Chappell Roan
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
That's so true. And all the hot guys at my school. I don't know. I don't really know any hot guys at my school. I don't think I grew up with hot guys. There was no one that I was really attracted to.
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I look scary, but like I love looking like kind of crazy and scary. But I love that. I mean, the Lollapalooza one was so fucking awesome because I got to wear tennis shoes.
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That is what's awesome about being a songwriter. My breakup, when I wrote like my kink is karma vibes, was the worst thing that's ever happened. Like genuinely, I don't think it could have been worse but I got to like fuel an entire video and a song and a look a character just based off of horrible week of my life.
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When I do the festivals and I look in the camera and I say, I dedicate this, whatever, la la la, I am actually thinking about them or whoever I'm dedicating, but I do think about it. And I'm like, at Lollapalooza, I was like, fuck you so hard for talking about you dating me. Like, how could you talk about Why are you bragging that you dated me? You broke up with me. That's the craziest part.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
gov ball when you literally like were all green okay i don't think people know this i had to spread my cheeks you're lying to me no i just spread my cheeks and get sprayed with green and like it didn't come off the way i got that off was i took three baths not soap dish soap
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
When I'm at work, Chapel. But, like, none of my friends, like, call me Chapel. Okay.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
No. I always hated the Jonas Brothers. But here's the thing. Joe's so fucking nice to me now. I've grown up to love them. Yeah, yeah, yeah. When I was young, I was like you. I was like, I don't care about the boys. I just want Hannah. Hannah. And when they came out, I was like, oh, fucking God. Shut up. I was nine.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
And I literally said, when they came out, I was like, oh, my fucking God, I don't care. I believed in God at that time.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
And all of this to say, I love the Joes. When I was nine, I think it was just the lesbian in me that just had no interest in... seeing them as an idol as a child, but now I'm like work.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
This is the part when I break free. Cause I don't want a day in my life. Go-to song when you need a good cry. All along it was a fever. Cold sweat, hot-headed believer. Stay by Rihanna, which I auditioned to with the... Yeah, I auditioned with it for The Voice. I didn't make it on the show, obviously. Thank God.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
I literally poured a dish soap in and scrubbed, rubbed my whole body with coconut oil, jumped in, scrubbed with a literal like kitchen sponge and every, all of it came off except there was a green tint to my skin so I literally looked moldy for four days.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
My favorite song of all time. When you see me in the club, you better think about, or you better think about us.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
I'm going to scream and shout with Britney Spears.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
hate karaoke moving on i because i don't want to try yeah i don't i don't like feeling like i have to try to sing well if i'm not doing it for work because then it feels like a like look at me i love karaoke is for people who never get to sing yes to sing and then we sing your songs and i'm like like i hate singing it but i did i don't know one time i pretended i put in like
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
I was at a seafood boil in the middle of Apalachicola, Florida. We were an off day on tour and we went to this seafood place and there was just a dad playing guitar. And it was like, does anybody out there want to sing a song? Does anybody want to sing a duet with me? And my whole touring crew was like, go, go, go. And I was like, please stop, please stop. And then I was like, fine, I will.
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And he was like, come on up. What's your name? And I think I was like, Madeline, and he's like, Madeline, what do you want to sing? Here are my lists. And I look down and I see Shallow. And I was like, Shallow? And he was like, really? You want to do Shallow? And I was like, mm-hmm. And like, I did it and I went, I'm on the deep end, like up there. It was all old people and families.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
It was literally, like, old people and then, like, moms with four kids who were, like, tired. And, like, people just, like, turned around. Because I was ripping it. And afterwards, like, I just sat down. Literally, old people just started standing up. And they were like, you have to try out for American Idol. You have to try out. And I was like, oh, my God, stop. I'm not that good. No.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
And then I went to Orlando and opened for Olivia Rodrigo the next day.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
I think people are scared of me. Really? I think I made a big enough deal about not talking to me that people do not talk to me. That's I think the truth of it all. And I've been with people like friends who are like artists and they're like, when they're with me, they're like, it's a force field around us. People don't come up to me if I'm with you. And I think I'm just like,
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
Damn, baby, you say it too. You say, don't touch me. Don't touch me. Don't look at me. Don't talk to me. I don't know who you are. And they won't come out to bother you. What a concept.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
And I'm not just by one person, by like three. Three or four. Do you love it that you said it? It hurts that I have to... It hurts. I know it really hurts people because they take it really... They feel like it's me disrespecting them, that I owe it to them, and that how dare I call it abuse. Or complaining about success. I get that a lot. But I'm not complaining about success.
