Megan Fox
Appearances
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
From my perspective as a three-year-old, he kind of disappeared for a little while. She immediately got remarried. My stepdad who was passed was – Probably had borderline personality, but back then he was diagnosed, I think, bipolar. And so he was emotionally and mentally and verbally very abusive to me, not to her. And he isolated me from her and.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
just in general, like I wasn't allowed to have friends over or like go to anyone's house. So I spent a lot of time isolated in my room and wasn't able to really even spend much. He wanted her. I guess he isolated her is really what was happening. But it seemed as though I was the one being isolated. Then I watched her depression through that relationship as well.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And so the messaging that I received is that men and marriage in particular drain you of your life force and keep you from being able to express your creativity or express your unique desires and And it's an oppressive experience to be in a relationship or to be in love or to be married. In particular, being married. Like when I say the word being married, I feel my chakras tighten up.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I feel my back like, yeah, get tight. Even though I was married for a long time. Yeah.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I'm not there yet, but I feel like you should. And it's definitely... A lot more interesting than most of the like psychological textbooks that I read by the fire at night.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Are you older or younger? No, I have an older sister, but she's 12 years older. So she was going to college when I was still really young. And she was gone a lot because prior to that, when I was really young, she was in high school and she wasn't around much. And she had a boyfriend and she got married and she moved out. So I was alone a lot and trying to make sense of
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
My mom's depression and the disconnect and then the emotional violence coming from my stepfather and also wanting to be with my dad more and not being able to be around him because he always was a light and he still is a light. But he... was separated from me in a way where I couldn't, I couldn't get to the light.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
It's kind of like, you can't get to God that, that constant, like wanting to connect with the father figure, like either spiritually or literally.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
school dynamic like like were you the cool girl or were you the opposite of that no and middle school I had I was always a loner I guess and not necessarily by choice but have you ever taken the Enneagram test do you know what that is I do know what that is do you know what number you are I completely forget what number I'm in now you're probably a one if I had to guess oh my god what does that mean is that a good or a seven actually you're probably a seven the enthusiast
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
You enjoy that? Can't say I enjoy it. I think that I do it out of – I made like a really clear decision when I was young to avoid the pitfalls or like the traps of social media or just internet usage in general. And so I kind of go out of my way and maybe it's annoying to be this way, but to counter that by attempting to educate myself. By the way, I didn't graduate high school.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
take it and then tell me take it and then like I don't know how this works but like insert it into this interview and tell me if I was right my face pops up like I am a one seven a seven I think you're the enthusiast I'm a four which is I think in in that one they call it the romantic but
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
It's a personality that's been developed where I identify as being an outcast or being so incredibly unique and unusual that no one could ever understand me. And so for me, like the worst insult you could give me is that I blend in with everyone else or I have like a vanilla personality or that I'm normal.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
but that actually stems from a family environment where I didn't feel that I belonged and never felt a part of anything. And then as I went out into the world in school, that was also reflected back to me where I didn't fit into a friend group and I wasn't received well by kids. And then as I left school and went out into the world as a famous person,
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
The world received me that way as well with a lot of contention and a lot of negativity and a lot of projection. And so it's a part of my identity, but it's a survival mechanism to say I'm a pariah. Like I'm an outlier. That's who I am and I'm proud of that and that's who I need to be now. That's how I self-identify. But really that comes from a deep wound of –
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
looking to have belonged somewhere at some point in my life and never finding a place that I fit.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Yeah, it's super lonely. But I was a lonely baby. Yeah, I've been I've been lonely my whole life. So and when I meet with like, I've met every healer, every psychic, every they're always like, well, this is your nine life path. This is your life last life. You're an old soul. Old souls are lonely. Old souls are sad.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
you've been doing this a long time, you've been through a lot of trauma, you've had every kind of experience you can have. And there's like this sort of bittersweet experience of it's, it's lonely. But I also know that part of my purpose is to be in service to others, my children in particular. But yeah, it's not a it's not a particularly like, I feel alone.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
A lot. But to answer your question about high school and middle school, I wasn't cool. I had an eating disorder in middle school, a really bad one. I had to be hospitalized twice. And I was left in there like – my mom will say she took me out for Christmas. I don't think that's accurate. I think I was in there for Christmas.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
But I was in there for a few months at a time every time they would put me in. Essentially, I was 5150'd. because my eating disorder was so bad. I had braces. I plucked out all of my eyebrows. And when you do that, when you pluck your eyebrows, by the way, for anyone that's ever going to do this, if you do that when you're sick or your immune system is down, those hairs don't grow back.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
So plucked my eyebrows out. Most of them never grew back. Why did you pluck them out? It was like cutting or like any kind of a – I was just doing things to myself to like – not disfigure myself, but it was a compulsive action that I didn't understand at the time. And then in high school, like if you saw my high school yearbook picture, by that point I was cute again.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I had figured it out somehow, but equally as lonely and like isolated. And I had a friend, but I've never had like a friend group. How did boys treat you in high school? I had a high school boyfriend once. I didn't – I don't know. At that point, I had started like some modeling in Miami and doing like auditioning for acting things.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I think during high school, I did that Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen movie. I'm not exactly – I think I was like 16, 17. Yeah. The kids in school, I didn't get like a real reaction from the boys in school. But as I went out into the world doing that stuff, I started getting reactions, but also from like much older men, which was weird because they were not my peer group, obviously.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
