Alix Earle
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
You can imagine middle school is peak. People are bullying each other, tearing each other down. Obviously, they had a one up to just shit on me and shit on my family. And besides that, besides people making comments about it, which happened, people weren't allowed to hang out with me. People weren't allowed to come over to my house.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Like if I wanted to invite the girls over, I remember one day I was like, oh, we should go have like snacks and drinks.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
like I don't know Gatorade at my house before we go to this middle school dance and we weren't allowed to host this I'm gonna call it a pregame but obviously we're not drinking um host this pregame at my house because people didn't want their kids around my family how was that articulated to you how do you know that um the parents would kind of tell my mom and she would tell me kind of the harsh truth of like why this can't happen she would have to sit sit me down and be like this like you know they don't really respect us
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I feel... I feel bad for her, but I feel like I wish I had someone to kind of lean on in that moment. I feel like I was leaning on myself a lot of the time because I didn't want to stress anyone else out. And I was trying to look out for everyone else maybe but myself in the time. So I was just like, okay, we're just going to bottle this up and not talk about it. But I...
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I wish that I could like go back and have her talk to someone about what was happening in that moment, because I just was like, OK, this is like life. This is normal. Like this is what's happening. Like whatever. We're not going to my house for the pregame.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I think it definitely made me have a lot of hatred towards the situation and it was it's just weird because I obviously felt a lot of emotion and I was super upset and I couldn't let that out kind of like there was nowhere for me to kind of go or talk to or like, I don't know, like I didn't really ever let that out. So I just would deal with these emotions within myself.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
My high school teacher, because this was such a public affair, especially for anyone living locally in my town, you kind of knew who she was and knew the situation that had happened. My teacher in high school was talking about this governor's affair and said exactly what had happened, who it had happened with, and looked me in the eyes while this was going on in class.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
And I remember my classmates looking at me and laughing because this was about my family and this is something he was literally teaching in history class because... I forget what the lesson was there, but I left school bawling my eyes out. I was so embarrassed. But this is so nice to be able to talk about this publicly because I really never have.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I mean, it's embarrassing, but I... I'm stubborn and I would never let people know that. So I would kind of put up that wall and I would kind of go the way of being very defensive. I'm like, OK, like, yeah. So like I looked like a hardo, but obviously that's not the way that I felt on the inside. And I even think now like that sometimes I can be a little bit like
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
brutal with things or brutally honest because I would just have this like wall up where I was just like these emotions are not gonna get to me um wow this is like really crazy right now I feel like I'm in a therapy session I'm like realizing things I didn't even realize before is there anything that you have recognized recently in your 20s that you're like fuck I've got to work on this because of the shit that you dealt with as a kid yes uh this has actually been a realization for me like the past
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
few months past six months past year whatever with relationships romantic relationships I've always been kind of one foot in one foot out like I've always been a little closed off and I've always been like wow I'm the girl who like doesn't care like I'm like to my friends it always was looked at as like oh she's really good with dealing with guys cuz like they can leave and she like doesn't care she's like okay next like whatever
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
But taking a step back and realizing that like I've actually never besides maybe my first like love and then he cheated on me and that went to shit. So like, of course, and then I'm going back to this like little shell of a human and I'm like putting this wall up.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I never allow myself in relationships to be like 100 percent committed and vulnerable and like all in because I'm so afraid of getting hurt like that.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I think especially the past few years, I've taken a step back and realized that my parents are just humans as well. And, you know, at the time, like, your parents are, like, your world. Like, you think they are these perfect people, but, like, they're experiencing life for the first time, too. Like, they fuck up. They make mistakes. People grow and people learn. Like, it's...