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I'm just complaining about creepy behavior. Yeah. I love admiration. Everyone loves admiration. I just don't want you to interrupt me when I'm having a fight with my girlfriend. Don't fucking be like, can I get a photo? When I'm crying, talking to my girlfriend, that's fucking crazy.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
I was like scrubbing my like bikini lines and like my pubes are pulling out from at all. I don't have, I'm not even like lasered or anything.
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You know, it's like I can't. Of course, of course, it's going to take a second to.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
for people to like really look at themselves and like i have to have grace for that like i didn't how would i know any better if i already see hannah montana i would have to tell her that i i love her music so much and that like she means a lot to me but in reality it's like no i don't because that's not hannah right there that's not hannah that's destiny oh cyrus cyrus
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I've never gone to the Abbey because apparently, well... Because you get your phone stolen. Wait, what? It's crazy. I have had three friends whose phone got stolen.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
Okay, well, obviously when I went, the night was fucking awesome because I was like... It's like, it was amazing. And I just couldn't stop dancing. And I was obsessed with the go-go dancers. And the music was so loud and everyone was so hot and making out. And I had never seen anything like it. And I wanted to be like a go-go dancer, exotic dancer after that. And so I was like looking into it.
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And I just was like, I felt like, like really embarrassed if someone from like a record label were to see me dancing, I would just feel really embarrassed because I don't know, like I just felt really self-conscious. And so instead I wrote a song about me being the dancer. So that's what Pink Pony is about. It's like me being the dancer at the Abbey and like, I'm scared to go to the Abbey.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
I get really uncomfortable, but I am the bitch that makes all the dance floors. I just like, I'm like a hypocrite when it comes to PDA. I'm like, what the fuck? And then I will like be drunk making out. I've done it with so many different people. It's fun though. It's so fun. If I'm fucked up, like I don't care. But I don't really drink anymore. So when I see people making out, I just laugh.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
In WeHo, it's like at brunch. It's not even a dance floor.
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Sometimes I love having an outfit, but usually not with glam like this. Like I'm not wearing a lash or, you know, anything like that or nails really. But I'm not in a lot of color. That's the thing. Like I'm in a lot of blacks and a lot of like taupes and whites and creams, like nothing. Yeah.
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One night. One night I thought my bus driver of the tour bus driver was going to leave without us. I was going to just drive away. And I called my tour manager, and I was like, hey, something's going on. The bus driver's being kind of weird. And I think he's really mad. He's just stomping around. And I thought he was leaving. It looked like he was driving away, but then he backed up.
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I think he's really pissed off at us, and I think we should get on the bus. She thought I was kidding. And so she was like, oh, yeah, he's going crazy. I heard he I heard he hit someone. And then that, you know, we don't worry about it. Like the cops are on the way. And I was like. Holy fuck. And then I got up, I got on the bus, bus driver was nowhere to be found.
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And I was like, everybody on the bus, get your cat, get your passports and let's get off. Come on. It's literally like the sound team. Like I'm about to start crying. Everyone's drunk. Like, it's so bad. It's like after a show. It's the night before we go to Coachella. And I'm like, the cops are coming. Everyone get it. Get out. Get out. The cops are coming. Get your passports.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
Get something that's important to you and get off the bus. I didn't know my tour manager was kidding. And so then I like, I was so fucked up and I was just crying. I was like, something's really wrong.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
And my tour manager was like, I was kidding. And I was like, then what's going on? Like, then what's even going on? But the bus driver's being weird. What do we do? And she's like, I literally don't... Like, no one knew what to do. And I was like, I'm just confused. We have to make it to Coachella. We have to...
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
this poor man like walks out of peeing and he's like why is everyone acting weird that is what fucking happened he's holding your cats and your passports and you're like he's gonna attack that's literally what happened he's like i'm not gonna attack anything nothing's wrong guys and i was just so drunk i was like he's on a rampage everyone get off the bus
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
really sorry sir we love you drive dude alcohol can do some weird fucking shit i don't drink anymore i shouldn't i the only time i drink actually the only time i drink is my birthday night i had my birthday we how did you celebrate i went to jumbo's clown room how was that no oh tell me everything it's a strip club but it's not like a it's very gay it's like a lot of lesbian vibes
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They gave me a lap dance and it was fun. Usually those things really make me uncomfortable, but I was drunk so I didn't care. And yeah, I rented the whole place out. It was a dream birthday. It was a dream come true. And those girls fucking know how to work a pole. The pole does not spin. Like, it's not... They do it. Like, it's real.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
Obviously, I've come into being more Comfortable with saying I'm queer, with dating women. But I don't know, something like fucked up my sexuality. I think like my nervous system is so fried that I can't even feel like flirtatious. Like it's just too intense to even like be sexual at all. I'm just too sensitive.