So I think a lot of that is just like pursuing things that I'm interested in and wanting to have as much information about it as possible and trying to not become
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And that sent a whole nother like set of confusing messages.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Yeah, I've had body dysmorphia since I was probably like, five. I can remember sitting in the back of my sister's car. She was getting married. And I even remember what I was wearing. I had black shorts that had white polka dots on them. And I was five. And this is crazy when I look at my children, because now I understand what it is to be five years old.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And I was in the backseat looking at my legs being like, I have such fat thighs. My thighs are so fat. I was five. But I also had like, I think I was blonde in a past life or and or. I Whenever I would look in the mirror as a child, I was like, that's not me. That never felt like me. Nothing about that face, the hair, the skin color, the body, that wasn't me. I never associated that with me.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And so I think that's because I have a strong tie to some of my other lifetimes. And it was always hard for me to accept that this is who I am in this lifetime. And that goes back
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
till my parents were still married so i was like two or three my mom said that i used to go into the bathroom and stand on the toilet and pull up my shirt to see if my boobies had grown and i would get really upset that i didn't have big boobs and now i thirty thousand dollars later than i do
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I think ultimately at the time – that I was going through it, it was loss of control because of the dynamic between myself and my stepfather and having no like no autonomy whatsoever and like not being able to have friends or to leave the house or to even like do things freely inside the house. But prior to that, it was just a feeling of being defective or being unwanted.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And for whatever reason, I'm not sure why it manifested specifically as that and not as like addiction issues, which I've never had, but it, it manifested as body dysmorphia and self-esteem instead.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I feel like... First of all, let me just say, I was not a great girlfriend to Brian. I'll be very honest. And like... He was not great to me either all the time, but I think it would be easy for me to lean into
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
and complain about or let it seem like that relationship was one way that maybe I was not great because I was young and really should not have been in a relationship of that level of commitment and that magnitude. I shouldn't have been involved in that when I was 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, I shouldn't have been. So I did a lot of like falling in love with other people all the time.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I would go to work and fall in love because i was a kid and um yeah i never had the full freedom to like be single and experience that life and i thought for a minute when i got divorced that that's what i was gonna do and i was single for like three weeks
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I think because then I was so unaware of my feelings because I was so much younger. And this is before I had my kids. And most of my growth and awareness came after childbirth. So prior to that, I was very... I just wasn't aware that, oh, marriage makes me feel any particular way. That was something I did kind of impulsively. Also, it was like an adventure to go on and to do.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And I'd already been with him for so many years at that point. And I do feel like karmically I was supposed to have those kids with him, of course. So I didn't realize – I wasn't looking at myself being like, oh, I'm reenacting – my mother's life or I'm carrying my mother's burdens or I'm carrying, you know, the things that she projected onto me. I was not able to recognize any of that.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I was just in the moment and had not had therapy or anything like that. And I had not started reading and educating myself. So I was just acting and doing, and I got myself into a relationship, which I of course found no shade to Brian, unfulfilling because inevitably that's what I was going to do because I was reenacting what I watched my mother do as a child.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Even just like if they send me a link to something on Twitter and I open the Twitter website. just the energy from the website gives me so much anxiety that I feel like I immediately contract like ADHD. And I can feel how I'm not able, my thoughts are not able to sustain the same way. And that's just from being exposed to it for like five seconds.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I've never been particularly attached to that, to be honest. I don't have an emotional reaction to that. I don't believe, but let me sit here and analyze it while you're asking me. I think it adds pressure to a girl who, like I said, has body dysmorphia and didn't really ever see herself that way. And the things that I thought were my strengths, like my mind, my intelligence, or...
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
um my sense of humor which is granted like very niche sometimes but um those things are not acknowledged and instead I'm being acknowledged for something that I don't identify with or as and so that's almost like this artifice it's like forcing me to wear a character that I don't actually I wasn't trying to wear.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And then also you assign the character to me and then you torture and demonize the character. And I was never that. I was never her. Like, you created her and then you murdered her. And that... I love that I started this out by being like, I don't have an emotional attachment to this. Like, you fucking killed me, bitch. But I think...
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
To just being called a sex symbol, I don't initially have a reaction. But to the whole process of what really happened, and it's into just being famous in general and the process of fame, has been really haunting, to be honest. Because, like I said, the media and people built up this character and then decided to destroy her because...
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I don't know why there's a need to like worship and then, and destroy worship and then destroy. And I was always a sensitive person. kid, but I had to wear armor to survive my childhood and I had to wear armor to survive being famous. And so there's this energy of me of that, you know, that I don't give any fucks.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And to some degree, that's true in terms of I would never change anything about myself in order to get someone to like me. So in that way, I don't give any fucks. That doesn't mean that I don't get my feelings hurt and that when I'm being bullied or dragged, that that doesn't cause me to be mentally unwell sometimes because it absolutely does and did.
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And in 2009, crossing into 2010, I had been famous, not even that long, only a couple of years, but the fame was so heightened. It was so intense. that all the energy started peaking and I was going through this process of I was getting crucified in the press every day and on whatever the blogs were at that time, there was no social media, but like Perez Hilton and like, was it Nikki Swift?
