Gretchen Carlson
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And so it came with the caveat that you're going to have to work really hard. So I worked hard my whole life from early on. I played the violin early. I started when I was six and it just happened to click. And I started practicing hours and hours a day. And from my music, I developed immense discipline in my life.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And it gave me immense self-confidence going out on stage and doing so many competitions because the more I practiced, the better I got. And that made me realize that when you invest time in things and effort, you have rewards. And so that was really important in my life.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Also what my mom would tell me every day, but there was a moment when I was in kindergarten on the first day of school where unfortunately back then the teacher divided the kids into two groups. The kids who could read and the kids who could not read. I don't think they do that anymore, but she unfortunately put me in the wrong group. She put me in the kids who could not read.
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And I was so upset about it. And I went up to her desk three times that day and I said, but Mrs. Barencott... I know how to read. And she kept saying, Gretchen, just go back and sit down and you'll be fine. And I ran home from school. I can still feel myself rushing in, yelling for my mom to say I was in the wrong group. And she called the school and the next day it was sorted out.
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But I thought about... that bold little girl a lot before I decided to jump off the cliff because what would have happened if I had not had that persistence in my heart and mind at five years old to stand up for myself just about reading, right?
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
That could have changed my entire educational trajectory, number one, but my life trajectory of, I learned from an early age that if I stood up for myself and I knew what I believed and I stood up for the truth, that it would turn out to be okay. And I thought about that little girl a lot before I decided to do what I did.
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Yeah, you know, I realized, number one, I saw a lot of unhappy musicians surrounding me. I'm sure there's tons of people who are happy, but It seemed like it really back to being solo by myself, like playing the violin and doing these kinds of competitions. I wanted to be a famous concert artist, the soloist that would come and play with the orchestras, right?
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Again, a very lonely solo experience, right? Winning a competition, it was all up to me. This was not a team sport. And so I realized that to be the best of the best of the best, I was going to have to give up everything else in my life. And I would just have to have tunnel vision and not be able to do anything else. And I enjoyed so many other things in life.
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I was in drama in high school and I excelled as a student. And I quite honestly, as a teenager, liked boys. I mean, I wanted to do all these other things and I never had time because I was practicing four hours a day. So I decided to quit when I was 17. And my parents were just really devastated by that. And you can understand that now as an adult. You have this child that has this gift.
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And now she says she doesn't want to do it anymore. But you've invested all of this time. And maybe she's not making the right decision for herself because she's not really an adult yet. But I had decided that I wanted to live a more well-rounded life. And so that's really when I went off to Stanford University and really focused on my studies. I didn't pick up the violin once.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
It's kind of an odd story because I did have this massive talent. But I think when you're a kid, sometimes I was known as the violin girl and I just wanted to be normal. I mean, now we realize as adults, oh, it's really special to have something that you were good at, right? But at the time, I just wanted to fit in. So that factored into it as well.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
In many other twists and turns in my life, like how the hell did I become Miss America? Well, because... half of your points are based on talent. And my mom got a brochure in the mail. And this was after I quit the violin. And she was bound and determined to get me to play again. And she called me up. I happened to be studying at Oxford in England at the time. I was a junior in college.
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She said, I found something for you to do. And I said, what? And she said, Miss America. And I was like, no, I'm not doing that. I'm focusing on my studies. She's like, half your points are based on talent. And I just read that they're looking for Ivy League students to enter. And so my mom's a very powerful person in my life. And so she got me into a position to agree to do this.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And again, twists and turns, like how does a chubby little kid from a small town in Minnesota who plays the violin and had never won before, and Minnesota wasn't a pageant state, how did it happen? But I just used all of the same hard work ethic. And once she convinced me to do it, I decided, well, I'm really going to put 120 million percent into this then. So I actually quit Stanford.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
my senior year to come home and do nothing but prepare for this. There was a lot of luck involved, but it just happened to work out. So again, another like total detour in my life of now I'm Miss America. Like, what am I doing?