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
It's been reassuring and stuff to realize that just because someone makes a mistake, they're not evil. They're learning. It's their first time with marriage, with kids.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
So with the divorce, I feel like the main thing and anyone whose parents are divorced, I feel like you can relate to this is
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
you feel like you don't have that like core family anymore like your Christmases are kind of split up and separated and like it's just not the same like you're not having family game nights like all together like your family like really to me was like my mom my dad and my sister and now that my family is so well blended and they get along so well like I get to do all these events in my life where it's like my mom my dad my little siblings and my stepmom and
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
it's a new feeling because it's a different type of family to me but like having my mom around with my dad like it's just that feeling is like the best feeling in the entire world and i'm so grateful that you know they were able to do that for us i know you are going to talk more about this on your own podcast hot mess because i think so many people are probably like
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
How did we go from here to here? I could talk about this for days. This is scratching the surface on what had happened. And there's so many stories to be told. There is a lot. that went on to get our family to the place that we are in today. Um, it was not always perfect.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
And I think to anyone listening, that's going through this, know that like, it's okay if it's not perfect right now, because trust me, it was not for a while and it's still not at times, but that's the thing with social media is you sometimes don't know any of this. Like I'm posting my family hanging out and dancing and people are like, Oh wow, this is so great. They're such a blended family.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
And I'm like, you don't even know the half of it.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
It is so triggering to even hear you say that. Or when I was reading these comments, I was bawling my eyes out to my friends and they're like, hello, Alex, like this stuff does normally not get to you. But like from what we just talked about, I spent my childhood thinking this is basically the worst thing you could do to another human. So why the fuck would I do that?
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
so i guess the ex-girlfriend had started posting things alluding to unfaithfulness and the relationship online and i was seen hanging out with this guy so everyone kind of just pointed fingers at me and you know i was asking for the receipts like right away like i was probably more psycho than she was i was like there's just no fucking way this happened like i was checking everything we have been over this probably 110 times because i was like
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
If you did that to a person, obviously, of course, like you'll probably do that to me too. And if I did that to someone else, like I wouldn't be able to live with myself. This is why I'm so excited to have a podcast coming out tomorrow. But this is just the beginning of me being able to talk about things in my life.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
And I haven't had like a platform really where I've been able to let these things out and like
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Alex, what are you doing? I didn't have any furniture, so I got these last minute for us. I figured this would be good to sit on. Yeah, I mean, for sure. I love what you've done with the place. Welcome.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
It was never a question that I was going to say. The first week of school, my parents were like, hey, like after they left, like, are you homesick? And I was like, no, like I'm never leaving. Like they knew I never got homesick once. I was like, this is the place for me. Like you can go out all the time. There's so many things to do. It's beautiful. You can go to the beach. You can get a tan.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I was just like, this is meant for me and I'm not leaving.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Tequila? Like what are you drinking today? I'm gonna probably have vodka sodas or tequila sodas. And we just gotta pick, maybe let's do tequila because if we're gonna take shots, I should just- I'm not taking vodka shots. Yeah, and I need to stick to one.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
So I was a dancer. So a lot of the time we were traveling for competitions and they make you cake on all this makeup. So I was literally like 10 years old and I'm like smokey eye, like, here we go. The fake lashes, everything. So that's where I feel like I got my start with makeup.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Which is disgusting. No, tell me. But like when I would like talk to a guy or get with a guy or whatever and I'm staying over, I would sleep in my makeup and if my skin was having a point like at my like very, very bad points of my acne, I would bring my foundation and concealer in my purse
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
before he gets up in the morning I'm sprinting to the bathroom and I'm like applying more foundation and he's like probably like waking up like why is this girl like bright orange right now because I was like he will not see these pimples on my face.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Taking it on. And you know, then it's embarrassing too when his sheets are like orange or like the pillow I sleep on, I'm flipping it over. I'm like, that was not me. That was not from me.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
We weren't. But, I don't know. It's been weird... starting to talk to someone while kind of having like a following, I guess. Just because people would see us out together. So naturally they're like, oh, they're dating. But I'm like, we've been hanging out for two weeks and you're catching us on our first date. And everyone's like, they need to be dating or whatever. She's lying to us.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
So it's been kind of weird in that sense. Just because like keeping things private is hard if you want to like go out and Right.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
No. Absolutely not. Listen, I just have... I don't know. We started talking at like a very weird point in my life. I was finishing college. So obviously like my friends and going to college parties like that came first. And then we had graduation and then I was kind of traveling for the summer. So like as much as we were hanging out, like.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
it never felt like the right time to start a relationship. Would you say that you're more of, like, a relationship girl or more of, like, a dating girl? So this is my problem, and I don't know, like, what is wrong with me, but I say I'm not a relationship girl, but I'm always...