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
There was some other blog that was so mean. Daily Mail, whatever. Do you remember what they would like say about you? The same exact things they say right now. You could swap the articles from this year with 2009 and 2010. It's the exact same thing. obviously like being a slut, being a whore. Now I have kids for people to project on and be like, but you're a shitty mom.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I didn't have that at the time, but it was just like, you're a shitty person for whatever reason. Um, plastic surgery, fake, um, talentless. Uh, there's so many, there's so many headlines. I used to get chased by paparazzi who would be like, um, Megan, everybody's saying that you're overrated. Do you think that you're overrated? Megan, everybody's saying that you shouldn't have got your nose done.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
So I can't imagine like what it's doing to everyone, especially like younger kids that are starting so early with cell phones.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Nobody likes your new nose. Are you embarrassed that you got your nose done? Are you sad? Do you regret getting your nose done? Megan, why are you such a bitch? Why does nobody like you? Like grown men, right? Chasing you with, back then this was like TMZ cameras. They don't talk to you like that anymore, but back then they did.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
So you're in life getting bullied by actual grown adult men with cameras everywhere you go. Then there's like the online presence of just getting torn to shreds for everything that you do, everything that you wear, how you look, every single flaw, every pimple, every scar, every five pounds you gain, five pounds you lose, you can't win. And that energy was peaking and it was every day.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And during 2009, they had a blackout, a Megan Fox blackout, where the media all agreed that to not post any content about me for a whole day, which by the way, I was like, I hope you do this every day. Thank you. But the attitude was that, oh, this is that I was a fame whore or an attention whore, which is the opposite of the truth.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I'm extremely introverted and horrified by having to be in front of people or cameras. Um, But it got so bad at that point. I was just like, hey, I can't survive the criticism and the bullying anymore. I actually can't.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
live every time i step out of my house someone has something to say about how i look or it's gonna be it started to become a witch hunt where i felt like tabloids would send photographers with the intention of getting a bad photograph or getting a bad getting a bad story this was around the time it may have been a little before but it was in the years of when brittany shaved her head and so
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
The media at that time, they were on witch hunts and they would set out to try and find something negative, the ugliest picture they could get to splash it everywhere because that's what people want to – that gets the most engagement, obviously, even back then before socials existed. And that's when I sort of stepped away for a long time and I was like, I'm good to just –
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
not be involved in this anymore because i actually can't sustain this amount of damage it's not normal and i also feel like it was kind of just me at that time whereas now all of us get it there's so many other girls that are getting it constantly but back then it really was kind of just me there wasn't another actress that was getting it the same way i was getting it
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I'm the architect of this experience. And so I'm drawing this to me because my soul needs to learn and deal with these feelings and be able to transcend this. I believe in a past life, I actually was burned at the stake for being a witch.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
So I think that's an energy that I've had like through lifetimes and it's carried into this lifetime as well because that is essentially what is happening today every day. People don't realize it, but they all wake up And they're just a reincarnated medieval mob. And they have their pitchfork and their lantern. And they're like, who do we get to burn the stake today? Who do we get to cancel today?
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Who do we get to destroy today? And that's the first thing they do. They go on Twitter and they're like, what's trending? This. I want to join in on this. And that's also something that should be studied is like, why do people want to join in on this? something which is essentially psychological violence. Why do you want to join in on that?
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Because I think most people, if you were walking on the street and you saw me or you saw Kim or Kylie or any of these other girls and we were being beaten by a mob of people, your instinct is not going to be to join the mob and to beat us. It would probably be to either help or to go get help. However, when you watch that same thing happen online,
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And it's the psychological violence the instinct is to join. And that's a very weird... That's a very weird instinct that people have that they should ask themselves, like, why do I want to be a part of tormenting, torturing, mocking, making fun of, or bullying when we do understand the ramifications and the danger of doing this?
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Yeah. I also, it was always confusing to me because I never really did anything bad. I was never like associated with drugs or alcohol. I was never around until recently. Anyone who's been associated with drugs or alcohol, I was never caught at clubs. I was never arrested. I was never, I never did anything outside of having like
Call Her Daddy
Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
a kind of Andy Kaufman-esque sense of humor, which people don't understand, that is my greatest crime. And so it was very hard to understand in the beginning. And I'll be honest with you, it's hard to keep enduring it because I did step away for a decade And I did all this work on myself spiritually and thought that I was transcending and growing and becoming a better person.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And so when I got divorced and I started dating Colson, inevitably, I was sort of thrust back into the light, the synthetic light, not the real light. And I thought that either it would be different. I would be attracting a different experience to myself this time because my level of consciousness was so much higher.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Or my ability to deal with it would be so much better at this point because I was a different person. And I have not found that to be the case at all. I've been doing it. It's going on the fourth year now. And it is wearing me down. I'll be honest.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
It's very hard, I think, because I don't have a family support system or like a large group of – I don't feel that I belong because I am – I do feel so alone. Like you said, when you have to deal with something and you don't have siblings or you feel like you're by yourself, you internalize – And then it can become very grim very quickly.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And I do – I am kind of getting to the end of my rope with that. I'll be honest. Like I'm struggling with it again. It feels like I was in a wormhole. Like I left 2009 and I'm like right back in where I left off. And there was no growth, which makes me feel defeated. And I just – I really – I can't believe how negative – human beings are and how cruel they need to be to everyone.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
This is not just me, but that also weighs on me because I have kids and I have one kid who's like an artistic savant and that kid will inevitably be in the spotlight somehow. It's impossible that they won't. And I know how cruel the world is because I've lived through it and I don't think I can endure watching what my child is going to have to go through.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
So I'm really struggling with that as well of like not wanting my kids to have to be exposed.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
When I went away, there was like this surge of like, I hate this phrase, but it applies. I would not normally say this. There was that peak in energy where I was getting crucified every day. I went away. I disappeared. I was like, fine, fuck it, you win. The world had their post-nut clarity. And they were like, wait, but why did we kill her? Why did we murder her? She never did anything.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
What did she do? She was actually like... She was actually a positive. She stood for a lot of really good things. Like, we should have given her flowers. Why did we do that? Fuck. And then I step back. I'm like, was someone knocking? Were you guys calling me? I'm here. I'm here to receive my flowers. And it was immediate. Just murder. Done. Immediately. And so. What the fuck?