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Well, honestly, the only two reasons that I did, well, three, that I did Miss America was my violin. Because, you know, as my mom said to me, nobody's going to be able to touch your talent. Now, granted, there were tremendous talent. There were four other Juilliard students who were in the top 10 my year, opera and ballet. And I had studied at Juilliard. So we had immense talent.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
With half your points being based on talent, you can understand how you would get to that point. But, you know, I had this talent. So that was one thing. I had the smarts to hopefully do well in the interview. But the other thing was four things. I'm incredibly competitive. And then number four was that the money that you won was scholarship money for college.
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And at the time, my parents had four children who were in college or going to be getting into college. And it's very expensive. And if I won, I was going to be able to pay for my whole final year at Stanford, which is exactly what happened. So, you know, Miss America at the time was the largest scholarship program in the world for women. People don't know that.
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Those were the reasons why I did it. After I won, you know, I remember looking in the mirror that night and I was like, oh, my God, this actually happened. Now what? Because I had focused so much on getting there. And I hadn't focused at all on what would it mean to actually be Miss America. And that was actually a really incredibly difficult transition for me because this was 1989.
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I mean, this was still back when Miss America was spending a lot of time sitting in drugstores and shopping malls, signing autographs. And I was like, what am I doing with my life? This is not what I thought it was gonna be. So I really tried to perform my violin at every possible place.
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I tried to make sure that I could speak at every possible venue so that I could continue to spread the message and try to break down the stereotypes that Miss America is not some dumb blonde, right? And that was still existing a lot. It's followed me my whole career, quite honestly. People just assume that you're a bimbo. And it was almost like my resume with all these achievements.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
All my achievements, they just disappeared. And there was a time at CBS when I took it off my resume, actually, because it was just easier to not own up to it. Now I'm to the point like, look, people, you've got to get past this. These are really smart women. But yeah, it was an interesting shift in my life and being looked at for my exterior.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
What? Yes. Talk about shaming a person. Yeah. There were a lot of people that were really incredibly rude to me that year, including journalists. Some of them I got back at once I got into the television industry. I happened to run into one of them and put her in her place after I had made it a little bit. But it's a horrible, shaming experience.
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And I mean, I think it really prepared me for actually what I went through later on at Fox.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
When people were standing in line to get my autograph at, you know, some ridiculous drugstore event that I hated, I would actually hear people say when they got close, that's Miss America? Because I didn't look how they wanted me to. I mean, first of all, I'm five foot three, right? But there was no category for height.
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But people just assume that you're supposed to be some statuesque model, which I was. And I would have been dead last in Miss USA, which is all based on beauty. There's no talent. There's no scholarship, just to be clear. But yeah, it started to build my thick skin.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And then when I got into the television industry, my goodness, I mean, the things you hear from viewers as well, like, so by the time I got to Fox, my skin was really thick. I think it really prepared me and helped me for what I endured and made me have the ability to finally do something about it.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Yes. And I can only imagine what you went through. I hear from so many women in the military over the last nine years. So my heart goes out to all of them and to anyone else who's a survivor of any kind of sexual misconduct. But yes, when I was Miss America, I was sexually assaulted twice. And I never, ever told anyone for 25 years until I wrote my memoir, which was called Getting Real.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And what happened was, so many women will be able to relate to this. I was actually trying to get ahead again in life. Like it was coming to the end of my years, Miss America. I realized that maybe I would be interested in going into television. So I started cold calling women. people in the business, from agents to PR people to television executives.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And I actually got a huge meeting with a national television executive in New York. And he spent the whole day helping me. And I thought, wow, he really likes me. And he thinks I'm smart and all this. And we went to dinner and we were in the back of a car service. And I was going back to my friend's apartment. And all of a sudden, he was on top of me and his tongue was down my throat.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And I was like, what the hell is going on? And I... panicked. I somehow got myself away from him and got out of the car. And I was like, wait a minute, what just happened to me? You can't do that to me. And yet I sobbed and sobbed. I never told anyone. And three weeks later, this time I was in LA, I was meeting with a high powered PR executive. And again, in a car, I
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I got into the passenger seat. He took my neck in his hands and he shoved my face into his crotch. I couldn't breathe. I was like, what is happening to me again? I managed to get away from him. Again, never told anyone about these sexual assaults. It was actually when I was speaking to a Donald Trump accuser to write my book, Be Fierce, after my situation at Fox.