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Yeah, sometimes. But I'm in like, I wear a lot of skirts. I'm very modest when it comes to my day to day. And I think it's just because one, I feel like I'm in LA and I can dress like more masculine and not get like dirty looks. But I feel like in other parts of the country, it's like I just dress more feminine, so I don't want to deal with it.
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No, I do. I want to be because I think that was a part of myself that was fun. I feel like that part of me exists on stage but off stage it's like it's this kind of I kind of reverted back to a very shameful part of myself and how I relate to sex. Just because it's like, when there's so much of you in the world that is exposed,
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then like being sexual with someone is so vulnerable because the rest of your life is so vulnerable that it's like, it almost is too, I want to save something. Like, I just don't want to be that vulnerable with so many fucking people.
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Because I can no longer... Yes, sexuality has like... It's just different now. And like... But... Thank you. Thank you.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
blend in for you all i don't want to but i don't have the time of day yeah fuck off i used to dress fucking crazy though before like all of this happened and i had energy and like light in my eyes i would literally just wear my thong out mini skirt bottom ass cheeks out nipples see-through in this fucking trash i i dress like really, really bimbo-y.
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And like I had, I wore like silicone, like breast, like boob inserts to make my boobs come up to my fucking, like up to my clavicle or whatever. And so I just like lost my shine. Why? Cause it became my job. And then I was like, I'm fucking tired. And glam takes, I mean, at that time I wasn't like,
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I was just in my room high as fuck doing my makeup on TikTok live for three hours every night and then I would go out in like this like insane drag makeup and like all these thrifted like 70s disco always in fucking heels just a maximalist and that was so amazing and then it just got to be like there was no separation. Like I would be out as Kaylee in that. And then I would be on stage as that.
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No, like three plus times, it's not casual. Yeah, three plus. Two times is like fine, what the fuck ever. Like a Friday and like a booty call on like a Tuesday, fine.
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Yeah. Yes, because I've been in the past desperate for companionship, so I will go along with what they want.
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And will give up, like, basically my values and... Yeah, I would just throw away my personality. Because I don't want to be lonely. And then I get mad at them for being like, this is casual, whatever. And I'm like, but I threw away my entire personality for this. I gave up my weekends for this. You know what I mean? And that's why I'm bitter about it.
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But honestly, yeah, it's like... Next question. No.
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And it's never worth it. Never. And the thing is, like all the people that I threw my entire life away, my self-respect, like I disregarded all my friends. I disregarded all like my gut feelings. I disregarded. You know what? It never fucking works out. It never works out. Anyone you have to throw anything away for, it never works out. Or you get married and then you get divorced.
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And you think that'll get better when you get married, but it never does. It only gets worse.
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no i'm hard i'm hard what oh wait yes oh my god yeah i dated someone for a year because my friend set me up bad or good decision i mean the whole thing was casual but we dated for a year that's why i'm saying all this stupid shit
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It's serious. I'm very in love. But I am pro-single. Everyone should be single. I'm serious. Be single. Stop dating. Be single. Have a great time alone. Find out for yourself if you can 100% be okay alone before you date. That's what I found out. I had a great time when I was single. And I know that I will be okay. And now I have an awesome time that I'm with someone. Like, how did you meet?
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And then there was like no separation. It just got, I would look at myself in the mirror and be like, what's the difference between chapel and like,
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I haven't dated someone since this all really, really blew up. I'm dating the same person that I was dating before it blew up. I'm not sure how I would date now. I think it would actually be a nightmare. I think I would be so fucking single right now. Because you're terrified about their intentions. I'm scared. I don't trust anyone.
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I just think in my head, I'm like, any new person that I am texting, I'm like, I'm assuming they will screenshot this and, like, send it to someone else.
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How would you describe your type? I really don't have one. I know everyone said that, but... Like... I don't know. I love, I just love, as far as, like, looks and stuff, I don't, like, really have a type, but I love art girls, like, weird art girls, girls who love to read and love to, like, who are, like, very niche girls.
