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Clark Fredericks

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872 total appearances

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Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

You don't go around, like, you know, you hear this, you know, there's a There's a couple loudmouth dudes on YouTube who spout off about their prison life. That's not how it was for me at least. Maybe California is so different. Yeah. I had sent – I had my article from the front page of our local paper, Frederick's Murders, Boy Scout Leader, and whatever. I had sent that to myself online.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

You don't go around, like, you know, you hear this, you know, there's a There's a couple loudmouth dudes on YouTube who spout off about their prison life. That's not how it was for me at least. Maybe California is so different. Yeah. I had sent – I had my article from the front page of our local paper, Frederick's Murders, Boy Scout Leader, and whatever. I had sent that to myself online.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

To prison, when I left the county jail, I gave it to somebody. I'm like, send this envelope to me, wait a day or two, and then mail it to me. And you got to go to this place, a central receiving part of the prison to get classified. They got to find out if you got diseases, if you got AIDS, if you got gang affiliations. They got to figure out what prison best suits you.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

To prison, when I left the county jail, I gave it to somebody. I'm like, send this envelope to me, wait a day or two, and then mail it to me. And you got to go to this place, a central receiving part of the prison to get classified. They got to find out if you got diseases, if you got AIDS, if you got gang affiliations. They got to figure out what prison best suits you.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

So I had that and you can send yourself mail there. So I had this envelope sent to me there, which I got while I was there. So I didn't have like... People weren't asking me for paperwork. I got this one bunkie in prison though. He's a young blood. Off the hook, like just... He was a live wire and he came into my cell and he's like, the only 50 year old white men in prison are pedophiles.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

So I had that and you can send yourself mail there. So I had this envelope sent to me there, which I got while I was there. So I didn't have like... People weren't asking me for paperwork. I got this one bunkie in prison though. He's a young blood. Off the hook, like just... He was a live wire and he came into my cell and he's like, the only 50 year old white men in prison are pedophiles.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

If you're a fucking pedophile, I'm going to fucking beat you to death right now. It's like I'm the complete opposite of a pedophile. He goes, yeah, that's what they all say. And I reached under my thing and I took out my said, there you go, bro. You know, my my article from the newspaper is like, oh, cool, bro. He's like, cool. So and like so nobody asked me for paperwork.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

If you're a fucking pedophile, I'm going to fucking beat you to death right now. It's like I'm the complete opposite of a pedophile. He goes, yeah, that's what they all say. And I reached under my thing and I took out my said, there you go, bro. You know, my my article from the newspaper is like, oh, cool, bro. He's like, cool. So and like so nobody asked me for paperwork.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

This other dude, he made hooch on our tier. And he made a thing of hooch and he goes, Clark, you can have all the hooch you want for what you did. I was like, nah, I'm good, man.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

This other dude, he made hooch on our tier. And he made a thing of hooch and he goes, Clark, you can have all the hooch you want for what you did. I was like, nah, I'm good, man.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

Oh, absolutely.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

Oh, absolutely.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

Well, it's not like in prison, you can't go around like showing your cards, like showing your weakness. You can't go like... In that group therapy class, we all had to take a vow amongst each other that nothing left that class. We could openly talk in this class. We could cry. We could hug. We can't mention a thing outside of these walls. So we could get killed. Yeah.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

Well, it's not like in prison, you can't go around like showing your cards, like showing your weakness. You can't go like... In that group therapy class, we all had to take a vow amongst each other that nothing left that class. We could openly talk in this class. We could cry. We could hug. We can't mention a thing outside of these walls. So we could get killed. Yeah.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

And the therapist was like, you're instantly booted out of here if anybody brings up anything that's mentioned in this classroom. And, you know, so we had to trust each other for that. And, you know, guys would share, you know, their horror stories in there. And that was the only environment. When I was in the county jail, dude after dude came up to me, you know, because like.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

And the therapist was like, you're instantly booted out of here if anybody brings up anything that's mentioned in this classroom. And, you know, so we had to trust each other for that. And, you know, guys would share, you know, their horror stories in there. And that was the only environment. When I was in the county jail, dude after dude came up to me, you know, because like.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

I got like three different papers sent to me, but other guys, you know, say another four to six would get newspapers. So there's always newspapers on the tier and they would see, you know, my molestation is splashed all over the front page along with murder and guys would come up and sit down next to me. I'm here for the same thing. I'm here because I was molested as a kid.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

I got like three different papers sent to me, but other guys, you know, say another four to six would get newspapers. So there's always newspapers on the tier and they would see, you know, my molestation is splashed all over the front page along with murder and guys would come up and sit down next to me. I'm here for the same thing. I'm here because I was molested as a kid.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

I became a heroin addict and started stealing and started thieving. And then another guy would come up. But guys in prison didn't come up to me and share that. In jail they did, but not in prison. Just in that group class we did.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

I became a heroin addict and started stealing and started thieving. And then another guy would come up. But guys in prison didn't come up to me and share that. In jail they did, but not in prison. Just in that group class we did.