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where I was telling her these stories, and she said to me, Gretchen, you realize that that was sexual assault, right? And I said, nah, nah, nah, nah. She goes, Gretchen, that was sexual assault. And I myself hadn't called it that, even though I had come forward already a year prior with sexual harassment.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Women, what we do is we have these experiences, we stuff them down deep into our souls so that we never think about them ever again, because that's what society's told us to do. And that's what I had done.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And it felt so liberating to have somebody put a name on it, what it actually was, and for me to actually own it and to be proud to stand up and say, this was horrible that this happened to me, but I'm proud to share it with you in the sharing what has happened to you.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And look, if I speak in front of 2,000 people and I ask them to raise their hands if they've ever faced any kind of sexual misconduct in their life, every single hand goes up. So everyone listening knows what we're talking about. But yeah, I faced it at an early age. And just as a caveat, that PR executive, just to show you how the shame stays with you for your life,
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That PR executive, 25 years later, maybe 30, was walking the halls of Fox up on a floor where strangers couldn't get up. So somebody had invited him and I saw him walk past my office and I went into panic. I started sweating. All those feelings came back about what he had done to me. I got up from my desk. I slammed the door. I was shaking.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
I was like, how am I going to get out of my office without running into this person? That's how scared I was all those years later. And it shows you the shame that these kinds of situations put on women, that it was affecting me that much. I was still so scared of him all those years later.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
My colleague in Lift Our Voices, my nonprofit, she says that for years she was a political consultant. She gave advice to young women if they came to her for something bad, she would just say, oh, don't bring it up. This is what women deal with.
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And now she'll say when we're on panels, you know, she'll be like, that was the biggest mistake I made in my life was not telling these women to actually come forward and say something because that's how you make change. The more people that come forward at great risk,
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But the more people that come forward, the more we normalize this and the more that we push out the bad actors and hopefully start to celebrate the people that have the courage to tell the truth. But what's been happening since the beginning of time was just that we were told to shut up and endure and that this is what women have to deal with in order to get ahead.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And hopefully my actions and the actions of so many other people before me and so many other people past have started to change that landscape. I said earlier, it's a tangled web to fix this. And I've passed two laws, federal laws, to start the process. That forces change. When you change the law, that forces behavioral change.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
But I often say that changing culture is more difficult than even passing bipartisan laws in this fractured America that we live in politically. And that's saying a lot because that was really hard. But changing culture is really, really difficult because it's ingrained in us from an early age, how we treat people, how we think about people.
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Yeah, that's why I'm hesitating. But thank you so much for having me because I always say that building up the courage that it takes to do something that monumental is not something that you decide the night before. I mean, it's not like you just suddenly go, hey, I think I'll do this massive change in my life and shake up the whole world about accusing somebody of this.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Why do we ingrain in our culture to penalize people who come forward? I don't know, but we do. And so that's why people stay silent. That's why they shut up. And then we add in silencing mechanisms and then you just have this horrible, vicious cycle.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
So my advice is that the more that we can put bravery inside of people by example, the more that we can start to change laws and that changes culture, the more we normalize the ability for people to come forward, the more that we can change the hearts and minds of men who run, still run the majority of the world to understand these issues.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
It's a lot of different things that have to happen at the same time for things to actually change.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Look, I think that that's a cop out. When I started hearing that, that even our own vice president at the time, Mike Pence, said that men shouldn't take women out to dinner for work anymore. Like, what? Okay, you know when you are behaving badly. You know what crosses the line. You don't have to be a rocket scientist to know what's appropriate and what is not.