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So really it's like I'm an all day, all night person until I take my pills.
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I probably like a girl that collects things and is okay with an exotic pet, owned a hamster one time and would own one again, or doesn't give a fuck about their car, will pick up a worm, is not scared of bugs and snakes. Yeah. Can get down watching a foreign film. Would be okay like having zero plan. So like have you ever taken the Enneagram test?
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okay good to know what is the boldest thing you've ever done to shoot your shot with someone send a nude i guess i don't know just like we'll be talking like regular and i'll be like that was one time um another time oh this was so fucked this was so fucking stupid I do not think I'm actually not proud of this. Ex-boyfriends at the club. I'm at the club. I see him hitting on this girl.
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And I'm like, why the fuck is he doing this in front of me? This is evil. Like we're both single at this point. So whatever. He goes to the bathroom. I go up to this girl and I'm like, I think you're so pretty. And then I steal her. And then at the end of the night, we were just making out and he's just standing there. That's weaponizing gay. No. Actually. No.
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triple that is that's called being evil and it's like i was so fucked up i was on multiple drugs so was that girl he i don't even know what he's on like and that girl like her name was something crazy
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I don't... What the fuck? Something happened to me. Jesus. Bad breath. Chewing with their mouth open is cray-cray. People who are... Who, like, don't tip...
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I don't like when they talk about their exes badly or the women in their family badly. I don't date men anymore, but that was like a common thing. Isn't it crazy? It was like talking shit about their mom, about their sister. Yeah, dude. It's like I'm sensitive to smells. So... But I'm thinking about immediate deal breakers. I don't know, dude. Like, I think their music taste says a lot.
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What would turn you off? Like, if someone doesn't like Beyonce, I'm like, that says a lot more than what I need.
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Well, I was just, God, I'm so annoyed with literally just the boys where I grew up, just literally talking about having sex with these girls and how the girls loved it so much. And I think about me and how performative I was and how actually like, When I started having sex with women, I didn't really even know what to do because I was so used to performing, like, everything.
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Just, like, so performative. And... And I think about hooking up with women compared to men and, like, how much women give... to their partner instead of like with men I just obviously I was dating some not awesome people but what the common denominator was like they could not get it through their head like what they're doing like
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wasn't right and even if i was being like i don't think that feels good they were still doing it but at that point it's on me it's like bitch just break up what is wrong with you but the fact that i have dated so many guys who do it wrong and don't really they haven't figured out that they need to do better that they need to give more the giver what i'm saying in the song is these country boys are not going to give you what you need
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if you want to have an orgasm which a lot of ladies don't apparently no no i didn't i didn't care about it my whole life obviously until i met women and so it was like such a like holy fuck i'm gonna write the giver about showing that actually sex should be a giving experience.
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And it's, of course we love the kinky girls, of course we love the doms, we love the subs, like love, but there's still a giving whatever. So I wrote The Giver about that, just about like, I think specifically in femme relationships, it's such an understanding that it is so a giving give, you know? It's mutual. It's yeah. And I just feel like when I was with men, it wasn't mutual.
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I'm like, how did you date me for four years and you weren't concerned that I did an orgasm? Not once. Again, it's on me. Like, boo-boo, you decided to stay in that relationship. But it's like, if I could not get my girlfriend there, I would do everything. I would do anything, however long. I don't care. I would do anything. Why did they not do anything? Why didn't they want to do anything?
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Why didn't they want to do everything for me? We just start crying. I do everything for my girlfriend, you know?
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this is i gotta go yeah then it is kind of on you when i started hooking up with women i realized how easy it is actually thank you i realized how easy it is to eat a girl out and how this whole time i thought it was your neck hurts so bad oh it's like hard my jaw hurts you know what's hard sucking dick
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And I'm like, what the fuck, bitch? You've been here for almost 10 years. Like, what are you talking about? It's never been under $4. I am one of the bitches that are like, well, we got here at the right time. We got at this restaurant right at the right time. Look at the line. I don't even care. Like, as if I've ever given a fuck. But I still say it. I'm like, stop.
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eating a girl out you can lay down it's it's actually i was fooled i was foolish to think that of course it wasn't as hard as what i was doing for them of course it wasn't that's why i would never do anal because i was like then let me peg you they would be like, no way. Why not? We just try. Let me peg you. And then we can, maybe we'll try.
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That's one thing that we both have. We both have that type. We both have that hole. Figure it out. But when I started hooking up with women, I was like, fuck you guys. This is one thing.