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Get ready with me. Get ready with me. Get ready with me. Welcome to a day in my life. Welcome to a day in my life. I do not want to post about it. A visa with 10 of my friends. So I got my breast augmentation.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
kind of in a relationship, situationship, just because I feel like I'm not as attracted to someone if I don't know their personality, and I like to get to know them first, but I also kind of like my freedom, and I'm very independent, so I struggle with that a lot.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I'm like, yeah, that's not what that means.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
reasoning for that and just I actually brought it up before because the media was starting to scare me before he we had never had like a dating conversation I was just like um like I just really I want to talk about this like I am I'm not ready to date he's like okay He's like, yeah, I didn't say, did I say that to you? And I'm like, no, but I'm not ready. And he's like, that's totally fine.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I will give all of the details. But yeah, we're going to save that for my podcast because I'll end up taking up the whole episode with that.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Like that's the thing is that I just don't, I'm just not dying to be in a relationship right now. Like this is a very, you know, new time in my life and I just want to be able to get to know myself better.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
before entering a relationship and I've done that before where I get into a relationship too fast or whatever and it's not even about the person but I just like right now I'm like okay with not being super like in a relationship seeing that person 24-7 like I'm having fun with my girls and I'm getting to, like, know this new chapter of my life.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
No, no. No, we need to change. We need to change.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Tall, dark, and handsome. You're not dating someone that looks like that. Because, okay, that's my stereotypical type. I don't know, getting to know someone, that's when I'm really attracted to them, and I'm always attracted to a loud personality, which can also be kind of horrible, but...
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
like just maybe not the best guys sometimes, but like someone who is like loud and energetic and fun when we're going out, like the guy who's quiet in the corner is just like not ever been my type.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I just like a guy that can get things done. If we want to go to dinner, there's a reservation booked. He knows the plan. He is kind of taking control. I don't know. I like someone that, behind the scenes, can get really down to earth and have deep conversations.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
And also just someone who's driven with their own career and their own aspirations.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Maybe let's start with the worst, because that's what comes to mind first, I feel. The worst part, I feel like, is that they can kind of get really insecure, because a lot of what they're doing is based on how they're performing, so I think it's hard kind of not to be. But, you know, an insecure guy can cause other issues. Like what? Like what? Stan, come on, Alex. Get in there with us.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I mean, you know, just basically taking it out on you and trying to kind of look cooler than they are because they're putting on a show. I think that all kind of comes with just being really insecure and not leading to really like a healthy relationship. Also, it depends like, but... I think the schedule is different for, I mean, I know the schedule is different.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Let's talk about the MLB versus the NFL versus the NBA. Baseball schedule just sucks. It's a motherfucker. It's crazy. It's definitely not fun, especially if they're traveling and leaving a lot. But maybe the best part is... Say it. I think the best part is like getting to like go to the games and it's exciting. And like, I don't know if you're like, yeah, that's my guy. Like whatever.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
When he does something good, that's I think pretty cool.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I also think with athletes, like weirdly, I never really got into the athlete thing until like,
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
later in college like before I had always hated athletes for the reasoning of they could never kind of like go out and party and get drunk because they have to be up in the morning and like they're being responsible so like for me I never found that fun in someone just when you're like you're young you know you're going out so that's a big thing for why I didn't.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Because I think I was like, I feel like you would know him. And I had messaged you one time on Instagram being like, something is fucking weird here and I need advice. And I messaged her and then I was like, wait, that's so embarrassing. Why would she answer me ever? So I unsend it, but I was like, they might know each other. And then we met and I brought it up just because whatever.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
First of all, that is so crazy to even hear you say. I'm like, oh, my gosh, no, I'm not. But they have kind of been with me through it all. Like when I blew up was over the holidays. So it was Thanksgiving and Christmas. And I was literally sitting with them and.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Yes, so I was always like a Coler Daddy fan and I knew who you dated and they were on the same team so obviously I was like you know like that's Alex Cooper's ex and he's like I know like they bring it up like they tease him whatever and I was like well, that sucks because she's so much more successful than him.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
But I have a funny story. So... I told you I was never really into sports. And also like, I don't, my family is not into sports. Like my dad has never watched a sports game in his life. Like this was just not their culture. So like, I don't know. I didn't grow up like super involved in this either.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
And my freshman year of college, I get a DM from someone who was on the Miami Heat, is on the Miami Heat. and he sends me a DM, whatever, and my dumb ass was like, I answered saying like, oh, you on the Miami Heat, like something like, cause I literally genuinely didn't know. And now knowing who this person is, I'm like, why? And then I left him on read.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I didn't even answer him because I didn't care. And now I'm like, Alex. Wait, we're going to bleep this. Who was it?