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
that experiencing that cycle, like you said, if I were to disappear again, right now, like I did in 2009, which believe me, I'm very tempted to do, because I am not well at this moment, the same thing would happen where people would be like, Oh, but she brought, you know, she had this messaging, she was such a smart girl, she was a grounded girl, she was She was supportive of other women.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
She was this, she was that. She was, I promise you 40 years after I'm dead, it's gonna be like with, not to compare myself to Marilyn, but the way she died and then everyone's like, well, you know, she was a genius. You know, she had 142 IQ. That's going to happen to me too. Years from now, I'll be dead and then somebody will have something nice to say about me.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Well, back when I dyed my hair from the auburn colored red that it was to this color, it was like a bright red. During that metamorphosis, I decided I had bought these weird – I became a victim of Teemu. Wait, what? Do you know what that happened? Yes, only because of Super Bowl. Someone introduced me to Teemu and I was like, what is this though?
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
It does affect, obviously, anything that's going on with your self-esteem affects your relationship to sex. But I will say I feel like as I took more control of my body, actually, because when I was younger, it was like really scandalous to get anything done. So my boobs have been fake, by the way, since I was 21 or two.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I got them done in between the first and second Transformers, but I had them done conservatively. I've done this way too many times during this interview. I hate it. You gotta like, you gotta AI those out.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Um, where was I? Okay. So I had them, I had, I had, they were very conservative because back then you had you, everyone did the work, but you had to do work that was undetectable. Obviously people have been doing work
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
since Hollywood began that's the way the studios would bring you in and do a screen test and be like okay John Wayne he needs a chin implant Marilyn she needs a nose she needs this she needs that that's the oldest story ever told but back at that time when I was doing it it had to be unnoticeable but I always that little girl that was in the mirror like where are my boobies I always wanted big boobies and so I wasn't happy with the first set the same thing with like
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Can we just talk about plastic surgery since we're on this?
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Okay. So I'm just going to go through all the things that I've done. Love. Love.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Can we just talk about plastic surgery? Yeah, let's talk. Okay. So I'm just going to go through all the things that I've done. Love. Because I feel like there's this... stigma and i'm not gonna win i'm gonna do this i'm not gonna win okay however i'm hoping it sets some people free let's go because i feel like
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
People are like, well, if you were to ask women, they would be like, well, we say these things, we bully you. Some of my favorite comments are from women, and I don't often read them, but sometimes I'm in the mood and I'm like, I want to interact with a troll. And it takes one second for them to start pouring into my Instagram feed or my comments.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And I was victimized and I ordered a bunch of like stick on tattoos and like fun things to do with my kids. And some of them were fake sleeves because I was like, oh, my kids will love to do this. And I did it on me. And I was like, wow, I love it. And I... made an appointment to get my arm done. And I started it, but the artist I was working with had a different vision than what I wanted.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And they're often from women where I'll be like, holy shit, that is a particularly cruel thing to say. Who is this person? And I'll click on it and she'll be like, women's life coach, crystal healing, tantric lessons, divine feminine. And she's under my comments being like, you know, crucifying me for being plastic or whatever.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
So there's, but if you were to ask her, she would be like, well, that's because she perpetuates an unhealthy standard of beauty. Right. But, and so here I am, I'm going to be fully transparent. I still won't win because there are some girls who have been, who have been transparent. I don't want to like bring people in, but someone like a Kylie has been very transparent. Yeah.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
That is not helping her. Women are still brutally dragging her just the same and totally undeserved. She's a beautiful, healthy, young, gorgeous girl. And I actually feel, for whatever reason, very protective when I watch other girls go through this. I want to defend them or...
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
go to war for them but okay i'll go through here's things i haven't done that i have been accused of doing okay and then i'll confirm the things i have done okay i've never had a facelift of any kind so no mid facelift no like lateral brow lift although i would like one or no regular brow lift um i've never done threads i have researched them that's not because of some moral thing
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I just don't really believe they work. And I'm also afraid that they would interfere when I do need to have a facelift. But I am very tempted to go have my eyebrows snatched like all the way. I want that look. Sometimes that seems fun. And you can do it on a lunch break. And I see why it's so tempting. And I have researched it, have not done it yet. Okay. I've never had this done. What is this?
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Oh, buckle fat? Buckle fat? Buckle fat. Buckle fat. I've never had that done. I'll never have any fat removed. I'm a very like – person that doesn't have enough body fat or fat in my face so I will only ever put fat in I will never be taking fat out which leads me to I've never had any like liposuction or body contouring or anything like that I've never had... What are other things you can have?