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And it shouldn't be on the shoulders of women at work to have to take another hit, to not be able to go to dinners, to not be able to go to travel outings, to have men feel even more uncomfortable now. No, you should know how to behave is where we should be thinking. So that to me was like this massive cop-out. Like, well, we're just going to hire men now. Okay, go ahead. Go ahead.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Because every study shows that the more diversity you have, the greater your bottom line. So even if you only care about money, You should hire women and people of color. So that was, to me, was such a cop-out because what was happening was that we had this shift in power. When this Me Too movement started, men were starting to be held accountable. Women were starting to gain more power and voice.
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And so were people of color with the Black Lives movement. And so that was a threat. to the paradigm of which America has subsisted on for far too long. And so I think one of the reactions was what you just said, was, well, then we're not going to hire you anymore and we're not going to take you to dinner at work. Well, that's not the answer. That's not the solution. That's not the solution.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
You know how to behave correctly. So just do it. And so that was really frustrating to me when I started hearing that as a cop out. I do understand the nuances. I'm not trying to be naive because I've had legitimate men say to me, to your point, should I hug somebody at work? Should I say, hey, I love your dress? hey, I noticed you got your hair done. That looks really great.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
So it really took me many, many years of... enduring bad behavior and at the same time trying to walk a tightrope at work to do the best job that I could and also attempt to also get out. And I can't give all the details of what was going on because I did sign a nondisclosure, which is what I work against now, which we can get into.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Are women going to suddenly run to HR and file a harassment claim because you said any of those things that I just pointed out? No. Look, it ain't fun to come forward, okay? And I can attest to that. So the majority of the cases are horrible, horrible behavior, not somebody saying, I like your dress, okay? So let's set the parameters. Let's understand that we're gonna work on this together.
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Let's not come up with cop-out excuses about how women shouldn't be employed anymore because men just can't handle themselves. We have to have some reasonable parameters to deal with this moving forward.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
I came up the television world like the old school way, and I'm really grateful for that because what I mean by that is I went from city to city to city to city in local television before I made it to the network. Television has just changed so dramatically since I started in it, and there's really no set pathway. If there was, everyone would follow it.
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But I'm really glad that I did it the way I did it because I did every single job behind the scenes while I was on camera as well. So I learned how to edit. I learned how to shoot. I learned how to write. And that was just invaluable to me as I got to the top of my profession because I had the utmost respect for every single person on the team. And television is a team job.
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Many people who don't come up the way I did get huge egos and they treat people horribly. And you can always tell a person on television who has not done it the right way because they just think it's all about them. And just as a note of reference, the photographer can make you fuzzy. So if you're not nice to them, they can blur you.
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So, you know, and the audio person can make your voice sound crazy.
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So I just, you know, I learned the right way. I started in Richmond, Virginia for two years and then I went to Cincinnati and then I went to Cleveland and then I went to Dallas. So I lived all over the place and it sucked moving and picking myself up all the time.
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And I quite honestly put off personal relationships for quite some time because I knew if I got married, it would be hard for the other person if they also had a serious career. So I actually met my husband when I got to Cleveland in my 30s on a blind date.
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And on the third date, I said to him, if you don't want to live in New York City eventually, don't call me back because that's where I'm going. And he said, well, luckily, I do want to live in New York City. So he called me back. That was my mindset. I was like, look, I've invested too much in my career already. This is where I want to go. Relationships sort of came second.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
But then in Cleveland, I got promoted. I was doing the weekend news there. I got promoted to the main Monday through Friday. And I was with another woman. And we were the first two female local primetime newscast in the country. Wow. And it was wonderful until it wasn't because it didn't work. It's not because it was two women. It just didn't rate.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
But I guess what eventually happened was that Fox took away the career that I had killed myself for. I had reached the pinnacle of television. I was hosting the number one morning show on cable in the country and they fired me and I knew I hadn't done anything wrong. And so at that point, I just finally decided that if I don't do this, who will? And that was really the decision.
