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Completely broke. And this is my first now year out of high school, and my mom's like, shit, dude, you were betting everything on this. Mm-hmm. And like you literally were like, fuck any other plans in high school or what I'm supposed to be thinking about. Like, this is all I'm doing. And they just pulled the rug.

Completely broke. And this is my first now year out of high school, and my mom's like, shit, dude, you were betting everything on this. Mm-hmm. And like you literally were like, fuck any other plans in high school or what I'm supposed to be thinking about. Like, this is all I'm doing. And they just pulled the rug.

I mean, my mom's such like a she's like, I'm going to go knock on their door and talk to their parents. You know, my mom's like, nah, like she'll fight for me. Right. Same with my sister. And but I just like this was my first time ever feeling like depression. It was my first time. I locked myself in my mom's garage. I was a stoner.

I mean, my mom's such like a she's like, I'm going to go knock on their door and talk to their parents. You know, my mom's like, nah, like she'll fight for me. Right. Same with my sister. And but I just like this was my first time ever feeling like depression. It was my first time. I locked myself in my mom's garage. I was a stoner.

Also, I got kicked out of the band because I was a stoner and also had found drugs and stuff like that. Maybe a caveat that I forgot to introduce. Let's not skip over that, buddy. These guys were also super straight-laced. I grew up with a dad telling me to party at age five. You guys were in church growing up. We live a different life.

Also, I got kicked out of the band because I was a stoner and also had found drugs and stuff like that. Maybe a caveat that I forgot to introduce. Let's not skip over that, buddy. These guys were also super straight-laced. I grew up with a dad telling me to party at age five. You guys were in church growing up. We live a different life.

Maybe glossed over that part a little bit.

Maybe glossed over that part a little bit.

A hundred percent. I mean, I'll never forget the first time. Like, again, I told them, I was like, yo, I tried cocaine and they were like, How dare you?

A hundred percent. I mean, I'll never forget the first time. Like, again, I told them, I was like, yo, I tried cocaine and they were like, How dare you?

They were like, oh, your life is over. You know, like that type of shit. And I was like, yeah, dude, I was on mushrooms the other night. That shit was crazy. You know, they're like, they're like, cool. They're like, bro, this dude is losing it. You know? So again, I do take responsibility. But the way they went about it being like, you're not good enough. You're out. Right.

They were like, oh, your life is over. You know, like that type of shit. And I was like, yeah, dude, I was on mushrooms the other night. That shit was crazy. You know, they're like, they're like, cool. They're like, bro, this dude is losing it. You know? So again, I do take responsibility. But the way they went about it being like, you're not good enough. You're out. Right.

That was like heartbreaking. And then to just be like, forget our number. We're never talking to you again. Um, so then anyways, locked myself in my mom's garage, smoked weed all day and finally connected to Bob Dylan because when I was young, it was just listen to Bob Dylan, listen to Bob Dylan. When your parents are telling you to listen to something, you're like, no dog, like you're my parents.

That was like heartbreaking. And then to just be like, forget our number. We're never talking to you again. Um, so then anyways, locked myself in my mom's garage, smoked weed all day and finally connected to Bob Dylan because when I was young, it was just listen to Bob Dylan, listen to Bob Dylan. When your parents are telling you to listen to something, you're like, no dog, like you're my parents.

Like, right. But I was always like, there's something there. And I like forced myself to like really get into it. And I just smoked weed and listen to Bob Dylan all day. And I was like, that's it. I love this because. When I was in bands, I would sing along to songs and then I'd turn them off and I'd be like to my homies who were really good and be like, hey, what key am I singing in?

Like, right. But I was always like, there's something there. And I like forced myself to like really get into it. And I just smoked weed and listen to Bob Dylan all day. And I was like, that's it. I love this because. When I was in bands, I would sing along to songs and then I'd turn them off and I'd be like to my homies who were really good and be like, hey, what key am I singing in?

You're not even in a key, dog. You can't sing. Don't ever sing. You know? Telling me, you can't sing. You're not a singer. And I would hear, I hate Bob Dylan's voice. He can't sing. And I'm like, boom. There's our through line. They say this dude can't sing. They say I can't sing. He fucking did something with it. I'm doing something with it.

You're not even in a key, dog. You can't sing. Don't ever sing. You know? Telling me, you can't sing. You're not a singer. And I would hear, I hate Bob Dylan's voice. He can't sing. And I'm like, boom. There's our through line. They say this dude can't sing. They say I can't sing. He fucking did something with it. I'm doing something with it.

I was like, I'm starting my own thing. And if I can't sing yet, I'll tell you what I can do. Like, I'm going to get there, but I'll tell you what I can do. You play drums and I got rhythm and I can understand pattern. I'm going to rap.

I was like, I'm starting my own thing. And if I can't sing yet, I'll tell you what I can do. Like, I'm going to get there, but I'll tell you what I can do. You play drums and I got rhythm and I can understand pattern. I'm going to rap.