Amy Baxter

So what you're saying is I dealt with my grief in the correct way?

I think it's just interesting that it's analogous to the way we deal with physical pain.

And so what you did was a visual embodiment of the same techniques that are helpful for dealing with physical pain.

And I don't think there's a correct or a right or a wrong.

It's just interesting that both of them are effective.

That's probably what's important for everyone dealing with grief is finding what works for you and hearing about other people's mechanisms for dealing with pain or grief or anything helps you figure out which one does work for you.

I don't think there's right or wrong for any of it.

I think the hardest part is having people – worrying that people are going to laugh at me when I'm talking about vibration or vibrators or not taking it seriously.

I think that probably for me the worst thing is not –

Being respected is having is having is being dismissed.

I think it's feeling marginalized.

And so because what we're doing is very specific with different frequencies, it it's really easy for someone to say, oh, well, that's distraction or oh, that's, you know, or you're dealing with vibrators.

And so I think the hardest part for me has been.

trying to not get my emotions in the way or my fear of rejection or fear of not being taken seriously because we're working with a different kind of physics and it can be so easily reduced.

Kind of like your work is so artistic and so deep and emotional and then people say, oh, but you're

Oh, nice.

Love your little doodles.

Love the one where your grandmother died.

That was so cute.

Yeah, yeah.