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And so the other woman was born and bred in Cleveland. So I was the likely one to go. So I got fired a week after I got back from my honeymoon. Ouch. I know. The general manager actually said to me something that was illegal. It still is. Was at the time, which was, don't worry. Now that you're married, you'll be fine. And I was like, what? I'm 32 years old. This is who I am.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
This has nothing to do with being married. So I had a very tough first year of marriage because I was out of work and I knew to get another job, I was probably going to have to move to another place because that's the way TV works. And in fact, that's what happened. I ended up getting a job in Dallas. I moved to Dallas. My There was a lot of sacrifice there.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
But then she eventually moved to Dallas. I was only there 20 months. And then I got a job with CBS in New York. So we were both happy. And we moved there. And then I was a national correspondent for CBS. I traveled the world. It was an amazing experience. Not a good job if you wanted to have children. So I didn't have children at that point. I was on the road all the time.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Then I got promoted to do the Saturday morning show for CBS. And, you know, morning shows are kind of a comfortable spot for women if they want to have children because... You're doing serious hard news, but you're also doing more kind of fluff and you talk about yourself a little bit more. And so being pregnant and all that was probably a better option at that time.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
So then I, you know, I had two kids back to back. And then when my son was two months, three months old, was when I got the offer to go to Fox and do a morning show five days a week. I went there strictly on ambition. I mean, this was my goal in life was to do a national morning show It's a dream job. Yeah. First of all, this was more than 20 years ago at Fox.
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That's about all I can say about it.
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Well, what happened immediately after I filed the lawsuit was that I started hearing from women all across the country, actually all across the world. And they all had the same eerie, similar story, which was, I did what you did. I came forward. I was penalized. I was fired. And I've never worked in my chosen profession ever again. And I was silenced. And I was like, holy crap.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Not only was there an epidemic of bad misconduct in the workplace still, But there was an epidemic of silencing all these people and taking them out of their careers. And I was like, I have to do something about this. So it was all of these voiceless women who were actually my inspiration. And so I rolled up my sleeves. I got to work.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
I mean, I went back to my old, you know, my same work ethic I've had my whole life that I honed in Minnesota as a little kid. And I started walking the halls of Congress because I was like, we have to change the laws.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And it was kind of a perfect storm because there were so many groups of people who had been trying to change laws with nondisclosure agreements and with something called forced arbitration, which is another way we keep people silent at work. But they didn't have a well-known case to bring this into reality. Yeah, because nobody knows what the hell forced arbitration is.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
They just don't understand it. They sign it in their contract, but they have no idea what that means, which is you can't actually sue. You have to go to this secret chamber of arbitration. And that's where everyone was going all these years, which is why nobody heard about any of these cases. So I come along and I had a forced arbitration clause in my Fox contract.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And so I was also going to face the same fate, which is why my lawyers came up with the brilliant move to sue Roger Ailes personally to try and get around my forced arbitration clause. That's why my lawsuit was not against Fox, because I would have been immediately thrown into the secret chamber of arbitration. So I start walking the halls of Congress.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
I would just also add that I looked into the eyes of my children who were middle schoolers at the time. And I just decided that I was doing it for their generation as well. I think there was sort of this... misconception in our society, even in 2016, that women had come much more far along in not only equality, but in being treated with harassment in the workplace.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
I suddenly have some sort of celebrity around this. All these people had the institutional knowledge. They'd been doing this for years. And we started creating interest in this. It took, though, five years for me to actually get enough bipartisan support to pass the first law, which was signed in March 2022.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Actually, people can see behind me, right on the edges, those two things hanging behind me are my two laws. They both have photos with President Biden, but one of them actually has the pen that he used to sign the law and he handed it to me right after. There were big events at the White House because the laws I helped pass are the two biggest labor law changes in the last 100 years.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And what they do is, is that they don't allow you to use forced arbitration anymore or nondisclosure agreements. for sexual misconduct at work. I mean, it's huge because you can't hide it anymore. So, you know, it really became like this, again, a twist and turn in my life. I'm like, okay, now I'm an expert on passing laws. What?