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enjoyable first of all finally second of all way way easier it's actually fucking crazy it's actually fucking crazy so what you can't find the clip work harder it may take 10 minutes longer that's fine i was always confused why my boyfriends didn't want to go down like
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sometimes you can get crazy but really it's only one one type of motion vulvas are so different so intricate that it's hard it's harder it's harder to find a clitoris and do exactly what a someone with a clitoris likes than sucking a dick that's completely fair because it's like you have to also stay at the certain pace if they're gonna like it's a yeah like it's it is a lot more complicated but like
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I am just confused why like... I'm just confused. You know what? I'm confused by myself for staying and settling.
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PDA or keep it private? Don't fucking do that. Don't. Actually, legit, don't. I just got like really stressed out. FaceTimes or phone calls?
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I get called out for saying roof instead of roof. But I was like, Cement is how most people say it, but I was raised cement. Like semen, but cement. Yeah, cement. Ooh. And I say insurance, like different. So there's like those things, but also it's like, I don't know. I wish it was more acceptable to like be barefoot. I wish that like, like, I don't know.
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uh god both are awesome but i probably high sex now yeah agree wand or rabbit i do not fuck with rabbits i don't fuck with like a lot of them honestly what is your favorite I guess wand. Or like the little, the rose thing, but it's not the rose.
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Work. That is like what is also so different about... For me, it's like, for some reason, a lot of men that I've been with have been really uncomfortable with me using toys. But like, I think it's like a given with a lot of like gay sex. So it's kind of awesome that that's not even like an issue.
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Just that it feels like puberty. It's like everything is going to change and everything is going to hurt and everything is going to be uncomfortable now. And that there is a way to make life bearable again. And just like... Katy Perry literally was so straight up. She was like, just don't read the comments. Good night.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
And she like, when she came up to me at Brat, at Sweat Tour, she's like, just don't, don't read the comments, honey. Bye bye. It's just like hopped off. And I was like, actually, yeah. Like, why am I doing this to myself? And she is so like, these women have fucking done it. Like, and are still doing it. And the way they're still doing it is by ultimate protection.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
and another i mean the best piece of advice was spend more than you're comfortable with on security that's the thing you don't realize you don't realize how many people are watching you when you don't realize they are like Everyone wants, some people want me dead. Like it's crazy. People know everything about me. People know my flight numbers. People know everything. That was the crazy part.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
It happened literally overnight. Like I landed, like everything was normal. Did GovBall. It was fine. I was walking around New York. I was getting stopped, you know, like, oh my God, I love you, la la. And I was like, oh, thank you, hee hee hee.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
then i do fallon fly back the next day from fallon land at the airport there is someone waiting for me at my gate and this has never happened before and i was like oh what i was like how did you get in here and like they had like my album and stuff and they had bought a ticket to get through tsa just to get to my gate and then like When I got to baggage claim, there were five people waiting.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
So literally overnight. And then it happened so much after that. And stuff has been happening like that since.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
I get why it's addictive though. It's addictive to walk in and know that everyone's looking at you. And that everyone's saying... That's addictive. Fame is so addictive. I get it. I get why people want this forever.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
I guess that's like more country, but I'll eat food off the ground.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
Well, that's why I do stuff like this because it's fun. Doing stuff that's soul-sucking is actually where I lose myself. So if I'm like, I can do my job, but as long as it's fun, then I feel like I haven't lost myself.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
But what feels like I'm too in it is when I start caring about numbers, when I start caring about charts, when I start caring about checks, when I start caring about like, well, what is she doing? Oh, she's doing that much touring? Okay, let's add some more. It's like,
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I like... My car is so fucked up. What kind of car do you drive? Well, a beater. It's not a beater. That's actually really dramatic. It's my mom's old car. But it's just like, I'm not going to fix it. Like, I'm just not going to fix it. Wait, you drive your mom's old car? I've never bought my own car. Why not? I'm kind of embarrassed of cars in general.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
That's when I'm not in reality anymore because like actually the only thing that matters is like I go out on stage and like make like me smile and then some other people smile and then I get off stage and pay my rent and that's it.
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Chappell Roan: Are People Scared Of Me?
