McKinley Richardson

She's a boss-ass bitch. How does she move like that? No, she is alpha. She's resilient. She's alpha.

Oh, it's real. That's why you can't, like, I'm, like, I can't.

Probably a lot.

Because there's a chance that I could get... I don't... There could be a fetish. Would you ever... No matter how hot the man is, would you ever buy a man's OnlyFans? I don't wanna see a man's dick. I don't either.

Totally, yeah.

Oh my gosh, yeah.

I feel like it's staged. I'm not going to lie.

It is.

Yeah, there's a certain way you can shit. Like, if... I feel like as an influencer or as, like, a streamer, there's either... When I was on Lacey's stream, for example, I'm just, like, comparing the two. Lacey and I, like, aren't anything.

We were. We've only hung out three times. Like, he's really, really, really nice.

It was wholesome. And I was having such a good time. And, like, that content was so fun to make. Whereas, like, his is, like, always violent, always negative. I was always in tears.

um everything was just so real viral like trying to go viral viral in the bad ways though yeah and like me being tied to that it was just like not really the best look on me and also just like my mental emotional health physical even i got robbed in la the last time we went that one was real that was real i was in compton at 3 a.m because he was nice yeah at a take risking it all

Yeah, we were at a takeover, and I was sitting in the Sprinter because I didn't want to go outside because it was terrifying. And, like, me in Compton at 3 a.m., just I don't look like I belong there. So I went in the Sprinter, and I made eye contact with two guys in Shiesties. And I was like, oh, gosh, I'm going to need to turn the lights off because this is not good.

Turn the lights off in the Sprinter van, go in the back. I lay down. Then I hear the front door open, and I thought they had all came back. And it was this guy in a surgical blue mask, which was terrifying. Blue gloves, a bag, a gun. And he looked at me. He said, who's in this party bus? And I looked at him. And he hopped over the seat, came over to me. And he was like, give me all your money.

He had the gun. Literally the most traumatizing experience in my life. So that happened in Compton. But getting robbed in broad daylight on Rodeo Drive, I don't really know. But...

The Beverly Hills... I wouldn't have a gun.

I literally... I had a sweatshirt on and all my jewelry, and I didn't even think to, like, give them anything. But I literally would have gone on my hands and knees and said, take everything you want. In that moment, I did not care whatsoever. I would do the same thing. Like, here, just... Here, I can go buy another phone.

Just please don't hurt me. Don't do anything. Your life is too important. It was horrible. And then it was streamed after.

I'm doing so much better. I'm not getting robbed anymore. I'm not getting things flipped on me. Yeah, exactly. Getting to know people.

I cooked vodka pasta, but it was so ass. I really messed it up bad.

It was just the noodles were hard. The noodles were hard as shit. They were not al dente.

You could?

Hey. I think cooking is easy. If you say you can't cook, you can't read a fucking list of directions. It's easy.

But we didn't use directions. We literally just winged it. No way. No way. It's okay. We're going to do another cooking stream in LA.

A month.

Over a month. Yeah.

I was in the trenches, literally bed rotting in her bed. What, just depressed? Yeah, I was sad. I was sad about everything. It was all public online and I never wanted it to be public, but he made it that way. It was something I wasn't even ready to talk about

online i didn't want it to be there so just to have you know my comment section flooded up and then you know every all the hate you know people are assuming oh i just got up one day and dipped because it was the only side that everyone saw and like one day like i'll talk about everything when i want to and when i'm ready but like definitely as soon as that came out which was the day i broke up with them all of it came out to social media i was getting flooded with

No, they're going at him harder. They're going at him harder. So then I think we balance each other out.

The only hate towards me was that I was a gold digger.

Which is really the only thing anyone can ever say because that's something you can't really prove. How can she be a gold digger when his income was zero?

Like, I don't, like... I don't know. I'm not. I make my own money, but it's like... What was the hate that he was getting?

Yeah, I mean, he gets hate constantly. Like, I mean... Everyone sees how he is and how he acts and treats people on stream. Yeah, literally look at clips.

Yeah, I know.

You haven't filmed in TikToks on the highway.

I was crying. He was like... Oh, the car crash?

it's the same thing where it's like you don't have to do a gangbang like for is it worth it for that amount of money it was absolutely that's one thing i learned not that i was even there for money even to begin with i think him and i like really actually genuinely loved each other in the beginning and i i really really really did have feelings for him but it's like i don't know it was just

It was ruined. It really was so ruined. I couldn't make myself feel like that anymore, and I couldn't associate myself with someone that just constantly got off to making me cry, got off to making me feel something.

I just saw that. I said, where the fuck's McKinley? Like, what the fuck? Almost freaking died. It landed on my neck and my back. I couldn't walk. He went on a yacht after. And I laid face down in a car waiting for him. I know you were mentally checked out of that. And then Ubered to the hospital.

By myself. My gosh. If I was there, I just don't know.

i did my parents him too though that's what i'm saying is maybe like he'll look back one day and be like fuck i was way too up in the moment you think so well nothing's changed i'm sorry i've seen like like i don't know i think it's demon time for him now i feel like and i don't know how it could get worse mentally checked out like i want to know when you were mentally just checked out like

700?

Yeah.

Oh my gosh.

I've never seen the video.

I also like having a community, too. Literally, people even just... I don't have any friends around here, really, other than you.

Yeah, I have this. I just got this. I'm up for those.