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I honestly don't. I don't think so because I think as well they haven't gotten better maybe but like I when I don't like something about that guy I make sure I think you learn from each relationship yeah so I'm like that cannot be happening in the next relationship but they've all been their own they've all been their own demons
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
as much as i'm watching this they are too and people are calling them contacting them i remember there was something around christmas of me like on the news on espn and my dad's like alex he's like what is going on what are you posting on tick tock and then they kind of downloaded the app they all started to learn about it all and they got really involved but
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I don't know. I don't have videos, but he put up his pictures with me like back on his Instagram.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Yeah. And it was kind of more so like a fun relationship. I think like it was like a social, like we would go out together every night and like, I found him attractive like so, you know, it was kind of like it just made sense, but it wasn't so like I was in love with his personality. Well also at Miami, let me preface this by saying the guys are not the cutest.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
So like it's always and I just think that school has like it breeds like hot girls and I think a lot of the times like there's all these pretty girls getting with like all these gross guys and they could do so much better. But like for me, like this was like a guy like I found attractive. So I was like, I'm sticking. Wait, I'm sticking him.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
No, they actually never said anything until right around graduation. I had one professor say something, but it was never kind of like, I don't know. It was, it never felt like that in school. What was it like in class? You have to be honest. In class sometimes, most of the people, like the business school is pretty small at Miami.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
So like the people that I had classes with, I had classes with for like the past three years. So like they knew me. But I think there were some classes or like walking to class, having people like ask to take pictures with me was just crazy, like exciting. But also I was just like, this is nuts. Like I'm sitting in my class and I look like a rat and like you... Want to take a picture with me?
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Like, okay. That is kind of crazy. When I was graduating, one of my teachers had said something to me asking about Influencer marketing and they might start a class about it a few have asked me to come back and speak at classes Imagine kids taking notes as you're speaking.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Um, everything. I, I love a guy who like gives me no attention. I love it. Like if you text me or call me too much, like I will never speak to you again. I love a guy. I love it.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Yeah, they've been super supportive throughout it all.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I'm being dramatic. Like, I just don't like someone who is too mushy-gushy and all over, you know? Yeah, I feel like- Just, like, give me some space because I don't- Do you like horoscopes? Like- Do you believe in that at all? Yeah, yeah, yeah, I do.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I feel like I like to be very, like, independent and, like, I don't like to be bothered. I don't like to feel, like, trapped. Smothered. Like, if someone makes me feel smothered, I will run so far away and they'll never see me again.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
match your energy and like test you i love someone who like flirt flirt flirtedly flirtily shits on me kind of do you know what i mean not like too much because there's guys in miami who will go in on you and actually make you feel like the biggest piece of crap in your life right because that's their way of flirting but i just a little bit of like a tease also a thing for me is i have a hard time
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
So that works better for me if we can like shit on each other and that's our way For me like if I say something nice to a guy immediately and I've caught myself and I'm working on this Yeah, okay, but I will like immediately then say so I'll be like, oh whatever like whatever wait can we talk about that for a minute because I wonder if this is literally like just women in general like I feel the same way where I have literally talked about this with my therapist we're like
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Because it's awkward to be like. Thank you. Yeah, I do. Or thank you, you know?