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Butt implants. I mean, I'd be so flattered if somebody thought I had a BBL. That ass, Megan. If I could, I would. I don't have... Damn. I don't have the extra body fat. I would get it done if I could.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And... That surgery is such a hard one to recover from. It's so insane. It's basically like three months you have to lay flat on your face. It could never be me. You're bruised for an eternity. If I were to ever do that, I would come out with... I would be like, if I'm going to survive that surgery, you're going to give me... an ass that's like an anomaly.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Like I'm gonna walk through a park and I'm gonna turn around and everyone is gonna be whispering and laughing and talking because they're like, what are we looking at? Like circus freak. If I'm going through that healing process, I want that. I'm not coming out with like, oh, has she been like really hitting the gym lately? Extra squats. No, I want it to be- Massive.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Yeah, it's gotta stop people in their tracks. Okay, but I don't have the body fat to do that, so that's never going to happen. But at the time – when in the future you can take donated fat from people, I will be doing that, and you will be seeing this situation.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Okay, what you have – What I have had done – like I said, I had my boobs done when I was – 21 or 22, I had them redone after I was done breastfeeding my kids because I don't know where they went, but they went. And then I had to have them redone very recently because the first set was I didn't have enough body fat to disguise. You could see the rippling of the implant.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
So I had to switch them out to this set. I don't like surgery. My body does not react well to general anesthesia. And so when I go to have a surgery, it's a very big deal. And I have All my doctors have to meet with me before and have to tell me if they've seen any omens, if they saw any owls, crows, if anyone stepped on a spider, if there are any dead insects.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And so we got halfway up my arm. Dust in the wind was playing and just that line repeating over and over again. Nothing lasts forever, finally. but the earth and sea and your tattoos that you get kept playing. And I was like, okay, I have to stop because this isn't my vision. It wasn't a bad tattoo. It just wasn't what I wanted. So we stopped with half the tattoo. I kept that for like six months.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Like my doctors have to go through this with me because I'm very afraid of dying under general anesthesia. So I don't take surgery lightly and therefore I have not had many of them because of that.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
that's probably a saving grace that i have this paranoia or this fear because god knows what i would have been up to do your doctors think you're insane they're like oh no they love me no they love me yes i saw an owl megan let's reschedule we all and by the way i'm like i'll still pay for the surgery just do not also make sure the music playlist no music comes up that reminds you of like your ex-girlfriend or an ex-wife or anything that's going to make you upset because you are the surgeon
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
You need to be in a good headspace. If you have a fight with your wife, do not come in for surgery. I go through all of these protocols. You should make us all like a list of like a little pre-op situation. Any surgery is a risk to your life. I don't care what anyone says. That's the truth. Going under general anesthesia is a risk to your life.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
So when I had to go in for this set, I was like, look. If you're going to put me to sleep, if I'm going to be sick for two months from the general anesthesia, if I'm going to feel if I'm going to go through because I'm not fully ever asleep. So my soul's like fighting on the surgical table. So wake up. It's a very traumatizing experience for me.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I was like, I better wake up with the biggest boobs you can fit in my body. And that is what he said he did. And they're not even that big. They're a 32D, which is not that big. They just look big on my body because my body's tiny.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And the fact that I had to do it, I was like, I want a reward for the suffering I have to go through. I don't want to wake up with a full B cup. There's no fucking point in that. I'm not doing it.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I wanted titties. I said, I want, I don't care what's on trend. Give me 1990s stripper titties. That's what I want. And he did it. Girl, you look amazing.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And then I had my nose done when I was in my early twenties. And that's something I've literally been accused of having like six, seven, eight rhinoplasty surgeries, which is impossible. Your nose would get necrosis and fall off. I haven't had a rhinoplasty since I was, I'm going to say 23. It's been well over a decade. I haven't, I've not touched my nose since then. We didn't contour my nose.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Your nose looks... No. I can make it tiny like a little elven princess. I make it so small. Within one inch of its life, I contour it. And so I think people think I keep constantly working on it. It is just the contour. I can't believe, I can't believe I'm doing an interview without nose contour on. I'm traumatized. You don't understand what a big deal this is.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
This is like me not having done my eyebrows. Very scary for me.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I like to contour it down until it's just nostrils like Voldemort. Just no nose. Just two holes here.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Oh, there's one thing I had done that I'm gatekeeping because... Sorry. What? It was really good. And it's not a known plastic surgery. People don't even really know about it. Will you tell me off camera? Yeah. You don't need it, I don't think. Really? You're not going to want it. I wanted it very badly, and I needed to do it. And it's something that... Can you give us a hint? No. No?
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And then I found an artist to cover it. Most people would say I'm grounded, but I'm also very impulsive. Like when I decide to do something, it must be done right then. I can't decide it and then do it months from now. Or I'm not, I can't plan anything. far into the future. It has to happen instantly. And so once I found the cover artist, I was like, we have to get it done.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Okay, so that's it. Yeah, it's actually not that much. It's not that... In terms of surgery, it's not that much. And when it comes to lasers and stuff like that, I've done everything you could possibly think of doing, and I always will. I don't understand the point of shaming people for getting stuff done. Granted, I'm not encouraging anyone to...
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
do anything crazy and like i said you need to be very safe and very careful when you do any of the stuff even fillers like people that get fillers in their nose you can get necrosis from that like none of this is really safe it all comes with a risk so I'm not encouraging people to just go out like blindly and do things. You should do your research.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
However, it's a very weird thing to shame somebody for. And coming back to your question about sex, the more that I've taken control of my body and done the things that I've always wanted to do, the more comfortable I am in my body and the more freedom I have sexually and the more embodied I feel sexually and am more like playful and confident in that way versus when I was –
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
But also where does the logic end of like, why won't you take it to shaming people for coloring their hair? So true. You know what I'm saying? Or wearing gel nails or where does that logic stop? Yep. What's, what's natural enough for you and then what's fake and what's the barometer and like, why do we all have to follow some kind of a standard? It doesn't make any sense.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And we just did it four days in a row. It was like six hours a day. They won't tattoo usually past six hours in one sitting because your skin starts rejecting the ink. So I just did it four days in a row and sleeved it. And then it healed very weird. It It was very weird.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
So tricky because my relationships are public, so it's hard to say. But I would say very early on, like when I first started. going to award shows and things like that, feeling judged for like my naive excitement over like first experiencing some kind of success or like being at like, oh my God, I'm at the MTV Awards. Like, whoa, this is so cool.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And not being met with what felt to be criticism or judgment and then me shrinking and receiving the message that, it was embarrassing to like these things or to be happy to be a part of these things and that I needed to quell that and reject it maybe.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
be like as outgoing in at events like how controlling have you experienced relationships become i haven't had somebody um control clothing and things like that um but definitely yeah definitely just down to like maintaining too much eye contact with someone else or
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
having um being too curious during a conversation or to the point where it's like well i just won't talk to anyone i just won't look at anyone i won't shake anyone's hand like I'll just sit. And that's one of the poems you're referring to is, I think it was the art of becoming an accessory and feeling like an accessory where I'm there, but why am I there? And what am I doing?
