Clark Fredericks

You can't just walk into a hospital and not expect the cops to call the hospital a couple days down the road as they're investigating a murder and be like, did you have anybody come in with any odd wounds? So I just knew that was going to be my downfall. But no, like I didn't, it wasn't, you know, and again, like people who want to contemplate killing their abuser, it is soul hurting.

You can't just walk into a hospital and not expect the cops to call the hospital a couple days down the road as they're investigating a murder and be like, did you have anybody come in with any odd wounds? So I just knew that was going to be my downfall. But no, like I didn't, it wasn't, you know, and again, like people who want to contemplate killing their abuser, it is soul hurting.

it hurts your soul to go do what I did. It's, it's not therapeutic. You know, like there's, there's nothing cleansing. It's not healthy. Uh, it was brutal. It was gory. It was bloody. It was violent. It was a fight to death. Um, and it hurts. It hurts. It hurts. It literally hurts your soul. It's just, uh,

it hurts your soul to go do what I did. It's, it's not therapeutic. You know, like there's, there's nothing cleansing. It's not healthy. Uh, it was brutal. It was gory. It was bloody. It was violent. It was a fight to death. Um, and it hurts. It hurts. It hurts. It literally hurts your soul. It's just, uh,

I leave and I call the girl I was dating at the time to come over. I call my buddy to come over and say goodbye to them. And my mother had just gotten back from Florida and I sent my buddy up. It's like midnight. I'm like, go get my mother. I'm like, I just took care of Dennis Pegg so he could never hurt another kid. And I couldn't even tell her that night that he had done anything to me.

I leave and I call the girl I was dating at the time to come over. I call my buddy to come over and say goodbye to them. And my mother had just gotten back from Florida and I sent my buddy up. It's like midnight. I'm like, go get my mother. I'm like, I just took care of Dennis Pegg so he could never hurt another kid. And I couldn't even tell her that night that he had done anything to me.

And she's like, what do you mean you took care of Dennis Pegg? I'm like, let's not play games. We know what he's all about. We know that he drove Jeff to commit suicide. Look at Jay's life. I go... I took care of him so he could never harm another child. And she's like, why, why you? And I just, somebody had to mom. I couldn't, I'm like, couldn't still, I still am locked in silence.

And she's like, what do you mean you took care of Dennis Pegg? I'm like, let's not play games. We know what he's all about. We know that he drove Jeff to commit suicide. Look at Jay's life. I go... I took care of him so he could never harm another child. And she's like, why, why you? And I just, somebody had to mom. I couldn't, I'm like, couldn't still, I still am locked in silence.

Like, like couldn't tell her. And, uh, I was arrested the next day, you know, uh, you know, house was surrounded.

Like, like couldn't tell her. And, uh, I was arrested the next day, you know, uh, you know, house was surrounded.

That's, you know, it's a long drawn out thing. Uh, my mother told my sister, my sister's like, we got to do a wellbeing check. She had a wellbeing check done. Domino's start falling into place. You know, like maybe Clark's all fucked up on drugs and just talking out of his ass. And my mother's like, he's got a wound that's, you know, severe. And all right. So maybe he did have a,

That's, you know, it's a long drawn out thing. Uh, my mother told my sister, my sister's like, we got to do a wellbeing check. She had a wellbeing check done. Domino's start falling into place. You know, like maybe Clark's all fucked up on drugs and just talking out of his ass. And my mother's like, he's got a wound that's, you know, severe. And all right. So maybe he did have a,

an attack with Dennis, maybe Dennis is still alive and we can save Clark's life from spending life in prison by getting to Dennis before he dies.

an attack with Dennis, maybe Dennis is still alive and we can save Clark's life from spending life in prison by getting to Dennis before he dies.

Not instantly, but, you know, like pretty soon after, you know, like... Pretty soon after. And I woke up and it just hit me. I'm lying in bed. I'm like, what the fuck have you done, dude? Like, holy shit, man. Your life is done. It's over. This is it. Life is kaput. And I was like, I allowed that. By not addressing that pain, it took me straight to shit. And...

Not instantly, but, you know, like pretty soon after, you know, like... Pretty soon after. And I woke up and it just hit me. I'm lying in bed. I'm like, what the fuck have you done, dude? Like, holy shit, man. Your life is done. It's over. This is it. Life is kaput. And I was like, I allowed that. By not addressing that pain, it took me straight to shit. And...

It's just like in my mind, my mind said, we can come up with something to get us out of this. Let's just get some drugs and alcohol in our system. So I had a whole bunch of Xanax there. I poured some Xanax out. I had a half of a vodka drink that I made when I went to bed that night. And I put my finger in, swirled it up and took a bunch of Xanax and drank that. And

It's just like in my mind, my mind said, we can come up with something to get us out of this. Let's just get some drugs and alcohol in our system. So I had a whole bunch of Xanax there. I poured some Xanax out. I had a half of a vodka drink that I made when I went to bed that night. And I put my finger in, swirled it up and took a bunch of Xanax and drank that. And

And I got up and went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. And I went out and I wasn't even paying attention to the windows. I went right to the kitchen, to the refrigerator, and I poured a glass of wine. And I look out the window with my wine and I'm like, what the fuck is going on? The street was... There was...

And I got up and went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. And I went out and I wasn't even paying attention to the windows. I went right to the kitchen, to the refrigerator, and I poured a glass of wine. And I look out the window with my wine and I'm like, what the fuck is going on? The street was... There was...