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I love just hanging out with my family and bantering with them, having dinner like you'll get to see. But everything is very chaotic over here and there's always a lot going on.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
It's just like, I don't know. I don't like it. But as much as I do say it where I won't be with you, but I also just I can't, like, admit that I. I don't know, it's weird. I'm in a weird time with it.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I will ghost you. That's my number one thing. When I'm over something, I'm over it and I'll just leave. I don't... Okay, wait. But will you ghost in terms of will you block or will you ghost? No, no. I just won't answer. I'm not a big blocker, honestly. Okay.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Just like when I'm over something and I don't even really realize that I'm doing it, but I will just like not, I don't know. I feel like it doesn't even register in my mind that they're talking to me and I'm like, it's just not there because I don't care.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Yeah, that's where I kind of feel like I'm the advice person. I don't know, when it comes to my friends and not caring about a guy too much, I'm really good at letting go, but maybe I'm too good at that, so maybe I need a balance.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Um... Ooh, one time I got the ick. I brought this guy back to my place. We were kind of like making out all night. I bring him back, we're like sitting in my kitchen. I go to like make us a drink and he just smiled like, What? He was way too happy. You know what I mean? Like he just gave off the vibes. Like he was not playing cool. He was like, I'm here. And he was just grinning from ear to ear.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
And I was like out. Like I literally was like, I have to go. I feel so sick. I'm so sorry. But like you can't.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Like, you know, I just, I don't know. It was.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I think it's cool when a guy is kind of like suave and whatever. I don't know, he just really gave off the vibes of like, and maybe I sobered up a little bit, maybe that was it too. And I was like, wait, what is going on right now? No, but he was way too happy and like too big of a smile. Like you're not feeling.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
We have to. We're gonna sit down. Yeah you take a drink and we're gonna get into it and we're gonna get a little wild. This is a side no one knows of me. No one. Which is kind of crazy. Are you ready? I'm gonna chug this really quick. Let's go.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Um, I can take a lot of shots, but then I might not. I actually, I have a good tolerance, but it depends. But you may like blackout, but like, are you the type of person that no one knows you're blacked out? I'm kind of one. I mean, I get googly eyes, but I'm never going to be the like puker falling over. I'm jinxing myself right now. I'm going to be a mess. I know it.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
When was your last dance floor makeout? Um, my last dance for Makeout was like a month or so ago in Montauk.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I'm not a big drunk ex-texter, so like has to be over a year, years. I don't know. If you were, God forbid, sliding in, what are you saying?
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
two love were they good uh one no oh my god very very bad very bad how many times you had sex with him uh two and times yes okay and then i i tried after words i was like you know i'm just gonna give him head because this is so bad and he told me that he didn't like that so i just was like i don't know what's going on here and i'm running away and that was the like the
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Jacob Elordi. But he was a girlfriend. So maybe that's controversial.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
It's okay. They can be even like married. Actually, you know what? Oh. It was always Zac Efron for the longest time.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
And the problem with this game is I'm just going to keep answering.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I don't know the exact number. A good amount?
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Yeah. Like, if they got leaked, I'd be like, okay. Actually, I don't know. Don't leak.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I think... And... I think I give a lot of credit to you, but I think I'm pretty good at giving head. I have been told. And wait, but not always. Okay. The first, my first boyfriend, the first one I gave a blowjob to. Oh, man, I'm being so awkward because I never talk about this stuff. He was like, that was the worst thing I've ever experienced in my entire life. He's like, you were biting my dick.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Like, that was horrible. So I literally was petrified and I was determined.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
so you played episode three i studied and then color daddy came out and i was like i'm determined to do this and now you take pride in your work yes i am cheers let's do cheers again thank you so much that makes me so fucking the gluck luck 9000 goes very far it does wonders for your dick so you're welcome everybody i'm so proud of you Okay, top two favorite sex positions. I love missionary.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I don't know. I just think... Are you making eye contact? Yeah, or like kissing. I love... Or I like kind of like spooning on my side. The best.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Okay, kill Aaron Judge. Fuck Travis Kelsey, marry Braxton Berrios.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I am. I actually, I am because I feel like I want to save that for marriage. I don't know. Is that weird to say, but I'm like, I want them to have something.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Wildest place you've ever had sex. In high school, you know, I feel like you're just all horned up. It was like a football game, whatever. It was like on like behind the bleachers, but like on the side of the field. And like, I don't know what was going on and why I did that. What was necessary about that? And yeah.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
But when you think about high school sex, aren't you like. Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