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I don't have like, I don't have a presence here because I'm not allowed to be.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Megan. It does. And that's the truth. It sounds like it's not romantic. It doesn't sound like it's passionate. The literal definition of passion is to suffer. And it doesn't. It just sounds... I would rather be in something... This is not to encourage others to do this, but my personal psychosis and issue is that I would prefer to be in something dramatic and toxic versus something...
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
stable keep in mind i've never experienced like truly stable so if i were to honestly experience it i would probably have a lot of peace and would accept it yeah but i've never had it so to me the idea of it sounds very boring boring i want to read part of this heartbreaking poem that you wrote because it's fucking heartbreaking you say
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I dissociate from the physical violence a lot. Even when I talk to my therapist, I have yet to be able to have like a strong emotional reaction to that because I compartmentalized that. And that sort of just jumped over my logic, my logical brain and went right into my body. So I need to probably do a lot of like somatic therapy to work on that. Yep.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
but I am not able to feel emotional when I write about it or when I talk about it. It's basically like describing a movie. The gaslighting and the name calling and the mental emotional abuse, I do get very emotional about that. I am very like present with that. But how do I feel about it? I don't know. Well, part of me feels like exposed because I wrote this book with things like that in it.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And so to hear someone else read it, I'm like, okay, I wrote that for everyone to read for all of eternity. They can revisit that book. And I did it, but I did it for a reason. Why did you do it? One for myself, I think because obviously it was therapeutic to get it out and to get it out in a way that's different than to just talk to a therapist and like the words float away into nothingness.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
To put it into a book I know that it'll find, even if it's only one person, it'll find someone that needs to read it and they will experience some kind of healing or some kind of inspiration from it. And therefore that gave my pain a purpose versus me just trying to heal privately. It also just felt like a demon that I needed to have exercised from my body. Like I needed to get it out in this way.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
posted and i saw all the comments of everyone mostly being like what does megan think about his new tattoo what does megan think what does megan think and now i'm sitting here in person with you and i'm like i have to ask you like what did you think when you saw the tattoo well he has like a really special story behind why he did that which obviously i'll leave for him to tell but he had a relationship with the tattoos that he had that he was very conflicted emotionally whatever they represented and i don't actually know
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Yes. I can't... I don't know that I can tell the story.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Yeah, I fawned. That was my initial reaction, the freeze, fight, flight, fawn. Fawning is like, it's a combination of freezing and then also attempting to soothe the other person. So that was my initial reaction. And it was very, it was definitely shocking. But like I said, I almost immediately compartmentalized it. and went into nurturing the other person to calm the situation.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And I don't know, I just took it on as my own burden right away instead of feeling the trauma.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Yeah, that perfectly reflects as I would anticipate it to. Yeah.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Yeah, and because some of the poems are about him and they're obviously about him, like a 32-year-old narcissist attempts to quantify his crimes is about him and he knows it's about him. And there are other ones like Ghost of Christmas Future, obviously about him. But I also didn't really write anything about him that he hasn't said about himself in his own music.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
However, that doesn't make it any less sensitive for him to experience me writing about it because obviously he feels in control when he's telling his own story or even like maybe he's able to hide behind the music a little bit even though he's saying all the same things it felt different in in this format so obviously he would have to be asked for his experience, but it was not easy.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And I think he was like really nervous and, and worried because there's a lot of explosive content in the book, obviously. And there was some fear there. And also, I mean, some of them are about him and are savage.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
he didn't like to revisit those memories of the tat, some of those tattoos that he had and he wanted to get rid of them. But I think the piece that she did for him is very like, I think it's very art. It gives me like Rick Owens. It gives me like, you know, it's, it's like an elevated version of all of those tattoos that were pieced together.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I think that what I've learned from being in this relationship is that it's not for public consumption. So I think As of now, I don't have a comment on like the status of the relationship per se. What I can say is that is what I refer to as being my twin soul. And there will always be a tether to him no matter what.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I can't say for sure what the capacity will be, but I will always be connected to him somehow. Beyond that, I'm not willing to explain. But all those things you said were accurate things that have occurred. And I could see them being confusing or interesting to people and them being like, what's up?