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
You know, I've gone from playing the violin to being Miss America to doing TV, and now I'm passing laws. But it's a good testament to other people who are not sure what they should do with their life or at a crossroads. You can always reinvent yourself. And the work I'm doing now will actually end up being my legacy.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
It's so much more important than what I did as a journalist, even though I'm still doing that today too. But the work I'm doing now is just going to be much more profound.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
We still have a lot of work to do, right? As we've been talking about, it's hard to solve this. We decided that we would try to get these laws passed because... That forces change. And then eventually you hope that that changes culture. But as an organization, we believe in not silencing anyone at work.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
So we are still working on behalf of other protected classes that are still silenced through forced arbitration and NDAs like gender discrimination, race discrimination, LGBTQ+, disability, age. We actually have a new bill on age discrimination and arbitration. So we still have a lot of work to do to make sure that those classes are not silenced like sexual misconduct used to be.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And even though we've changed the laws as we've been discussing this whole podcast, it's still hard to come forward and you're still going to probably face consequences that are not good. So at Lift Our Voices, we are still doing tremendous amount of education on these issues so that people understand what they're signing when they start a new job.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Most people have no clue and then they don't care about it until something bad happens and then they realize that they're going to be silenced. but they didn't realize that before. We do a lot of research because that's how you change the hearts and minds of people when you show them the numbers of how many people are affected by these things.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And we do a lot of work at the state level as well, passing laws, where we've actually been able to pass complete bans on nondisclosure agreements at work. So California, New Jersey, and Washington state, you can't use NDAs for anything anymore at work, which is a huge change. So we're currently trying to do that in Connecticut and New York as well. So we have our work cut out for us.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
You know, it's two of us running this organization that we were small but mighty. We've made massive change, but we have a lot more work to do.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
There's a lot of rejection along the way when you're fundraising, for example. We are the only nonprofit in America doing this work, by the way. So if you want to learn more, it's liftourvoices.org. And every little penny counts as we're trying to move this process along. But I think one of the things that helped me with rejection in running a nonprofit is being a reporter.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And one of the reasons why Americans were fooled about that is because of the silencing mechanisms like nondisclosures that have kept all these issues secret. And it gave this perception that women were being treated wonderfully, and that wasn't the case.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Because when you think about it, I had to cold call so many people from my career to try and get them to talk to me. And the majority of the time, the answer was no. I had to knock on a lot of doors. And the majority of the time, I got the door slammed in my face. So you can't take any of this personally. Again, it was part of building me up as a tough, thick-skinned person.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
So getting rejections now is disappointing, but it actually motivates me to keep going because I've had it so much in my life. So who knows what's going to happen with nonprofits now in our political realm. Hopefully, we will continue to thrive. But I will just say on that note that our work is more important than ever before.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Just to keep pounding your head against the brick wall. I have this fire in my belly. I think part of it was innate, but part of it was learned. And so teach yourself to do that, to never give up.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
If you are a parent, please, please, please tell your children every single day that they can be whatever they want to be with hard work so that we can start instilling in them, especially young girls, that belief that they can be anything. And to our men out there, please, please, please honor us and help us because you still run the majority of companies out there. You still rule the world.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And we need your help. We need you to understand our issues. We need you to pay us fairly. We need you to not slam the door in our face, speaking of rejection, when we come forward and say that something bad is happening to us. Don't try to get rid of us. Let's get rid of the bad actor, not the person that has the courage to come forward.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
So I have a ton of messages for different people like, oh, raising our boys. My gosh, this is one of the biggest lessons that I've learned. We have to get to our boys young. We have to because they form their opinions and their values and their respect for women at an early age.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And we have to get to them young to treat their fellow women in the workplace the same way they would treat their sisters or their mothers. It is crucial to this movement if we intend to continue to develop and really try to reach equality and treating people with respect, everyone.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