no like was it even sex no i don't know you're just i feel like you're so horny when you're young like that yes but like it's actually not sex you're just like drying like humping it's horrible it's horrible it's horrible bad bad bad okay last time you faked an orgasm don't fucking lie to my face go um probably like in the past few months okay
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I, um, oh my god, dad, please, if you're listening, turn this off.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Mute it. Mute it at this point. Oh my god, dad, family, grandma, she watches everything I do. Okay, I recently, like, within the past week, have experimented. I tried a butt plug for the first time, and I loved it.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
And they like it too. Maybe a little finger.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
it's good it's a good finger it's solid because like then you can i don't know i'm just gonna stop talking i've never talked remotely about any of this online how do you is it freaking you out a little it is okay it feels fine right now because i feel comfortable and i feel like we're having a conversation and when i see this i'm gonna be like oh my god
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Then we started just taking shots. We took so many shots. Did we get in trouble? I think they were glass shot glasses. They were glass shot glasses and I think people were like dropping them on the floor so glass was shattering so that makes sense why your foot is cut open.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Yeah. I feel like same with you. Really? But well, I could definitely, I was like, Oh wow. Like she really like can drink. I was shocked by that. Really?
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I'm definitely going to puke at some point today. And I'm sweating and I really don't feel good.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
It's right there. We can just hop on over there.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Everyone came in here and my ears started to ring. I think there's glass in my foot. Oh, you actually can't stand.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
The hardest life lesson I think I've had to learn has been around jealousy and
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
fake maybe friends fake people in your life people have you know it's been a thing kind of my whole life even since I've been little like I feel like finding good people to like stick around and a lot of people don't want to hang out for the right reasons or don't want to stick around for the right reasons and I think that that has been
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Something I've had to learn especially recently over the past year with things happening or I've had people that you know didn't hang out with me before or would say no if I asked to do something and then all of a sudden they all come swarming back around and I'm just like it it just honestly hurts like as much as it is annoying whatever but it hurts to see
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Someone be so shallow and like actually just not care about you as a person. What do you think is the biggest misconception about you? Probably the biggest misconception about me I feel like I'm quiet at first until you get to know me and I have kind of a big personality online
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
But I take a minute to warm up to people and I've had people be like this is not who we know like oh You're being so quiet and reserved. I don't know I like to kind of like read the room a little bit first I think what I'm like getting to know people I'm just like not walking in and obviously what I post is kind of me crazy all the time or whatever But I'm not like that 24-7.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I'm not you know doing backflips around my apartment all the time Just sometimes
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
comes out tomorrow first of all i'm so excited for this and i've gotten comments throughout the whole past year being like you should start a podcast you should start a podcast being kind of in front of the camera more and talking i love connecting with my audience and i think there's a lot that they don't know about me there's a lot that they do know but there's so much that they don't know and i am ready to kind of
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Share more of my life with them. I just wanted to be my friends my family people that are close to me in my life and Sit on the floor of my room and talk. I love it. I think it's gonna be so dope. Are you nervous?
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I'm a little nervous but honestly filming this has made me feel a little bit better and I feel like I'm getting to learn from the best and I have a good coach it's been so fun working with you because I
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I need help with one last thing before we end this. Okay. Really strange request. Okay. So you know how I just graduated, I just moved out of my college house. Yes. Well, probably the only nice thing that we had in this house was our fridge. We had like a smart fridge, it has a big screen. And on that fridge, you're able to upload photos.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
So my friends and I thought it'd be funny, we did like photos of the week. And this fridge has basically our private stories on it. And we have our nudes on there. We have, I don't know, we're shit talking ourselves. I don't know what is on that fridge. We got a glimpse because this group of frat boys has moved in now and they see what is on our fridge.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
All the other girls are in New York besides me and Kristen, so I think it's only fair that we go there and we break and enter and we delete the photos on the fridge.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Like Tuesdays, like hump day with Alex's ass. Not the cute ones. Not the cute ones. The ones where it's like, oh my God, your nipples hanging out of the shirt. Oh my God, I have a double chin. Oh my God, I'm hung over here. It's a complete joke in our most embarrassing photos. And now these guys have access to literally our most secret photos.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I'm a good driver, but sometimes if I'm like speeding don't worry Guys I have butterflies in my stomach. Can we even pull in should we actually just drive by?
