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And all good. And he made it through. And, you know, at that moment, I was like, Dad, you need to get help. When you get let out of this hospital, I stitched you back up. You got these badass stitches now. All right, I know you like that, Mr. Hell's Angel. Like, you know what I'm saying? I was like... They let you out. I'll put you anywhere you need to go to get help. I got you. Whatever you need.

And all good. And he made it through. And, you know, at that moment, I was like, Dad, you need to get help. When you get let out of this hospital, I stitched you back up. You got these badass stitches now. All right, I know you like that, Mr. Hell's Angel. Like, you know what I'm saying? I was like... They let you out. I'll put you anywhere you need to go to get help. I got you. Whatever you need.

And he was just like, man, I was wasted. I don't even remember what happened. My mom, who has this horrible relationship with him, calls him and is just like, you need to apologize to your son.

And he was just like, man, I was wasted. I don't even remember what happened. My mom, who has this horrible relationship with him, calls him and is just like, you need to apologize to your son.

You need to apologize to your son. And he's just like, I won't do it. And so, boom, we split there. That was when I was like... Whatever. But that was when I went started going really off the rails because this was still drug addict days. You know, I went really off the rails. That's a lot of scary, scaring my family won't pick up the phone.

You need to apologize to your son. And he's just like, I won't do it. And so, boom, we split there. That was when I was like... Whatever. But that was when I went started going really off the rails because this was still drug addict days. You know, I went really off the rails. That's a lot of scary, scaring my family won't pick up the phone.

You know, the crazy thing is like when when I got into my car after the ambulance came, picked him up. I was like, you son of a bitch. I was like, you. my crazy kind of narcissistic mind as well. It's like, you, you were giving me a story, weren't you? You were giving me some kind of crazy story from my life. Like, weren't you like you son of a bitch.

You know, the crazy thing is like when when I got into my car after the ambulance came, picked him up. I was like, you son of a bitch. I was like, you. my crazy kind of narcissistic mind as well. It's like, you, you were giving me a story, weren't you? You were giving me some kind of crazy story from my life. Like, weren't you like you son of a bitch.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I think he just, I don't think he did either.

I think he just, I don't think he did either.

And also I did. I also, part of me is like, Part of me is like, my dad is a dude who doesn't want to look like a faker. As soon as he found out I was on his way, that's when I think he did this.

And also I did. I also, part of me is like, Part of me is like, my dad is a dude who doesn't want to look like a faker. As soon as he found out I was on his way, that's when I think he did this.

No, it's not okay. And that was when I really had to cut off this relationship. That was when I really had to cut it off.

No, it's not okay. And that was when I really had to cut off this relationship. That was when I really had to cut it off.

Yeah, I really had to cut it off because I was like, oh my God, this is like...

Yeah, I really had to cut it off because I was like, oh my God, this is like...

fucking insanity i was like this crazy also and then in the same breath i was like you son of a bitch you wanted me to have this goddamn story of like pivotal fucking whatever in my life this is when everything changed and now i'm worth it to be an artist like whatever tortured artist syndrome like van gogh cut off his ear that the whole goddamn thing through every artist and i think they have to be tortured to be brilliant yeah my dad was like that i'm like you gave me this all right i'm gonna wear it as my badge of honor now and whatever

fucking insanity i was like this crazy also and then in the same breath i was like you son of a bitch you wanted me to have this goddamn story of like pivotal fucking whatever in my life this is when everything changed and now i'm worth it to be an artist like whatever tortured artist syndrome like van gogh cut off his ear that the whole goddamn thing through every artist and i think they have to be tortured to be brilliant yeah my dad was like that i'm like you gave me this all right i'm gonna wear it as my badge of honor now and whatever