MrBallen (Former Navy SEAL): I Wasn't Sleeping, I Became A Raging Alcoholic! I Was Disowned By The SEALS! This Will Turn Your Life Around In 2025!

5413.729 - 5438.043 John Ballen

and it was like i didn't put any thought into this i can't believe i'm gonna be here it like i had suddenly i feel like i was in afghanistan again a little bit i struggled so so bad on that deployment with just being sane like i was so miserable there there was like to the point where i was borderline having delusions i was so depressed i can't even describe it i had this recurring dream