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
Oh my god, it's fratified. It's fratified. No, they have three TVs in there. I'm gonna throw up. Hi! I just wanted to give you guys a housewarming gift. We used to live here. Come in.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
You know, sometimes I forget and they'll text me something like so niche that's going on in my life. They're like, what? Like you're wearing that top out tonight, Alex. Like, oh my God. And I'm like, I forget that they are watching this. But it's honestly nice because I feel like even if we don't have the time to catch up, they're always keeping up with me.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
All right, we're off. We're going to see my high school. This is like where I grew up, my town. Welcome. Okay, wait. So you didn't grow up in that house? No. That house, we moved in probably when I was in like eighth grade, I think. But that's not where I grew up. I grew up with my mom like 30 minutes away from there.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I have the worst voice you've ever heard in your entire life. Like I can't sing. Give me a tune. Well, this one I've actually been practicing. I can show for you. Baby, it's you.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
How did you just do that? That was good. That was yours.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I always say... I said to my friends... If I ever come out with music or you see, like, just know, like, I have been ambushed. Like, I'm being held against my will. People are auto-tuning me. Like, this is not something I could ever do.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I've never talked about this online before. I was kind of waiting for the right platform or moment. I remember the day very clearly. Paparazzi had shown up at my house and my mom quickly kind of got me and my sister out of the house over to our cousins. We stayed there for a few days and I had no idea what was going on. I didn't know they were paparazzi.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I thought news broadcasters were interviewing the neighbors. I really had no idea. And for anyone listening who doesn't know my family or doesn't know what I'm talking about, my dad had an affair with... Someone who was well known for her job, having sexual relations with high class people. And one of them was even the governor of New York. She was very well known from that.
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And in turn, my dad's affair became a very public situation.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
So a year after this affair happened, my parents sat me and my sister down and we were going out to dinner. It was right before dinner. They said, we're going to be living apart. My dad got a house like 10 minutes away. They were going to try and They were going to see how that was kind of working. They never said it was like a final divorce, but in that moment we kind of knew.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
And I had speculations that something was up because for the past year they had started to fight and bicker with each other and I would sit at the top of my staircase listening to it. And before that, they never really fought. I think it was a pretty good, normal family dynamic.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
It was in like fourth grade. I started to kind of hear commentary from people and I had an iPad at the time and I remember Googling like, you don't know that many people, I'm Googling my family and all of a sudden I see that the past two years of my life had been a lie.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I am reading articles about what had happened about the times that my dad's taking me to go get ice cream and it's really because there's paparazzi outside my house and he's hiding us from them like I had just felt like my world crashed down in that moment I
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
didn't know the severity of what had happened between my parents because my mom was super super mature about it and didn't speak to us about it and didn't put that stress that she was going through onto us um but that's i kind of figured it out myself and then i proceeded to deal with it myself and i was gonna say did you tell anyone that you saw that on your ipad
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I had talked to my mom after and but you're so young like I didn't even fully understand what it was that why this woman was such a big deal that my dad had slept with. I didn't understand the severity of it and I was confused still but I knew from that moment on that I wanted to protect my little sister from feeling the way that I felt in that moment.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
I would try and just push it down a lot of the times. I would try not to comprehend it. I knew that I loved my family and issues would come up. And a lot of the time, my family really tried to just be as normal as possible and
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
We wouldn't really talk too much about these issues or that if we did like there was nothing that we could really do about him or when my stepmom started to hang around with my dad after he had moved out. She came into his life and we were introduced to her. which was super weird. And I was told that I had to be respectful to this woman and we had to be nice to her.
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Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (FBF)
And I wanted to rip her head off. It was very weird because I felt like I was a 10-year-old having to be more mature than someone 20, 30 years older than me. So I don't know. In the moment, I didn't realize how much that would have affected me. And now I look back and...