We still, almost nine years later now, women are still going to be penalized if they come forward. And especially back when I did what I did in 2016, you know, the number one thing my lawyer said to me is they're going to kill you. They will do everything in their power to malign you, to call you a liar, to dig up everything in their past life, you know, and make it all a negative.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And, you know, that all happened. But We've made a lot of strides since then with the work that I've done. I mean, women are actually believed now, right? You've seen juries convict people of similar crimes because juries are also just more knowledgeable now about why women stay at their jobs in these types of situations, why women stay in these relationships if it's domestic violence.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
So there's been great strides, but with all the people who reach out to me, I still say it's such a personal decision to come forward because you will probably be penalized. You probably will be fired. You probably won't work in your chosen profession ever again. And so it's a huge risk. And most people can't afford, quite honestly, to do that. And so they just suck it up and they endure.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And that's what keeps this vicious cycle going, along with making sure that it's all secret, right? So what I'm trying to do with the work at Lift Our Voices is normalize this enough that where more and more women come forward, the more that we make it not such a one-off situation, the more that we can change the hearts and minds of people who run companies to not penalize people who come forward.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
It's a tangled web to fix, but... Currently, women are probably still going to be punished.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Yeah, and just to be clear, I had been preparing my lawsuit for months and months and months before they fired me. Honestly, my legal team never thought they were going to fire me because it was such an act of alleged retaliation then, right? It made it so crystal clear that I had done nothing wrong. And so they were shocked when they fired me.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
So I don't want to give the implication that they fired me and then I hurriedly put together a lawsuit. No, this was something that I had going on behind the scenes for quite some time. But back to my family, yes, it's hard on a marriage. It's not like you come home from work every day and say to your partner, hey, this is what's happened to me at work.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
It's hard to come home to your husband and say, this is what another man is saying to me or doing to me. So there's that. My children were, as I said, in middle school, so a very vulnerable age of acceptance already being difficult, friendships being fractured, and they were my paramount concern. But I'll start with my parents, who I'm still blessed to have in my life.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
I grew up in a small town in Minnesota and Minnesotans are very nice people, very altruistic people. They don't really sue a lot of people. And so I think it took my parents a long time to get to the point where they actually were supportive of what I was going to do. And when they finally got to that place, I can still remember being on the phone with both of them.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And we were all very emotional. And they finally said that they wanted me to do what I felt I needed to do. And that was a big turning point for me because no matter how old you get, you still want the blessing of your parents. So that was number one.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Fox took away the career that I had killed myself for. I knew I hadn't done anything wrong. When I did what I did in 2016, you know, the number one thing my lawyer said to me is, they're gonna kill you. They will do everything in their power to malign you, to call you a liar, to dig up everything in their past life, you know, and make it all a negative. That all happened.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Number two, as I said earlier, looking in the eyes of my children, if we couldn't accomplish just to make this better for my generation, then what about my kids? If I don't do this, then they're going to still be going through this. And I didn't tell them until the night before because it had to be so secretive. I couldn't get out what I was doing.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
I couldn't give them the upper advantage of knowing what I was going to be doing.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Yeah, tons. I was carrying for every other woman that worked at Fox. That was just the starting point. But I remember I was fired on June 23rd. I didn't file my lawsuit until July 6th. So it was a good two weeks. of sitting, knowing that I had to sort of put on this game, even to my own staff. I just said I was going on an extended vacation because it was over the 4th of July holiday.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
You know, it happened to be my 50th birthday right around that time, which was a wonderful birthday present. Hi, you're fired. So I had some reasonable excuses about why I might not be around for a while, but I had to keep it from all of my friends. So on the night I finally told my children, my son,
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
the first thing he said was he looked at me and he goes, mommy, he goes, what's going to happen to Tara, our babysitter? And I was like, okay, that's a genuine concern, but what about mommy? Right. But this wonderful babysitter had lived with us for 12 years, thankfully doing a wonderful job taking care of my children because I was getting up in the middle of the night to go to work.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And it was a genuine concern that he had because he didn't want to lose this other support system. And I said, don't worry, she's going to be fine and mommy will be fine too and you will be fine. And the other thing was we were planning on going on a trip to California at the time, again, not expecting that I was going to get fired, not expecting that I was going to be filing this lawsuit.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
