how that suffocates you, bro. It's just... I talk about that wet blanket feeling. This was just a wet blanket.

Just, you know, like just you'll get through this, you know, just trying to pump me up a little. And I sat there for three and a half years in the county jail. I eventually took a plea deal to... I had 30 to life hanging over my head, first degree murder. And I can't tell you how that suffocates you, bro. It's just... I talk about that wet blanket feeling. This was just a wet blanket.

Yeah, man. And...

Yeah, man. And...

Yeah, yeah. Like, because these guards strip you naked, like, at the blink of an eye. Like, so I'm having to get stripped naked by a guy who represents Peg to me.

Yeah, yeah. Like, because these guards strip you naked, like, at the blink of an eye. Like, so I'm having to get stripped naked by a guy who represents Peg to me.

Yeah. Yeah. A sheriff's officer like he was in the jail.

Yeah. Yeah. A sheriff's officer like he was in the jail.

Oh, it would just, you know, yeah. Like, but you just, you just got to do it. You know, it's just like, they tell you, they tell you strip, you got to strip.

Oh, it would just, you know, yeah. Like, but you just, you just got to do it. You know, it's just like, they tell you, they tell you strip, you got to strip.

Well, I didn't get actual therapy until I went to prison.

Well, I didn't get actual therapy until I went to prison.