Casey

And he said like, I always want you to hug me and kiss me, touch me, whatever, as long as you're here. And I did say like, okay, but my mind's not going to change as far as like wanting kids in the future. And that's a non-negotiable for you. And he said, yeah. So that's kind of where we left it. And like he said, he's okay with us being intimate until I go.

I just don't, I don't know if he fully understands. There's no chance of ever getting back together. And I don't know if I'm making a bad decision on his or being like rude or inconsiderate to him by still doing those things while knowing it's not going to go forward.

I just don't, I don't know if he fully understands. There's no chance of ever getting back together. And I don't know if I'm making a bad decision on his or being like rude or inconsiderate to him by still doing those things while knowing it's not going to go forward.

I just don't, I don't know if he fully understands. There's no chance of ever getting back together. And I don't know if I'm making a bad decision on his or being like rude or inconsiderate to him by still doing those things while knowing it's not going to go forward.

That's, I think it's the kids thing. It's like a super new feeling for me. I was always kind of on the page of love. I don't see myself being a mom ever. And then my brother and sister-in-law had a kid and, we had a FaceTime call over Christmas and I was looking at her face on FaceTime, the baby. And I was like, well, I think she'll keep it.

That's, I think it's the kids thing. It's like a super new feeling for me. I was always kind of on the page of love. I don't see myself being a mom ever. And then my brother and sister-in-law had a kid and, we had a FaceTime call over Christmas and I was looking at her face on FaceTime, the baby. And I was like, well, I think she'll keep it.

That's, I think it's the kids thing. It's like a super new feeling for me. I was always kind of on the page of love. I don't see myself being a mom ever. And then my brother and sister-in-law had a kid and, we had a FaceTime call over Christmas and I was looking at her face on FaceTime, the baby. And I was like, well, I think she'll keep it.

So I've been battling with that.

So I've been battling with that.

So I've been battling with that.

My brother and I grew up with like a lot of Family trauma. And so my brother is very similar to you and how he talks about his daughter and how he talks about being a dad and like how I get to see him being a dad and I being able to see a family member that grew up in those same like traumas and experiences that you did.

My brother and I grew up with like a lot of Family trauma. And so my brother is very similar to you and how he talks about his daughter and how he talks about being a dad and like how I get to see him being a dad and I being able to see a family member that grew up in those same like traumas and experiences that you did.

My brother and I grew up with like a lot of Family trauma. And so my brother is very similar to you and how he talks about his daughter and how he talks about being a dad and like how I get to see him being a dad and I being able to see a family member that grew up in those same like traumas and experiences that you did.

be a successful parent is like really eye opening towards being like, Oh, maybe I can do this too.

be a successful parent is like really eye opening towards being like, Oh, maybe I can do this too.

be a successful parent is like really eye opening towards being like, Oh, maybe I can do this too.

I just like, I really struggled because I've gone through this before. Like I had an apartment ready to go and I had talked to my job and I was ready to leave. And then I ended up staying and listening because he said he was going to, you know, change and fix everything. And then here I am again in this phase where like, okay, it all feels real again and I'm making plans to move and leave.

I just like, I really struggled because I've gone through this before. Like I had an apartment ready to go and I had talked to my job and I was ready to leave. And then I ended up staying and listening because he said he was going to, you know, change and fix everything. And then here I am again in this phase where like, okay, it all feels real again and I'm making plans to move and leave.

I just like, I really struggled because I've gone through this before. Like I had an apartment ready to go and I had talked to my job and I was ready to leave. And then I ended up staying and listening because he said he was going to, you know, change and fix everything. And then here I am again in this phase where like, okay, it all feels real again and I'm making plans to move and leave.

And then of course, I mean, I know this is so common, but like all I can think about is all the good things and all the, like he's being a very gracious host. So we're having all these really great times together and,