I tried to leave. Okay, he got me a Birkin bag for Christmas. I didn't want to walk out with it. I literally left it in the closet, and then he threw it at me because he said he was going to burn it. Like, why not? I was like, why not? But other than that, I mean, some of my stuff he didn't end up giving back to me, but I don't mind.

Other than that, I mean, I feel like when you're getting gifts and someone's also, like, taking all that money from you, it's like, it kind of... Balances out. Balances it. Like, I didn't really need that stuff, you know? And I just, I don't know. But I bought him a boat. Oh, you bought him shit? I bought him shit, yeah. I bought him a $100,000 boat. He just crashed it, actually.

I mean, I feel like it's hard to... Would you have stopped her from going there? Would you have done that?

Perfect.

Appreciate it.

Thank you.

I think so because she was there, I feel like, in the very beginning, right?

I wouldn't have done it. Just because, like, I don't... I've never even seen, like, two people fuck. Like, I've never seen someone fuck someone. Like, me being there. So, like, 25? Yeah. I just, like, I can't imagine that. It probably was a zoo. Like, actually. Oh.

I think she did, and she did it in a way no one else really... How is that even possible? She focused on Twitter. She focused on Twitter.

Yeah. I've had a few old men say, I'm subscribed.

Oh my gosh.

Oh my gosh, yeah, no. I had this one guy come up to me and say, I'm subscribed, and I was like, oh, YouTube? And he was like, no, no, no. And I was like, oh, okay, bye.

Tough few weeks? Yeah, I'm back, and I feel like I'm feeling a lot better. It was like a weight lifted off, you know?

Yeah.

Exactly.

Yeah, I think like... But aren't they cute?

I feel like, no, with the people I've been streaming with, I think like I'm in an era of my life right now where I'm just trying to find myself and like my personality again. Because I was in a toxic relationship before this previous one. So I was too back to back. And I just like feel like I fully... Made my personality theirs and I was there for them, but they were never there for me.

So now I'm just in this era of figuring out like what I love, what I like to do, making friends. And I'm not dating someone unless I know them for six months minimum. I'm not even kidding. Yeah. I'm not rushing into anything. All five sides of that problem.

Yeah, I was, I mean, we worked super hard for sure. That was like, I think one bad thing is like never involve like business in a relationship because you cannot like, you can't do things like that. You know what I mean? It's like you have your relationship. If something happens in the relationship and it affects a business, that's way worse than just like a regular relationship.

So that's like kind of the thing, but it was never a business thing for me. I felt like it was more like I was upset at the fact that It wasn't emotionally... He wasn't emotionally there for me. But he has this whole narrative that I was only with him for the money.

That's completely fine.

Well, he would just kind of... It would always just be thrown back in my face. And I was like, that was never the issue because at the end of the day, like, I mean, he took all my money. So, like, if anything, it's just, like, I was getting mistreated while he was doing that. But it was never a money thing for me ever. And, like, I think I... Gave myself to him like mine.

I didn't even know who I was a person like at all Yeah, I literally I was mute. I didn't speak.

I didn't feel comfortable enough. I just... I don't know. I'm so proud of you. Thank you.

There were many times I wanted to get out of it, and I just couldn't. But... Yeah, she's right. Like I had to come to terms with it in my own, like my own mind. Cause I still was, I saw potential, but then the potential just wasn't, wasn't potential. Cause you can just hold on to that one piece of person. Like, cause you know them deep down, but for sure.

I've heard of it. My parents definitely know how to trim and show it.

Jim Carrey.

Yeah, it definitely overtakes a lot of people's lives, I think, and that was our main issue, I think. I met him before he started streaming, and he was a completely different human. That's what I think I was holding on to, but I don't know what it is. I don't know if it's money. I don't know if it's ego.

I don't know if it's just you can't make it your entire life and then expect the people in your life that actually care about you and are genuinely there for you to just be there.

The relationship was real, and I didn't – I had met him – we were talking for six months before I even showed my face on camera, and I didn't have an OnlyFans or anything. I actually didn't want to do it. I didn't. I was so against it. I was against everything that I was, you know, raised with, and it just really bothered me. But he told me he'd send me back home if I didn't, so I did it.

I swear.

That's what I'm very... I'm thankful for, you know, the help. But at the same time, like, I had over 100K on Instagram. I had half a million on TikTok. And I would go live all the time. I had a little bit of a fan base. And that was kind of the difference. I felt like... you know, he would sign girls that didn't have an OnlyFans or didn't have any social media whatsoever.

So that was a different type of person, whereas I understood it. So, like, we worked well together in the beginning. So that's what I'm very thankful for. But also at the same time, I worked so hard on my own stuff. Like, I have nine million on YouTube.

And I post long form and shorts and all that stuff. I know. That's something I'm very proud of. And I did that all myself.

All I had to do was start an OnlyFans. Like, but... Yeah, he literally... Would you ever stop?

It's hard. I understand that. I did not. I literally anyone can vouch for it. I did not want to do it at all. But he literally we weren't dating. We were just talking. And he said, the only way we can date is if you're in this with me. And we created a business. So I was like, OK, I'm done looking back on it. To be honest, I don't know why I thought that was healthy.

But I did it because people around me also said, this is going to be a really good thing for you. Like, this is a good decision. Like, I was crying in tears about it. I didn't tell my parents. It's hard. It's really hard.

Oh, no, not at first. They're like, are you kidding me? They call you a whore.

That's true.

Marshalls. Yeah.