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
angle of my perspective meaning this was me being like i'm writing this from my anger of all these men all these experiences that i have had it's not an objective view of my roles in the relationship like i said like i failed many times inside the different relationships and was not a flawless yeah i i was not
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
a pure victim like I did plenty of things and provoked plenty of things not in terms of violence but like I provoked pain or issues inside the relationship as well with my behavior but the book was not written in a holistic way it was written from my anger and my pain needed to speak and that's what the book is yeah okay I have a couple more fun questions okay first of all because we're going to transition and help the girlies out okay
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I think it's really elegant and it's kind of ahead of its time. I think in 10 years, that'll be a trend. I don't know how many people can take that kind of pain. So I don't know. People will be put to sleep and get the tattoos done, but he did it like fully awake with no painkillers and no numbing. Did you go with him? I went to one of the sessions. Oh, right. There's probably many.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
No, I guess like I said earlier, it is a thing of like I would never change anything about myself to appease someone like publicly. I would never do that. I actually had to one time – Brian was in a custody case with his child. And sometimes a part of the process is everybody has to do a psych evaluation. So all four adults had to undergo psychiatric evaluations. And mine came back.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And they took note of the fact that I was one of the only people that had never attempted to slant the test because it's human nature to want your best self to be seen. So when people are being tested, it's often that they will not lie per se, but mislead or like present a truth that isn't entirely accurate out of wanting to be liked. And I don't have that function or that mechanism.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
So they took note of the fact that that was completely absent from my psych evaluation, but not in a like sociopath way. but in a way where I'm just not somebody who's gonna bend unless I'm only doing what I believe in, the end. Like that will never change. But that doesn't mean that it doesn't hurt my feelings.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
when people spew venom or negativity or hatred towards me, I'm very permeable actually because I'm very sensitive. And yes, I've been wearing that armor, but the armor is heavy. And at a certain point in my life, I was down to get some blood on my blade and like go to war if I needed to, but I'm tired now. And it's actually wearing on me a lot in this particular moment.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
For whatever reason, things are coming to a head for me And I'm not in a place where I don't give a single fuck. I do get hurt. That won't change who I am and how I am and how I speak and how I proceed with my life. But I do still feel the pain of that.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
paranoid at all with that yeah I lose a lot of sleep about that especially because at least one of them is I know gonna be in the public probably all three of them they're like drop dead gorgeous kids and I you know Both of their parents are actors and in this industry. So it's likely that they're going to have some type of public platform at a certain point. I worry about that every day.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Do you talk to them about that yet? Not yet. My oldest is 11 and my kids were not allowed. They weren't raised with screens. And they don't have iPads or anything like that at my house or phones. I can't keep that up forever. Eventually that will happen. I'm trying to delay it as long as possible. But when they get a little bit older, it's still too early.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And it's also – I don't want to put the weight of my experience on them. I want them to have their own experience and I don't want to – preload it by being like this is all the suffering that mommy's been through this is how the world treats mommy you know mommy's never been loved mommy's always been bullied mommy's always mommy doesn't belong like they don't need to feel that yeah
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
There were many, yeah. And- It didn't feel like something, to me, it felt like he was going through like a spiritual initiation and that space needed to be respected and I didn't need to be there. I stopped by one of them though, but I don't actually know how he endured that level of pain. Because he's also tattooing on top of tattoos.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
So I haven't found the right way to talk to them about that, but I will have to with certainty. And yes, I lose a lot of sleep about that. Somebody should ask Brian that question. He's watched me cry so many times. He's always like, are you okay? Because every school meeting, I'm just weeping.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I'm always crying because I know what's coming and I'm not able to live in this moment because I know what's
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I can't be bothered. It's not... What do they give you, really? What do you get out of it, really? I'm sorry. Have you ever gotten a magical dick? Have you ever been... Gotten a sacred dicking down? Where you're like a better human afterwards?
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And it's not worth... The drama that they bring and they cause, it's not worth it. Your dick needs to be in direct proportion to the drama that you cause.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
For the audience, I did not connect to those things. So I just want to make sure that those, that's on an ongoing continuation of a sentence.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
but how did you meet him did you go up to him i met him on set and we were in a scene oh right right the music video no no it was before that we were doing a movie that will forever be upset that we're we met on the set of that movie but we were doing a scene and um i had seen his picture before he showed up and i knew just from his picture i was like
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I recognized that person and then I looked in his eyes and I was like, oh yeah, it's you. I've known you for thousands of years. So we were in a situation where it wasn't really about one person coming up to the other. Got it. He's very shy and he'll tell you he's very awkward as well. So he's not somebody who like picks up girls. He's just gorgeous and a famous musician. So he gets them easily.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
But if he was not famous, he would be struggling because he's not – He's not good at that. He isn't. He's a brilliant musician. He's not good at picking up girls or conversation. Are you good at it? I would say that's so subjective. But no, I don't think I'm good at it because I don't like to. I don't. I see how girls flirt. I don't like I can't be bothered to do that.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
So you're tattooing the scar tissue, which makes it even more painful. I don't know, I don't know. His liver is also probably not doing well at this time.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I also ask them questions they've never been asked before that they don't want to answer. Like what? Like the questions you're asking me and shit we're talking about now where I'm like, what's your deepest mother wound? Like no guy likes to talk about that shit, especially right away when they don't know you. Right, you're like, let's talk about what happened. What happened in the childhood?
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
They're like, huh? Yeah, what are you most traumatized by? What's your weirdest fetish? What's your like, yeah, they don't. They don't like to feel exposed. So I'm not a good, I'm not good at that because they just want you to be pretty and really dumb. And I don't like to play that game.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I don't know that I've ever been in that. You mean from like a standpoint of jealousy? Yeah. And more of like an envy? Because there's so many – it could have a venomous element or it could just be like, wow, I'm really proud of my best friend. I wish I could get my shit together and be like that. There's different aspects to it.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
One, I think, is not necessarily unhealthy to be inspired by your friend and to – take notes and want to move in that direction. But if it's unhealthy and it's toxic, I don't know that I have great advice.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
You have to start working on yourself because you have insecurities and things that you need to heal and probably desires need to be satiated and all of these other things that you need to work on because jealousy will always be there with your friend or with
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
You gotta, you gotta say that. That's, that is, I feel like all of us have been in that position at one time or another. That is not worth living like that though. You cannot... What is the fear that he's going to feel so insecure or so overwhelmed? How would you do it? Is the question specifically I've never had an orgasm with you or I've never had an orgasm? With you.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
That's a different question. How long has it been?
