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You had to grab the lamp and smash it against the walls.

You had to grab the lamp and smash it against the walls.

He's going to have to pay to see her next time.

I see a little boy. He is in a happy place.

I see a little boy. He is in a happy place.

Drew Mountain was an awesome experience for me. I was able to earn my PhD in leadership and education administration. I had the best advisor and was able to acquire a lot of experience in the education administration field. I am finishing my PhD at Drew Mountain University and I expect to graduate this fall.

Well, I'm off. Shouldn't be too long, just a couple of hours.

Okay, we're ready for the killer stuff. Okay, we are rolling. Killers, take a slight step to the right there. There you go. And... Action. Frame. Zap. Cut.

We're rolling. We're rolling. In five. Four, three, two, thrust!

So,

I am writing to you because I think we are both suffering. As a mother, I am suffering because I have lost my dearly loved daughter, with whom I was well pleased. I am suffering because I don't know what long-term effects his sister's death will have on my son.

As a wife, I am suffering because I am closest to understanding the anguish and the pain my husband is feeling at the loss of his cherished child." I think you know who killed my daughter. I think this knowledge is causing you great pain. I think you have already suffered a great deal in your life, much more than I had up until August 28, 1987.

I don't think my pain will ever go away, but I think yours may abate if you seek help for him. Nothing is irretrievable except death. He killed my gentle child. She did him no wrong. He has caused far-reaching suffering to so many people who have done him no wrong. He must understand the suffering he has caused, and he must pay the price that society deems just for what he has done.

Only then does he have a chance of being better. Only when you do the right thing for him and for yourself do you have a chance of feeling less pain.

We were working together on a very high profile, high stakes death penalty case. And I remember that I was in his chambers and we were sitting next to each other. And I remember that he put his hand on my thigh. And I remember moving it off of my thigh and just being shocked.

There was a moment when he was traveling, and I think he was traveling in Boston, and he came back. He gave me a huge hug. And I remember that when we pulled away from the hug, he tried to kiss me on the lips. And again, I was just shocked.

S realized something. This wasn't about me personally. This was just a pattern and a practice of behavior.

We never went into his chambers alone, kind of just tried to stay away from him as much as we could, which is a very unfortunate situation because part of the reason one might choose to work for a federal judge is because you want to be able to interact with a federal judge. So we just got very cold to him, and I guess strength in numbers is how it turned out.

You know, we just hit a brick wall. We were told that there wasn't anything that could be done. And it wasn't until years later that I actually heard that it was reported up the chain. It apparently made its way up to Chief Justice Rehnquist at the time, and apparently what I was told was that our judge was given a slap on the hand and told not to do it anymore, and nothing else happened.

He was able to retire with all of his federal benefits, so I thought, well, this doesn't really seem fair that all he has to do is kind of you know, walk away and he could have been ready to retire in any case.

He'd told me that I was a confidant, and he'd given me the title of career clerk. And, you know, he'd spoken to me about what an honor that was. And, I mean, this is ridiculous, but I thought I was doing a public service.

You know, I never had respite from being just a few text messages away from him. It was constant. It was during work. It was after work. It was all the time. In the summer of 2022, things got worse. That's when he told me he'd been communicating with this prosecutor that was appearing before him, and she had been sending nude photos.

And that was the breaking point for me, where I decided I needed to leave.

When I reported to my mentor, she was also the person that had been sending him nude photos, and immediately told him that I reported the sexual assault.

The actual sexual assault was awful. I mean, it was completely awful. And, you know, I've since sought therapy for that and help. But what happened next was almost worse.

That is exactly what I experienced. Yes, I was sexually assaulted. I'm not sure why that was a fact in dispute. Perhaps not a fact in dispute, but not a conclusion drawn by the report. And I've never wavered on that fact, that that was immediately what I reported to the U.S. Attorney's Office.

It's kind of like a unicorn. It's a position that follows you for the rest of your life. It's on the top of your resume. It's You know, people pay attention to it, especially a federal court clerkship. The clerk hoped this job would jumpstart her career.

The judge was the HR department. The judge was my boss. The judge was a colleague. The judge was everything. He had all the power. He started testing her boundaries early on. It started immediately. The inappropriate conversations, there was a lot of talk about the judge's personal relationships, about sexual relationships.

Boy, this country up here is nothing but one cliff after another.

Last night, a bear got into his herd and killed two or three of his sheep.

Yesterday, while walking through some slag rock on the side of a mountain, we saw our first bear. He was only a small one, pure coal black from one end of him to the other.

You ought to see our horses up in this country. They can probably smell bears, and when you're riding one of them alone, they will go down the trail shying at everything from stumps to rocks. Sometimes they just jump to try and get rid of you.