I mean the VMAs were so awesome. I had a great time. I had a great time at the Grammys. Like, I think I'm real, what I'm really, what I'm actually most proud of myself for is like, dang, I didn't, I didn't bend at the knee. I did not kiss the ring. That's actually what I think I'm the most proud. I did not do like, I did not jump through the hoops that I
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was told I had to to get a fucking Grammy or like I did not have to kiss the ring of what whoever like I just you either like me as I am or don't invite me to a party or don't invite me to an award show or don't expect me to like I don't know I I'm very I'm most proud of myself for doing what makes me feel like a good person over what is the most, how can I get the most money, you know?
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I just want to feel like a good person. I don't care about anything else in this world. That's my deepest fear of all time. In my heart of hearts, my deepest fear is feeling a bad person and doing everything I can to be a good person and then still realizing I'm actually bad. But that's some Christian guilt there.
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I will say that. And girl, you know I'm going to be coming out with looks for the festivals.
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Well, I'm styled by Genesis Webb, but I'm wearing Tom Brown and some of this is archival, which is amazing, but it's like a little... white and red striped outfit vibe. All of it's Tom Brown. It's just the best. He's the best.
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If someone has a really nice car, I'm like, it's too much. Too much. Too much. And also, I know I'm going to fuck it up.
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I couldn't afford it. Yeah, yeah. It's like I couldn't. I've never been a bitch with a car. I just don't think it means anything. But to me, I guess it does because I'm always like...
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You know who the only person I know who had it? Who? Who signed up for it. I'm not even kidding. Because you could sign up for it in like 2019, 2020. My ex-boyfriend is the only person I've ever known. And you know what? He has hentai tattoos. White, white, white boy. Hentai tattoos of just girls tied up. He has... I actually probably shouldn't say everything.
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Actually, he probably... But that's like the vibe. I'm like... His vibe.
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I'm just like... I don't know anyone who I'd hang out with that has a Cybertruck.
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When I was a nanny, the family had the nanny car was a Porsche Cayenne. So I've actually driven that before.
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Yeah, I am. They're really awesome. We have such different lives. They are, a lot of them are married with children and like they have their own houses and like And to me, I'm like, I don't know when that's gonna happen for me. Like, I don't know when that is realistic, if ever. So- Do you want that? Like get married and- Yeah. I don't know.
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I like, part of me is like, is it even gonna be legal to marry like my wife one day, you know? I don't know. So, but kids, all of my friends who have kids are in hell. I don't know anyone. I actually don't know anyone who's happy and has children at this age. I have a one-year-old, three-year-old, four and under, five and under.
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I literally have not met anyone who's happy, anyone who has light in their eyes, anyone who has slept. These are not looking too good. I'm like, why did my parents do that? I'm the oldest of four.
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Yeah, like, they're just like, they're mothers. Like, they're fucking busy and they have jobs and lives. Yeah.
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i am i am just their friend you know what i mean like they are so sweet and so supportive and come out to shows and like they have to get fucking babysitters to come to my shows like i don't ever expect like when i go home i love reminiscing about like destroying public property with them and like doing some illegal shit and like literally hating the same bitches for 15 years.
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I wore one for Bonnaroo that was club kid themed and it was latex, medical latex, sexy, kinky girl. And it is kind of like disturbing in a way, but I felt so awesome.
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Like we just can't get over stuff. We can't get, I will never get over.
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That's the thing. I still hate those bitches from high school. There was one girl. Who said. I like. Whatever. Beat her in the fucking talent show. Like whatever. Who cares. Like I won. And she was like. You did so good. Like I can't wait till your voice fully matures. Like I can't wait to actually hear it. Whenever you get like some lessons. And some maturity in your voice. And I was like.
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We're the same age. And to like. I will show you. And I think I did, but also I'm trying to think there's so many things. Oh, here's one like hot to go was there was a line in hot to go. I will never forget this. I was standing in line at lunch and there were two girls in front of me, like a few people up in front of me and they couldn't, they didn't know I was standing back there, but they were
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like talking about me and they were like, oh, do you know who's dating, we'll say, What's the, what's the Western, Mr. John. Okay. Carolyn. Johnny Carolyn. Let's say that's the boy's name. Okay. Johnny Carolyn. Do you know who's dating Johnny Carolyn? They're like, oh no, no, no. Who? Oh, it's Kaylee Amstutz. Well, who is she? Oh, you know, she's like, she's not hot, but she's pretty.
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She's like, she's like pretty, but she's not like hot. And so when I wrote hot to go, that's why I'm like, Call me hot, not pretty. Because, like, that was so ingrained in my heart of, like, I want to be the hot girl. I want to be the hot girl. I don't want to be called pretty. You know? But I wasn't hot in high school.