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
It's been like a year. That's a long time because now you're a liar. No. That's a long time to keep up that lie.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I understand the fear of being intimidated or worrying or whatever. You can't live like that. You have to understand the A, orgasm. If he's entitled to an orgasm, you are entitled to an orgasm. The end. So don't let anything... Any kind of fear talk you out of being able to speak that truth. This is your body and orgasms actually keep women very healthy.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
It's a vitamin and you have to prioritize that. So don't be afraid. And if he has a problem with that, he is not for you. And I promise you the dick wasn't that good anyway, obviously, because you're not coming.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
This is the last we ever saw Megan Fox. I'm on like the cliff of that. I don't know. I'm either going to really have some kind of like breakthrough where I do transcend into some like blissful higher level of consciousness or find some kind of purpose being in service to people or I will disappear again. I feel like
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
is that I'm like satanic or do satanic rituals or maybe adjacent to Illuminati or something in that vein, which I think really started – I don't know why it started. There was just like that one time that I said I drink blood ritualistically. Yeah. And then everybody was like, wow, she's into satanic rituals. Classic. But that was a very misunderstood...
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I handled that wrong the first time, though, and I regret some of those years that I lost. So I don't think I'll repeat that. However, I am on the precipice of what am I about to do, and I don't know.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Thank you for staying up so late. It's midnight. Let's go.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
thing let me try to explain it give us like some context okay here's the context everything is a matter of like what you're accustomed to or what is currently like socially acceptable or normal and back in like the 50s even how many times did you see like probably never but like on leave it to beaver or like movies from back then or even the 80s how many times did you see like little boys would go out with like their little pop guns and
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
They would cut their fingers and like be blood brothers, right? And they're like, we're best friends forever now. And they would like smush the blood together on their fingers. That's not satanic, right? That's normal and that's cute. That's sweet. That's like an innocent like – Little bond. Yeah, it's a little bond between kids who love each other. They have a pure friendship.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
It's like that except instead of rubbing your fingers together, the drop of blood goes –
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Well, I usually stay by the fire and I like to read and I read a lot of metaphysical books. But right now I'm reading whatever that new like adult version of Twilight book that's out. It's like a erotic fairy book. Wait, isn't it like the King of or the Court of Thorns? Yeah, I'm reading that. Wait, does it like kind of make you horny? I haven't gotten to the horny part yet.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
your mouth and i don't know what why that becomes satanic i understand people are like hey that's weird but guess what i think is weird i think it's weird that girls are out here letting guys come in their mouth and they don't know these guys you're letting somebody put their sperm in your mouth and you don't know what he does he doesn't even have a job you met him on tender he's an entrepreneur or whatever he's in a startup
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And you just let him sperm in your mouth. That's disgusting. That makes my back hurt. That makes me sweaty. So fuck you. You're so offended that I got a drop of Machine Gun Kelly's blood in my mouth. You have Brandon from Silicon Valley's sperm in your mouth. He didn't even buy you a nice drink.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
That's the first one. And just to clarify, because I didn't go on record of saying that's not true. I actually was raised like Pentecostal Christian. I don't, I'm not currently like a part of the church, but I definitely...
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
identify with christ consciousness and i'm actually a very spiritual positive person um except for recently except for recently i've been going through it a little bit in terms of positivity but um definitely have never been a part of a satanic ritual don't know any people who have been a part of the satanic ritual I'm not sure if the Illuminati is real. It probably is.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I have not been extended an offer to join. I feel like if it was real, I would have been given an offer to join by now. So yeah, it's just to squash that. Not a Satanist or any kind of like an evil witch, light worker. Yes, I do rituals, but that doesn't... That's not a negative thing. Anything is a ritual. Doing your skincare routine is a ritual. Going to church is a ritual.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
So I think people have to separate that word. That word has been demonized for so long that it's just been very misunderstood. And also, I think we exacerbated it because... Halloween of that year um I dressed up in bondage with a dog collar around my neck and he dressed up as a priest and he was feeding me communion on my knees and we we we played Marilyn Manson's um Sweet, sweet dreams.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
We played that. That was the song to the vet and people felt like that was a confirmation of the satanic rituals. So you can kind of see like where people may like, they may, I can see, I can see where I planted a seed and, and there grew a tree in its place.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Yeah, he didn't want me to clarify. He was like, it's actually so much. Just let them think this, that it's so much cooler that people think we're this bizarre, that we're this weird, that we're doing this kind of weird, magical, weird shit in our basement. Like, let them think that this is what's going on.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
But I know that I'm going to get there because I know that he has the ability to bind her energetically with magic. And I'm already like, I'm here for that.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
I told my mom when I was two that I was going to be a famous actress. So I knew, and that wasn't out of passion for acting, I'll be honest. I just always knew that that's what it was going to be. I had like an awareness of my destiny for some reason at a young age. And I was a tomboy when I was a little kid. I was always outside. I had like a very assertive energy as a child.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And whenever my mom would get like secret psychic readings because she was Pentecostal, so that was a no-no to see psychics. They would always read that she had an older daughter and a younger son and that the younger son was me.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
And I'm not really sure why I always came through that way except that I have – no one's going to know what I'm talking about right now, but I have Mars on my ascendant in astrology. So I have like a warrior energy that I was born with and I think that was translated as being like maybe masculine as a child because it wasn't docile. But I was –
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
Like a good kid, I was like a little mischievous and never interested in school, always knew that that was not for me. What was the dynamic like in your house? Um, my parents got divorced when I was three. And prior to that, I just remember both my parents are still alive. And so I want to be careful not to drag them.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
But while also being honest, I remember my mother's depression was really, really affected me very deeply. And it was very visceral for me. And like if I were to draw an image of my mother from my childhood, it would be her like, this is not a literal image, but she just always seemed like a soaking wet blanket or draped over a couch weeping.
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Megan Fox: Burned at the Stake (FBF)
That would be my image of mother because I was so connected to her sadness or her feelings of being unfulfilled and also her resentment towards relationships. My dad, before I skip ahead, my dad is like really outgoing and funny and charming and like really unique and sparkly. And they – she was – I don't know. She was not fulfilled in that relationship for whatever reason. They got divorced.