Sarah Haider

I went into hell, I think. I don't know how else to describe it. It's hard to talk about this without sounding silly. You know, even to myself, I sound silly. It's like describing a dream. How do you do that without losing a little bit of your dignity?

I went into hell, I think. I don't know how else to describe it. It's hard to talk about this without sounding silly. You know, even to myself, I sound silly. It's like describing a dream. How do you do that without losing a little bit of your dignity?

I went into hell, I think. I don't know how else to describe it. It's hard to talk about this without sounding silly. You know, even to myself, I sound silly. It's like describing a dream. How do you do that without losing a little bit of your dignity?

Have you seen the show Stranger Things?

Have you seen the show Stranger Things?

Have you seen the show Stranger Things?

You know, the upside down?

You know, the upside down?

You know, the upside down?

So it was like our world, but it wasn't our world. It was our world, but had just a very nefarious smell about it. The hallucinogen was so powerful. I saw a lot when I closed my eyes, but I saw quite a bit when I opened my eyes as well. I had difficulty seeing faces. I couldn't see anybody's face, actually. When I started, if I would look at your face, I wouldn't be able to see it.

So it was like our world, but it wasn't our world. It was our world, but had just a very nefarious smell about it. The hallucinogen was so powerful. I saw a lot when I closed my eyes, but I saw quite a bit when I opened my eyes as well. I had difficulty seeing faces. I couldn't see anybody's face, actually. When I started, if I would look at your face, I wouldn't be able to see it.

So it was like our world, but it wasn't our world. It was our world, but had just a very nefarious smell about it. The hallucinogen was so powerful. I saw a lot when I closed my eyes, but I saw quite a bit when I opened my eyes as well. I had difficulty seeing faces. I couldn't see anybody's face, actually. When I started, if I would look at your face, I wouldn't be able to see it.

I would see like two dark spots where your eyes are and everything else would be just wiped clean.

I would see like two dark spots where your eyes are and everything else would be just wiped clean.

I would see like two dark spots where your eyes are and everything else would be just wiped clean.

A part of me was always lucid, was lucid throughout the whole thing. A part of me always knew that I had taken something. When I say lucid, though, lucid in the way that you're lucid in a lucid dream, which is not with your full capacities, but aware that something's happening. Aware that, yes, I've taken this. I've taken this drug, so what I'm seeing is probably a part of that drug.

A part of me was always lucid, was lucid throughout the whole thing. A part of me always knew that I had taken something. When I say lucid, though, lucid in the way that you're lucid in a lucid dream, which is not with your full capacities, but aware that something's happening. Aware that, yes, I've taken this. I've taken this drug, so what I'm seeing is probably a part of that drug.

A part of me was always lucid, was lucid throughout the whole thing. A part of me always knew that I had taken something. When I say lucid, though, lucid in the way that you're lucid in a lucid dream, which is not with your full capacities, but aware that something's happening. Aware that, yes, I've taken this. I've taken this drug, so what I'm seeing is probably a part of that drug.

So at no point did I feel as if this was real. I always thought I was having a hallucination.

So at no point did I feel as if this was real. I always thought I was having a hallucination.