So I told my husband, You should still take them. And I will be here by myself and endure this all by myself. So in a way, it was wonderful because my children were not there to witness all the reporters chasing me down and camping out outside my house for days. But the flip side of that was that I was by myself. But in my life, I've been by myself for a lot of monumental decisions.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
It's just the way that it's worked out. And so I've been taught how to dig really deep. So it was bad being by myself, but at the same time, I've been there before. And so I knew how to handle that situation.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Yeah, well, thank you for asking that because actually this is a really important lesson for people if they're ever going to go through something tough in their life and you find out who your friends are. I mean, that's the first thing. It's almost like when somebody dies and people don't know what to say and so they say nothing. They don't reach out to people.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
That happened to me with this in a big way. People who live on my street have never acknowledged that this happened to me, some people. I had a woman come up to me two years later and say, you know, I was going to send you some sort of an email when this happened, but I just figured you were too busy. And I was like, what? I was sitting here in a pool of emotion.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And so then she did send me this wonderful email after the fact. And I said, thank you so much for sending me, even though it's two years later, because it means so much to me. And so my lesson to people is if you know somebody who's going through a really tough time and you don't feel comfortable reaching out, reach out.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
What happened immediately after I filed the lawsuit was that I started hearing from women all across the world. And they all had the same eerie, similar story, which was, I did what you did, I came forward, I was fired, and I've never worked in my chosen profession ever again, and I was silenced. And I was like, holy crap.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
because they will appreciate it so much because they are so by themselves, which by the way is what companies and people who are doing bad things to people, they want you to feel like you're by yourself because then maybe you don't come forward because it's such a lonely feeling. They want you to suffer.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
So the more that people can reach out to you and let you know that you're not alone, it's really important. For me personally, I had a very close knit group of friends who I went to have dinner at their house that night so that I wouldn't be by myself. Actually, my minister at the time said, sent me some Bible verses.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
It was just whatever way in which you can pick up somebody, I think it's really important for people to know that, that they can be very helpful to others. I didn't sleep at all because my phone was ringing off the hook all night. My home phone, reporters were trying to find me, wanting to get comment. The next day, I didn't know what to do with myself.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
So I actually drove to one of my lawyer's houses and stayed there with them all day just for comfort. But the way in which my case immediately got world attention, was nothing that we ever expected. We knew it would have attention, but we didn't know it would be that much. But the biggest thing was we didn't know that Fox would announce that they were going to start an investigation.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
That was huge news because we just assumed that they would deny everything and call me a horrible person. I mean, that happened, but they also said that they were going to start an investigation. And so it immediately sort of took this interesting turn where I was thinking, wow, like maybe I'm not going to spend the rest of my life crying my eyes out, right?
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
Maybe this is going to turn into something good. And so it was like almost from the beginning, an unexpected thing happened. And then it just morphed into more unexpected. And my alleged perpetrator was fired within two weeks. It was unbelievable.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
If anyone has ever listened to Garrison Keillor or read his books, Lake Wobegon is my hometown. It's Anoka, Minnesota. It's a suburb of Minneapolis. At the time, like 14,000 people, not a big town at all.
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
And so I rolled up my sleeves, I got to work, because I was like, we have to change the laws. The laws I helped pass are the two biggest labor law changes in the last 100 years. And what they do is...
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Gretchen Carlson: The Journalist Who Defied Fox News and Exposed Workplace Abuse | E110
It was an idyllic upbringing with the Protestant work ethic, which was my mom said to me every day, you can be whatever you want to be in this world, but you're going to have to work incredibly hard. And so I believed her. I grew up thinking, I'll be president of the United States. Why not? And that was so important. I found out later in life that lots of kids are not told that.
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It was like maybe when you were two years old and you got in trouble for putting your hand in the cookie jar. You know, it's like, oh, you didn't thank your parents enough for raising you. I think that this was staged.