Clark Fredericks

a dozen minimum cop cars out there and there's cops behind trees and rocks and, uh, the shed we had out back and just everywhere, you know, guns out. And I'm like, and I'm, you know, like that feeling like, like, wow, it's over already before I can even like contemplate some sort of stupid idea, you know, whether to go kill myself or whatever it would be like, it's, it's already done.

a dozen minimum cop cars out there and there's cops behind trees and rocks and, uh, the shed we had out back and just everywhere, you know, guns out. And I'm like, and I'm, you know, like that feeling like, like, wow, it's over already before I can even like contemplate some sort of stupid idea, you know, whether to go kill myself or whatever it would be like, it's, it's already done.

And I'm like, So I chug that wine. I pour another. I chug half of that. I hear out of a loudspeaker, Mr. Fredericks, come out of your house with your hands up.

And I'm like, So I chug that wine. I pour another. I chug half of that. I hear out of a loudspeaker, Mr. Fredericks, come out of your house with your hands up.

and uh i chugged that uh in a little bit of irony uh you know we need some levity after all this heaviness uh i had seen a state trooper buddy of mine at a bar a high school friend who's a state trooper at a bar a couple months earlier and he's like hey you want some shirts and hats i was like yeah yeah so we went out to his car he gave me a couple state police shirts and a hat and uh

and uh i chugged that uh in a little bit of irony uh you know we need some levity after all this heaviness uh i had seen a state trooper buddy of mine at a bar a high school friend who's a state trooper at a bar a couple months earlier and he's like hey you want some shirts and hats i was like yeah yeah so we went out to his car he gave me a couple state police shirts and a hat and uh

So I went in my room and I put my state police shirt on. I'm like, this should get me out of this. Once they see I'm one of them. He backs the blue. So I walked out and spread eagle on my lawn and taken away to the barracks.

So I went in my room and I put my state police shirt on. I'm like, this should get me out of this. Once they see I'm one of them. He backs the blue. So I walked out and spread eagle on my lawn and taken away to the barracks.

Yeah, this guy, Howie Ryan, he turned out to be an angel. He was a lieutenant in the state police. And he ran the crime scene, sort of CSI team, crime scene investigation team. And he covered, I think it was, he covers four. Five, six of the northern counties, they break it up. So his CSI team was in charge of five counties. And he lived in Stillwater. I'd never met him, didn't know him.

Yeah, this guy, Howie Ryan, he turned out to be an angel. He was a lieutenant in the state police. And he ran the crime scene, sort of CSI team, crime scene investigation team. And he covered, I think it was, he covers four. Five, six of the northern counties, they break it up. So his CSI team was in charge of five counties. And he lived in Stillwater. I'd never met him, didn't know him.

And so he ran the CSI at Pegg's house. He comes in to the holding cell I'm in at the state police barracks. And first words out of his mouth is, you know, I got to apologize to you. And I'm like, what the hell are you apologizing to me for? And he's like, I've heard rumors about this scumbag for a long time. He's like, you know, I can't arrest somebody on rumors. I need victims. I need facts.

And so he ran the CSI at Pegg's house. He comes in to the holding cell I'm in at the state police barracks. And first words out of his mouth is, you know, I got to apologize to you. And I'm like, what the hell are you apologizing to me for? And he's like, I've heard rumors about this scumbag for a long time. He's like, you know, I can't arrest somebody on rumors. I need victims. I need facts.

He's like, so I was never able to stop him. I was never able to even like come close to arresting him. But I've heard rumors over the years. And I just want to apologize for never stopping him. And I apologize for whatever he went through. And I was like, all right. And at first, you know, I felt pretty good, you know.

He's like, so I was never able to stop him. I was never able to even like come close to arresting him. But I've heard rumors over the years. And I just want to apologize for never stopping him. And I apologize for whatever he went through. And I was like, all right. And at first, you know, I felt pretty good, you know.

And then he left the room and I was just like, I sat there like every fucking buddy knows about this guy. And yet I had to flush my life away to stop him. Like you can't give a pedophile 45-year reign of terror. Like how is that allowed? Like there has to be some way to stop him. other than a victim committing murder and flushing their life away. Yeah.

And then he left the room and I was just like, I sat there like every fucking buddy knows about this guy. And yet I had to flush my life away to stop him. Like you can't give a pedophile 45-year reign of terror. Like how is that allowed? Like there has to be some way to stop him. other than a victim committing murder and flushing their life away. Yeah.

And then Howie, you know, he came back in again. They had to take pictures. They got to strip you, you know, look for, you know, tattoos, gang signs, whatever. You know, they got to do this whole thing. He comes in again and he's like, look, man, my detectives... are in another room with detectives from the prosecutor's office, and they're ready to interrogate you.

And then Howie, you know, he came back in again. They had to take pictures. They got to strip you, you know, look for, you know, tattoos, gang signs, whatever. You know, they got to do this whole thing. He comes in again and he's like, look, man, my detectives... are in another room with detectives from the prosecutor's office, and they're ready to interrogate you.

He goes, your blood's all over that scene. He goes, this isn't a whodunit. He goes, I got you. He goes... but it doesn't mean your life's over. He goes, if you go into that room though, and just start running your mouth, he goes, your life could be over. You could fuck yourself and spend life in prison. He goes, so do not go into that room and open your mouth.

He goes, your blood's all over that scene. He goes, this isn't a whodunit. He goes, I got you. He goes... but it doesn't mean your life's over. He goes, if you go into that room though, and just start running your mouth, he goes, your life could be over. You could fuck yourself and spend life in prison. He goes, so do not go into that room and open your mouth.