Darren Mack

I did everything I could so that that day wouldn't happen.

Shooting. at the judiciary is not the proper form of political redress.

And also, I want one other thing I'd like to tell you.

And I really appreciate your honor's integrity. I have much at stake. It's been a pleasure to have somebody who really takes their job seriously.

Darren alleges his attorneys were just in it for the money. It was money until they got the money, and then it was take the deal because you have no hope.

It's time to take a stand. We're not going to take this anymore. Where do we draw the line?

That I've been that manipulated and gotten to a place where I actually, they got me to say what I said was so upsetting and horrifying. It was like a psychological rape. I mean, I have a whole new compassion for women who are raped. It's not just the sex that's taken from them. It's their will. And that is like one of the most horrifying things to have your will taken from you.

Yes, I did. You did? Yeah. I didn't say it in those words, but I said I wasn't getting much sleep. You never told your lawyers you were heat exhausted, did you? I did not. You never told your lawyers you were dehydrated? I told them I was very thirsty.

What happened was, is after she was trying to kill me, we both went to the ground. She then got stabbed. And you got to understand the state of mind that she's just pulled the trigger on me once. We're in a fight for her life. She's trying to pull the trigger again. I just stabbed her and it was an instinct. I came up, she still had the gun in her hand. I put my knee on her head. That's the truth.

I didn't want to never choreograph the whole damn day.

But the thing you don't, a lot of people don't recognize is I lost a wife too. And even though that this happened... I still love Charla, I just couldn't live with her and I was afraid of her. I don't even know, there's no words. I just wish that that day had never occurred.

I loved her as deeply as a man can love a woman. And when it wasn't that way, it was as painful as anything I've ever experienced. Mr. Mack, I'll remind you that you're still on the road, okay? He will tell a jury as he told TruTV. I went to even the battered woman's thing to get a temporary restraining order.

I even at one point called my friend. I went and got his bulletproof vest and started wearing that any time I was forced to meet with Charla alone.

Charla needs some money immediately. I don't have any money.

That is the family court system, my experience of it under Judge Weller. It reminds me much more about what I've studied in school about Nazi Germany.

Charla, do some poses.